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    • 6 years ago

      screenaholic

      Why do I keep looking at Slender stuff before bed...that mother fucker scares the living shit out of me...

    • Ideal Podcast Group

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      screenaholic

      Alright, so I find myself often thinking about what the ideal group on the podcast would be. Not just my favorite people on the podcast, but taking group dynamics into account. For example:
      Joel and Gavin are two of my favorites on the podcast, but they both fill a similar role. That kind of goofy guy everyone yells at for talking about stupid things or things people don't care about (DDY! DDY!) Now, out of these two I prefer Joel, but I also really like Michael and he works much better with Gavin.
      I'm having trouble coming up with what I think would be the perfect group, what do you guys think?

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    • I Took the Job

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      I'm moving back to Georgia next weekend. I'll be staying in my mom's basement until I find my own place, which I will be rapidly be searching for.

    • The Upload Took Two Days

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      Want to see drunk me and my drunk friends play video games? NOW YOU CAN!

    • Things I do While Drunk

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      Grab a red sharpie and some duct tape, and write

      Abandon all hope,
      Ye who enters here.

      Then put it on the outside of my door.
      Even when I'm drunk I'm so nerdy I bust out medevil literary allusions.

    • Decisions

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      So if you've been reading my journals for a while you know that about two months ago I moved to Illinois. I did this to be with my girl friend Sam, and to enroll in a community college. Since then Sam has dumped me, and I have unenrolled from school. My family members have asked me if I was moving back, but I always said no. I always wanted to move out when I turned 18, and now that I'm here I might as well stay. I don't particularly care for this place, but I really care where I live. I just didn't really want to live near my family, and I defenintly didn't want to live WITH my family.
      So I've stayed here, just looking for a job. Put out plenty of applications, haven't gotten a single call. Today my mom's boyfriend called and offered me a job with him at construction. I'd mostly be installing door knobs. It pays better than probably any other entry level job I can get with zero work experience, and it will get me in with construction experience, which with no college education could be useful.
      So now I have a decision to make, stay here or move back. I could definantly use the job, but I don't want to go back. Even if I could find a roommate or somewhere to live by myself, I still would be there. I wanted to get away, to become independent, but I may not even be able to find a job here, let alone one that good. I told him I'd let him know by this weekend.

    • I'm a Good Person

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      So about a month ago I was coming home from somewhere in the middle of a big storm. I stopped by Wallgreens to pick up something, and on the way in I saw a woman on the phone who looked distress. On the way out she stopped me and asked for help. She said she was just released from the hospital, and was trying to get back to her boyfriend's mom's house where she was staying. She also mentioned she needed a drink to take the medicine she had been given. She was hard to understand, so I'm not sure exactly what was wrong with her, but I decided to help. I bought her a drink, and drove her about 30 minuted in the middle of a bad storm.
      Today I was walking out of Little Ceaser's, when I heard someone shouting "Hey!" behind me. I turned around to see the same lady. Apparently her boyfriend had beat her, and she was now staying at a shelter. She. once again, needed a drink and a ride. Luckily this time the ride was on my way, and not long at all.
      I don't know who this lady is, but I seemed to be destined to buy her Dr. Pepper and give her rides...

    • Slendy 2

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      So, it's quite possible I'm going crazy. I get nervous at night, I find myself looking over my shoulder, and I'm constantly thinking of him. And I had another dream about him.
      It was similar to the other one, but not NEARLY as bad. For one it didn't feel as real. I was paralyzed again, but this time I could move my arms, all be it rather sluggishly. And I couldn't actually tell if he was in the room this time. I just thought he might be because I couldn't move. But I could move my arms, and I decided to use them. All I could do was give weak slow punches, but I did. I punched as much as I could into the air, just to give whatever tiny amount of resistance I could. I knew it wouldn't do any good, but I wanted to at least send a message, I won't go down without a fight.
      Like I said though, I wasn't nearly as scared during that dream...what scared me is when I woke up and thought I saw him in my room. It turned out it was just the shadows of the clothes hanging in my closet and my own overactive mind, but it scared the shit out of me. I just sat in my bed stunned, staring at him, thinking of what to do. After a bit I was able to figure out what it was I was seeing, but every time I glanced at the closet I thought I saw him. I had to turn on a movie to distract me mind and put enough light in the room that I wasn't jumping at shadows. I woke up like three times that night, and every time I had to turn the movie back on to calm myself enough to go back to sleep.
      The fact that paranoia and dreaming of him is part of slender sickness doesn't help. They're self perpetuating fears. If I start coughing up blood I will shit my pants.

    • No More Depressing Journals

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      I've been pathetic lately. I'm done with it. No more crying for myself and no more seeking an escape in a bottle. It's a beautiful day and I feel great.

    • Slendy

      6 years ago

      screenaholic

      This morning I watched a bunch of Slenderman stuff. Everyman HYBRID, MrCreepyPasta, just reading the wiki. I left a comment on a video called "Slenderman is Real" saying that I wish he was. I said that the world is so boring, I could use the strangeness. I said I would look for him anyway, just in case, and if I found him I would not run....I've had a few Slenderman nightmares before, but this one...this one was different.
      My sleep schedule is fucked, I slept from like 1PM to now, 8:25 PM. The dream was....I woke up, or I thought I did, in my apartment. It was pitch back, and the only reason I know I was here was because I could barely see the outline of my curtain next to me. I was still exhausted, so I barely moved. I could hear a bunch of footsteps in the hall outside of my room. The Slenderman popped into my mind, and I got a little scared. Not great fear, just the fear you feel when you lay in the dark thinking of something scary. Then I just heard one, distinct, set of steps. I could hear it coming from down the hall, and as it got closer my fear rose. I wanted to get up, to run to the light switch and turn it on, seeking comfort in the light, but a great mixture of fear and exhaustion kept me where I lay.
      He's not real. I thought. It's just a neighbor. I tried picturing my neighbor Omar, who lived further down the hall than me, and reassured myself the footsteps would pass the room. Then I saw it happen. Out of the corner of my eye, just barely visible in the pitch black surrounding me, my door opened. My door, that I locked every time I set foot in my apartment, opened straight up. No resistance, no struggling, no breaking.
      My eyes are shut now, though I have no memory of closing them. I didn't see or hear what walked in my room, but I knew it did and exactly what it was. I could sense it, exactly where it was. I tried to scream, but all I could get out of my mouth was the faintest whisper, barely audible even in the complete silence. I tried to move, maybe to run over and hit the lights, or even just to sit up and face him, but I couldn't. Not a muscle in my body would answer my demands, other than the slightest movement of my lips and my breathing.
      I could feel him, just a few feet to my left. Standing. Staring. I've had sleep paralysis before, and tried to treat this a little like it. The only way I could ever snap myself out of my sleep paralysis was to concentrate all my might into moving. I could still control my mouth, and my breathing, so I decided to use that to my advantage. I decided to take a few deep breaths before forcing all of my willpower into moving. I tried a deep, controlled, breath, and was given a shuttering one. I tried again, and once more, every time my breath was ragged in fear.
      He was right there! Just fucking standing, and I'm laying here helpless! I had to fight back, I had to do SOMETHING! I said I wouldn't run from him, I can't just die without a fight! I tried to throw my body over, and put all of my power into a punch...but still I couldn't move I tried to get up again, I tried punching again, but still I lied there.
      "You bastard," I said in a whisper barely audible. He's not real, it's just a dream, ran through my mind over and over, but I have never had a dream that felt more real. My paralysis wasn't just an inability to move, it was a feeling. A strange feeling best described as a combination of tingling and something that wasn't quite pain. After a bit, I felt him walk a few feet away. He's leaving! Maybe I can move now. I tried to scream, louder than I ever had before. But this time I wasn't only met with the whisper of a scream, this time the sensation grew to an almost unbearable level, making the scream I attempted to achieve even louder. It was then that I noticed it. The whisper scream wasn't only coming from me, but it was coming from him too. I realized he had been doing it all along, and when I tried to scream louder, so did he. I also realized that his whisper scream was the reason for my paralysis, it was some sort of power that drained me of my ability to...do anything really. Frantically, I again tried to punch, to move, to do ANYTHING! Yet the paralysis would not let up. I was still helpless there, with the thing just watching.
      ...That's when I woke up, for real this time. It took me a second to realize I was awake, I was in the same position as in my dream. I'm not really sure when the dream ended and reality began, but it was over. As soon as I realized I was awake, I immediately went across the room and turned on my light. I grabbed my laptop, deciding to distract myself with youtube. However, I realized that this was...interesting. At the very least I think it's a hell of a lot better than my recent journals. And so I decided to post this all here.
      You may be thinking that this is just an attempt at writing some creepy pasta, but I promise this is all real. Obviously it was just a dream, but that dream was...so realistic...I mean I don't believe that the Slenderman is real, and I know it was just a dream but...IF he is real, then maybe this was punishment. I mean, one of the symptoms of Slender sickness IS dreaming about him. Maybe the arrogance in my youtube comment angered him, and he wanted to send me a message. One simple message. Stay away, or you will die...But this is all just an overactive mind. Slendy isn't real. There are no such things as ghost, goblins, and things that go bump in the night...but still, it's fun to think about...

  • Comments (2576)

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Wow, Levi.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      I have my moments. Admittedly, more often than other people

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Hutts don't get to use mind tricks.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      I find your lack of faith disturbing.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Tratior.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Exactly!

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Larn to see both sides of the argument, grasshopper. Then you know how the enemy thinks.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      But Im sure the trekies say the same thing about us.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      It was better than other recent movies for damn sure.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      I was never into star trek.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Where I'm headed is on the border of Mississippi, tennesse, and missouri. You're way off, bud.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      What? That made absolutely no sense.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      I didn't know that a few hour long drive would get me across the entire country. You realize that I live with her for a month each summer? And no, all her family lives here in Illinois.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Moving some furniture out of my grandmothers.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Indy maybe? Seems like his thing.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      I'll try to make it happen, but I most likely won't be online after it is posted. Damn, who'd of thought having a girlfriend would cut into my online time?

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      I'm sorry that my social life is getting in the way of the RP. Saturday is no good. I'll be in mississippi.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      tinychat. now.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      No. Just no.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      That's it. Couldn't possible be all those jelly rolls inducing vomit.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      You have to wear a paper bag over your face.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Totally.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Mhm.
      Mhm

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Hm.
      That was some sexy shit.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      What's up, Levy?

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      You do that.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Win. That's what.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      nice.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Yep.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Neh.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Not interested.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Hell, I was never really in to any of that.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      The hell kind of question is that?

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      Yeah, RT doesn't make it easy.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      It's your fault that there is a list to be at the bottom of. I've never had more than fifty people on my list, and that was when I stopped doing my monthly cuts.

    • Amazing_Cam

      8 years ago

      It i not my fault you have four hundred friends and you only talk to ten of them.

    • LHSBAND

      8 years ago

      I guess so. :)

    • LHSBAND

      8 years ago

      I'm just say how time flys.

    • LHSBAND

      8 years ago

      Holy crap dude, your 16! I remember when you were 14!

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      Awesome.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      Duh.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      My user name, no shit? No, I'm going to still use Cabose1995.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      Maybe I want that to be my first post on the new account, huh?

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      I've had this account for three years. The name alone tells you that a thirteen year old made it. I think it's time for a change.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      Come on, I gave a very interesting stance on killing retards.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      We're talking philosophical bullshit in AOB. Want to entertain yourself by throwing in your own thoughts?

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      I'd like to go back to Alaska at some point in my life, but living expenses up there are nigh outrageous unless the military stations you up there. Other than that, Illinois is the only place I really know. I may not stay in this town, but I can't imagine leaving the state.

      And you consider me one of your best friends? You must not have many friends. smiley8.gif

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      Random question was random.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      It is one of the superstitions of the human mind to have imagined that virginity could be a virtue.
      ~Voltaire


      Reminded me of you.

    • cabose1995

      8 years ago

      Okay.

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