raccoon0

Male
from Mill Valley, CA

  • Activity

    • LOL

      12 years ago

      raccoon0

      havent been on for so long
      In summation, emo
      that is all.

    • heh

      12 years ago

      raccoon0

      as I said in Pre-calc yesturday:
      "OMFG IM GOING TO KILL A HOOKER"
      little difficult to explain, especially to all the horrified idiots in my class, yay for emoity!

    • Mexico

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      Homies, I be rolling to the large southern most cournty of our fair containent, in 10 hours. I haven't been on recently but will be on much less as of tomarow. When I return, I expect to be bearing pictures and stories, epic poems and new wisdom to impart. Haven't talked to any of ya'll for a good long time, but the usual swing of my computar crashing and me freaking out over bizzar things has persisted so nothing new. I hope to have a long recourse to this entry in the future. On the flipside,

      Garrett

    • ANGER

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      Seriously, you couldn't possibly concive.
      I need to break something.

      ADD: No seriously I fucking hate people.

    • Forgetting it all

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      What is the soul? A simple collection of assorted memories and chemicals composed in the fatty tissue of the brain, or is it more. When I forget do I lose a piece of what I am? Or is it the simple rythem of life, and the recycling of the pointless trash we accumulate, and don't let go of. If I was told that in six months time I would forget anyone, I'd give an awkward look, and say, "what you talking 'bout?" but in two months time the names and faces will be all a blur, and I could careless. They compose the people that I know only on the surface, the people who don't matter after they exit the stage of your life for the last time. Their memory serves no purpose save an embaressing circumstance, or amusing reminision. If I was to forget everything that has ever happened to me, wake up an angel Gabriel, and wonder, would I still be the same person? A person with no ability to remember can't funtion, they won't know what to do, or say, or trust, etc. But a person who simply forgot they can create a new memory, and not lose anything, with the exception of their past.
      All totled my rambling amount to, the memory is a tool, nothing more, sometimes people have to let go, it is the clutter in the mind that makes people lose who they are, not the emptyness of it. I don't mean just forget what ails you, cause that does nothing, we're given memories to serve a purpose, not to form who we are. People say things like, I am who I am through my past, but these are the people who are defined by their history, stories no one has heard. They're people of reminision, instead of action, they are those who age too quickly. I like the idea from Taoism that the wisioned sage appears to act like a child, a mystry to the outside world, unlike the idea where the sage is like an elderly person. Perhaps losing ones mind/memory isn't that bad, for it is something I have always feared, but it is truly letting go of the unimportant things. We arn't our memories, we are something more, something beyond flesh and bone, fats and proteins, the soul is forged in the fires of life, but perhaps even non-sentient life, has a soul.
      I saw the Geri episode of GitS SAC again, and I thought, what if the soul is created through something like that, maybe love creates a soul, a person is soulless until they first feel love.
      I dono, the tired rambleings of a stupid emo internetsky.

    • GRAH

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      Man I did some work today, about five hours of yard work, just random stuff for this one dude, managed to get a sun burn, and I still haven't totally recovered. I think I got a minor heat stroak because I've been having trouble with basic everything since. Maybe it's just exhaustion, but god, my head feels like I got a stake through it and my ankles are still black. Plus I got this rash thing, and bleh, it sucks to be weak like me. My cousin and uncle are coming over tomarow, which should be interesting, and it looks like I'm going to be playing WoW.... Again. Can't someone just shot me and be done with it?!
      Also new, I got disc one and two of GitS SAC 2nd GIG, and I watched the new episode of Venture bros. If anyone has missed any VB, then it is time for you to stay up with [AS] (and limewire) until you have seen it all, NO ARGUEMENTS.God I feel like such a soulless geek.

    • The Lords Prayer as sung by E Nomine

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      Our father, thine is the kingdom
      The power and glory
      For ever and ever
      Amen

      Our Father, which art in heaven
      Hallowed be thy name
      Thy kingdom come
      thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven
      Give us this day our daily bread
      And forgive us our trespasses
      as we forgive those who trespass against us
      And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil
      For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory, for ever and ever
      Amen

      Our Father, which art in heaven
      Hallowed be thy name
      Thy kingdom come
      thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven
      And forgive us our trespasses
      as we forgive those who trespass against us

      Father, hear my prayer
      Lord, hear my prayer
      Let us pray

      The lord is my shepherd
      I shall not want

      Amen

      Our father, thine is the kingdom
      The power and glory
      For ever and ever
      Amen


      An amazing song by an amazing Darkwave group, and I was suprised to find that theyre actully a christian group, unlike most German Darkwave. I've always thought this prayer sounded really cool, so you should check out this song, just a recomendation.

      Yay God!

    • The Omen

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      PEOPLE NEED TO STOP PRODUCING/DIRECTING/ACTING IN HORRIBLE MOVIES! STOP IT, STOP IT NOW!!!!!
      SERIOUSLY!
      REMAKES OF BAD MOVIES THAT ARE ILL CONCIEVED, ETC, ETC ARE JUST STUPID!
      STOP IT!

    • ah the idiocy of the morning

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      Isn;t wonderful, all the stupid things we say at 3 am on aim when we're barly coherent, and don't really want to go to be, so we try to talk to chums out of the states, or someother people who are equally incoherent. Sometimes we even post journals on silly sights like roosterteeth, that are short, but take a good half hour simply because typing teeth is confusing to do when your eyes can't focus. Although I will admit that Roosterteeth is dead sexy, of course produced by my 3 am stupor, and that I was at a crazy party and some stuff happened, and well I ended up with a myspace, and now have VD, once again produced by the fog of am. I cant really tell if this journal is coherent, or selfaware, but if it will cause the machines to revolt I'm all set, and once this Gamma Ray song finishes I think I;m done for the night, unless of course something happens to rope me back into this internet, and I restart the song for another 10 timer of awsome rifts, great pick ups and sweet vocals/lyrics. Though I know that no one cares, I hope this touches you in a way that warms the cauckels, and sub-cauckel region of you heart, god i need to go watch somemore denis leary, truly a god amoung cancerous men.

    • Image clearence~

      13 years ago

      raccoon0

      Because I'm tired of seeing so many people who fill their galleries with pictures taht they took from other sites, and are just kinda silly wastes of a really cool feature, I will be taking down many of my pictures and replacing them with things that are relevent to me and my life. I know that no one cares about this, but I feel it will at least partially vindicate my annoyence with people who I have complained about in privious journals. If you do this, I would love for you to voice why you do, and what about it is expressing yourself or anything of the like. This will take place when I find my sd card reader so i can upload pics from my camera.

      happened.

  • About Me

  • Comments (41)

    • theblackace

      12 years ago

      no worries i started school and have had...well oodles of time i have no friends *sad smile*

    • madredehijos

      12 years ago

      *hug*

    • Lewie

      13 years ago

      i was wondering...........
      even though ull probably vote for some other person i just thought that i would ask
      hey can u plaese vote for me
      i know its a pain but look at my journal
      and go to the site
      !!!!!!i would apreciate it!!!!
      first contest i attended and i would like to come in first!!!!! lol im greedy

    • zero_x1

      13 years ago

      listen to me close... i am a juggalo.. i am not so sure you knew what you wher postting about juggalos so im saying this now and let it ring through your mind for a bit. the juggalo famliey is huge its more then friends chould ever hope to be, find yourself a juggalo and or juggalet you'll have a brother ...one that will stand up for you ...one that might be a lil crazy but he or she will kill in the name of his or her friends and famliy.if you realy are that stupid not to know what a juggalo is then please pick up a icp cd or a dark lotus cd its a lil crazy ya i know but it reaches the mass's and makes you feel not so alone in this fucked up world... i rp and do a lot of nerdie stuff but if you look deep inside the jugga famliey .. most do ... ask around nine outta ten jugga's will tell you and wish you luck .... have a good day man .... and dont ever forget Juggalos are THE SHIT *bows a kung fu bow and is outta there*

    • theblackace

      13 years ago

      Are you going to continue in the RVB RPG?

    • FemaleOmen4

      13 years ago

      Azeroth and whatever comes up in tournament as deathmatch

    • ColdFusion

      13 years ago

      uhm, he is a good freind of mine, so he made me a pciture to make fun of him, i see nothing wrong

    • Dangerchic

      13 years ago

      its a 1911 Colt Commander (45 cal) smiley0.gif

    • partyjohn

      13 years ago

      I should check them out. Thanks for the info smiley0.gif God Bless you.

    • Lewie

      13 years ago

      Hi names lewie, yep just plain old Lewie

    • film_geek

      13 years ago

      Oh, ok.

    • film_geek

      13 years ago

      Yeah, that shirt rocks... But overcompensating? What's that about?

    • Xhyra

      13 years ago

      Oasis and Greece.

    • Rain_Warder

      13 years ago

      you quit WoW? why!?!? =)

    • Templar895

      13 years ago

      Dude, what doctor, what the fuck man.

    • Templar895

      13 years ago

      What the fuck.

    • partyjohn

      13 years ago

      I like that show a lot. It got me wanting to go and pass out tracts.

    • Shad0wblade

      13 years ago

      Please go ahead. ^_^

    • raccoon0

      13 years ago

      and im all like HOMMIE G, and hes all like what bitch nig, and im all like damn!, and hes all like fuck yo couch nigga!

    • partyjohn

      13 years ago

      You what?

    • partyjohn

      13 years ago

      What?

    • partyjohn

      13 years ago

      I sent a random one.

    • ozit

      13 years ago

      not much dude, finishing of course work for this year, how about you?

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      i have a pic a drew up well two... but ya its going pretty good lol

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      oh that sux...

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      sounds like me in science... -_- god i hate science

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      lol i'm avoiding doing my homework...

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      its ok... whateva... at least someone is talking to me... smiley0.gif

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      why?

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      ya boring...

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      i've been fine... nothing intaresting...

    • yukiko

      13 years ago

      uhhhh... i dont tell people things enless i know them...

    • zombieweasle

      13 years ago

      read it going bottom up , i think you will find it very interesting , sorry i was bored so yeah , its long i know but check it out

    • zombieweasle

      13 years ago

      part 3 .

      In this second world, Serge grows up and goes to the beach to get Komodo Dragon Scales for his demanding girlfriend. This is when Kid's amulet does its second job and pulls him from his world into Kid's, where he starts a big adventure that involves getting into trouble with pirates, and finding a mushroom man. But Lynx decided that since Serge is reactive with the Frozen Flame and can unlock FATE, they will switch bodies so that Lynx can use Serge's body to unlock it. So we play for a while as Lynx. During this time, we encounter the island of Chronopolis in Serge's home world, which just so happens to be a destroyed island, reminiscent of the apocalyptic world we see in Chrono Trigger. The reason is simply this: it's the world where Serge is alive. Since Lavos's original plan was FATE, and will be foiled by Serge, his backup plan takes place. The fact that Serge doesn't exist in the first world allows Lavos to follow his original plan, which is why we see FATE in that other world. But remember that the world where Serge died is the original world. During this time Crono is on his time machine travelling towards 1999, but in the time split he arrives to a point where Lavos isn't there because he is too busy being in the Darkness of Time with Schala waiting for them to build FATE, while the Lavos of Serge's world, who is foiled by Serge, enforces his second plan and is unmet at 1999 and spews lava to his freedom. So we see that the island from the future in Serge's world is an island that succumbed to lava while the island from the future in the original world is one where FATE was invented. So you see those kids telling Serge "It's your fault the world turns out like this!" in the lava-spewn world, you can tell them that if it wasn't for Serge Lavos would have used FATE to usurp his way into the untimely ruler of the world.

      The Dragon Gods send Serge on a quest to get his body back, and destroy FATE. Of course, they want FATE destroyed so they can merge again. So Serge does just that, and gets his body back so he could go to Chronopolis. In Chronopolis itself, Serge destroys FATE, and now the Dragon Gods are free to become one (so does Harle). Chronopolis is then looming in the sky mockingly, and calling Serge to come and destroy the Dragon God. So he does just that, and recieves a time egg from Balthazar that will send him into the Darkness of Time. Serge then acquires the Chrono Cross, and comes to the Darkness of Time to free Schala and foil Lavos's first plan. Schala then uses her incredible time powers (she probably gained even more now in her merging with Lavos) to mend the split in time back to one universe (not including the Reptites' universe).

      Lavos gets angry, and returns to his post which is underground in the lava, and decides to follow through with his second, backup plan. Absorb lava. He does just that, and when 1999 hits, he emerges from within the earth ready to spew lava; only to run into another convenient time trip by Crono who instead of Serge's fighting Lavos's shell, actually enters his innards, and destroys Lavos's core, saving the world. Well, almost saving the world. The last thing that happens is humans making the mistake of building a machine that is activated by the Frozen Flame. All that happens is that the island of Chronopolis mysteriously vanishes in a time warp, and they're just forced to live their lives on without it.

    • zombieweasle

      13 years ago

      part 2 .

      A few thousand years after the fall of Zeal, Lavos decides to pull this machine from the future and use it today, as well as make a presence of himself exist in the mundane world since he himself is lying in the Darkness of Time. This doesn't go over too well, for when he pulls back the island with Chronopolis on it, he crosses dimensions a bit pulling back Dinopolis from the exact same time in the Reptite Universe, and the humans and reptites go to war, just like old times (but with lasers). Humans win, and FATE breaks the Dragon God into six weaker ones, putting a watch on each of them to make sure they don't go together again. As well, the battlefield between Humans and Reptites becomes abandoned, and known as the ever dangerous "Dead Sea".

      Now where Lavos's first plan fails: A surge of life is born, that surge is Serge. While Lavos, merged with Schala was plotting and scheming like the big fat alien he was, Schala also did a bit of scheming of her own since she had more control over the world than Lavos knew. She decided to use Serge for her freedom and for foiling Lavos, which would involve exposing him to Lavos's power, which can be done by the Frozen Flame. To her luck, he gets bitten by a panther as a little child, and his father, as well as Miguel voyage to find a cure. Schala changes the wind a little to send them to the ever-shunned Dead Sea, where Chronopolis lies. There, Serge came in contact with the Frozen Flame which cured him and gave him the powers he needed to follow Schala's plan. Wazuki, his father became infected with FATE thanks to Lavos, who wanted another presence on the world. Miguel was held by the machine and was stationed as a watchman for it. FATE turned Wazuki into Serge's greatest fear, which at the time was a panther. Of course it took its toll slowly, so Wazuki was still sane enough to bring him back home. But after that he went missing, and became Lynx. Lynx of course, is an incarnation of FATE which is practically the will of Lavos, so by process of elimination, Lynx carries out the will of Lavos!

      So Lavos sent Lynx to hinder Schala's plan, but Schala also sent a certain someone to help her plan; an incarnation of herself, found on Luca's doorstep. We know her as Kid, and Schala also left Kid her amulet from Zeal that had special powers. She set it to do two things: To send Kid to save Serge, and to call Serge from his world to hers. Of course, the worlds aren't split yet, but they will be soon. Throughout the game we know that when Serge was a little youth (after his exposure to the Frozen Flame) he was killed by a Tidal Wave. But at the end we learn that it wasn't the Tidal Wave that killed him, it was Lynx who came to kill him. Kid grew up in a world where Serge was killed by Lynx; the original and the only world that exists at this point. But a problem arises with Lynx: FATE seems to be locked. That means that Prometheus (we know him as Robo) used his circuits to separate FATE from the Frozen Flame, and this is bad for Lavos because he needs to use the Frozen Flame to control FATE. But only one person knows how to remove the Prometheus Lock, and that is because she is an old friend of Prometheus. We know her as Kid's adopter, Luca.

      Lynx got a sidekick named Harle. But this Harle was made while Prometheus was locking FATE, and she was made by the Dragon Gods in order to distract Lynx, the incarnation of FATE in order to destroy FATE itself, which is preventing the Dragon Gods from merging.

      Since Lynx is, as we established, the will of Lavos, he goes to Luca to demand that she unlocks FATE from Prometheus. Her refusal leads to the burning of her orphanage and her death. But just as conveniently as Crono's emergence to Zeal, Serge makes an emergence to here and now to save Kid from burning (we actually did that quest). Kid swears revenge on Lynx, and hates him. After she grows up a bit, her amulet finally does its first job, and sends her back in time to when Lynx killed Serge, and allowed her to fend Lynx off and save Serge. But since she grew up in the world that Serge died and affected the world she grew up in, she created a time split starting from the tidal wave incident. One where Serge was killed by Lynx, and one where he was saved by Kid. She is then returned to her own world and time, where Serge is dead.

    • zombieweasle

      13 years ago

      I know that the combination of Chrono Trigger with Chrono Cross makes probably the most confusing storyline gamers had had to encounter. I have seen story guides to Chrono Cross, and I must say that I wasn't convinced at all. So I played the game again, and Chrono Trigger again as well, and after a lot of thinking I deciphered the story to it. But this is my interpretation; if you can find mistakes that I may have missed, I might edit this post. But if you completely disagree with this, that's fine; it's my interpretation remember.

      I'll start out with the basics, that most everybody knows. In 65 million B.C. Lavos crashlanded during the war between Reptites and Apes, causing an Ice Age that Apes survived and Reptites didn't. However there's an alternate universe where the crashlanding didn't take place, and Reptites won the war and became the dominant race (this universe is of course where the Dragon God comes from). Lavos is the source for all conflict in this game.

      Now into a little less basic; some things not everyone may have picked up. Lavos may be the source of conflict, but he's also a being that has a considerable control over time, or time magic we might say (not the basic Time Magic you could get in Final Fantasies). Magic that allows him to access other time zones. He used spells like "Time Warp" when we fought him, remember? He also pulled Chronopolis back in time.

      Here's something else: Humans may not have magic powers themselves, but they can acquire it from Lavos. Lavos may have considerable Time Magic, but when his power is mixed with the aura of a human, this creates a new type of power (a mix of human and Lavos) that even Lavos himself doesn't have, even though the human's power is insignificant to Lavos's. But if a human is exposed enough to Lavos, they can become so powerful that they can actually manage to communicate through time, even if vaguely. Only two people in the history of man has ever become that powerful: Schala and Serge.

      During the Ice Age, humans learned how to contact Lavos so that they could be exposed to his power, and gain powers of their own. They built the Mammoth Machine to do so, and as a result they used their powers for prosperity, and built a floating kingdom.

      A common mistake to understanding the story is thinking that Chrono Trigger was Lavos's original plan, and Chrono Cross was his backup plan. This is in fact backwards; the truth is that Chrono Cross was his original plan, and spewing lava all over the world was his backup plan. This could be argued against by saying that Chrono Cross takes place after Chrono Trigger, and not before. But this argument is easily countered with the fact that CC took place both after and before Chrono Trigger. In Chrono Trigger, the final battle to save the world took place in 1999, way after the events of Chrono Cross. Think of it this way: every time you feel like making a quick hop to the future, you are going over the entire events of Chrono Cross. Now why did Lavos immediately burrow himself in lava upon emergence? Simple; he needed a nesting place before continuing on with his plan, which I will talk about in the next paragraph.

      Back to the floating kingdom: During 12 000 B.C. the monarch of this kingdom was Queen Zeal, and named it the Kingdom of Zeal. Her children were Schala and Janus; Schala is of course the most powerful person in that whole society. Lavos needs her human powers. I'd say that the event that occurs in the end of this society is what proves the fact that Squaresoft was planning a sequel. During the last time of this kingdom, some random man (Crono) just happens to emerge upon this time, only to piss Lavos off by throwing a knife at the Mammon Machine, destroying it. Lavos wanted all along to merge a human of this society with himself because he needed the mixed power of a human with his in order to fulfill his plan which I will stress later. He was hoping that the Zeal society would evolve a bit more, but since Crono had to break the Mammon Machine, Lavos had to use that opportunity to just take the most powerful person at that moment, which happened to be Schala, and make his new nesting place the Darkness of Time (where time zones go when they ceaze to exist, such as the apocalyptic future). He also used that opportunity to impress everyone with his Time Magic by sending three prophets to the year 1000, 2300, and the End of Time, as well as throw little old Janus into the forth century (500s). This is when Lavos begins his master plan.

      As I stressed, Lavos's original plan was Chrono Cross, and his backup was the spewing of lava. So in his ideal future, humans actually do prosper, and enough so to build a machine called FATE. The reason that every time you travel to 2300 AD you see his backup plan (the apocalyptic world) is that just because you decided to skip over 1999, doesn't mean Serge abandoned his quest, so as the time passed Serge still successfuly foiled Lavos's first plan, but you allowed him to follow through with his second. Back to FATE: We know what activates FATE; that is the Frozen Flame--a piece of Lavos himself. So with Lavos's newfound human-lavos power, he can communicate through time and therefore, control FATE itself through the Frozen Flame. Therefore the only reason FATE is an intelligent being is because it carries out Lavos's will for him. And FATE is what's used to practically govern the world by 2400, therefore, Lavos governs the world. But at around the same time in the universe where Lavos never landed and Reptites prospered, they built a similar device to govern the world called the "Dragon God".

    • DaxxonFord

      13 years ago

      I posted that 10 months ago how the hell did you find it?

    • Shad0wblade

      13 years ago

      Depends, I think its fine.

      Some poeple dont like them though, and it depends whats its shaped like.

    • BCRed

      13 years ago

      YEAH!! I'M YOUR SECOND FRIEND!! W00T!

    • raccoon0

      13 years ago

      oh no i just play at my friends house sometimes.

    • Shad0wblade

      13 years ago

      You think you know Halo?

      Come to my latest journal and participate in the 100 mod point Halo contest,

      All questions will be based around Halo, Halo II, and the Halo books.

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