seruko

Male
from Houston, TX

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    • AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

      9 years ago

      seruko

      WHERE THE FRAG IS EVERYBODY?

      i mean really come the flip on people
      ever since i cleaned out the non friends ie those of you who decided not to respond to the big clean out announcment that went out something like three months ago i no longer have to bother hitting the button that clears all alerts
      miko grim everybody be alive for crying out loud

      i mean is it just me or did the world like die or something and im suddenly the only one that thinks things are good?

      really though call me crazy but i suddenly find this world alot more livable nowadays
      and yea im probably going to go broke any day now
      my truck gets a wopping seven miles to the gallon
      and im drawing a friggin blank as to why in the name of all things sane and holy i no longer find this to be a bad thing
      could it possibly be that the one girl who truly holds my heart is sharing the same feelings with me?
      is love really just that wonderful a thing to make a manically depressed individual suddenly turn over into a bright new future in spite of the fact that bright sunlight bothers me?

      i mean i have come to the realization that there are much better things in this world than just material happiness and that once your able to just drop the world you realize things aren't as bad as they seem

      yea theres a gigantic oil spill in the gulf and a refinery depot outside of san antonio got turned into a smoldering crater yesterday and who knows how many small children died of hunger in somalia but really none of this has the remotest effect on me right about now
      and another thing
      what is the deal with all this emissions crap?
      i mean my truck passed texas state emissions but would have failed because i don't have the emissions control equipment
      or even better why is it that the older a vehicle gets the more people seem to think they aren't worth bothering with
      im only three years (technically two years) older than my truck but i see absolutly no reason to give in a scrap it
      i love my truck and it is seriously one bitching ass ride
      sure mileage sucks but it gets me where i wanna be and if it came down to it i could live in it
      it wouldn't be too fun to do so but i could do it

      also on the subject of my never ending rant as it might turn out to be
      religion
      why is it that there is such a defined line that says your this or your that
      and if you cross this line you are going to get eight tons of shit piled onto a one ton truck with a flat tire and no spare
      its gotten to the point that i am so vehemently against them all that i walk away when people mention religion because im tired of beating my head against the wall trying to drive it into their head that i don't want to hear it
      but they keep pushing and keep telling me that i need to believe in god and accept jesus as my savior and i look at them and i have to tell them that yes jesus was a real man no i will not talk to your imaginary friend now please fuck off and leave me alone so i can start drinking again

      even better to top the whole ball of wax with a stick of dynamite
      political correctness
      or more accurately keeping your mouth shut for fear of a shit storm of the epic variety
      i am so fucking tired of walking on eggshells for these sons of bitches
      if i see a guy walking down the street and his skin is the same color as my tires im gonna call him a black man
      if i see someone that looks like they just walked out of a bucket of eggshell white paint i am gonna call them white
      if they look like they speak spanish in any of its varieties i will call them hispanic at best mexican at worst
      and im sorry but if someone is wearing a turban i am gonna call his ass achmed and go the other direction
      someone wanna call me a racist bastard you go right on ahead i don't give half a fuck much less care what you think for the five minutes you are in my way
      if they look like a terrorist im gonna call it
      if they look like the unibomber im gonna call it
      it the mother fucker is wearing a hockey mask carrying any sort of lawnscaping equipment im gonna say he's a serial killing and start shooting

      fuck being polically correct
      now not being racist thats another story
      i don't call a black man a nigger because it would be insulting to him
      same goes for spics wops sand niggers greaseballs honkeys and any other racist name you can think to say
      i don't have a need for them unless someone of said race pisses me off
      other wise im gonna call it like it is

      fuckin a bullshit man
      there is just alot of this kind of shit that has been pissing me off and now that thats all out in the open
      i think i am gonna go have a shower maybe rub one out and hit the hay


      enjoy your type casting guys
      im out

    • well that took too fraggin long

      9 years ago

      seruko

      title says it all
      never got around to removing the non minions i mean the people that aren't my friends i mean the lazy people that can't even reply i mean

      wait thats right im having a bad day
      all you people i didn't want on my list are gone so dont complain to me

      anyways

      five of you guys left


      joyous days ahead

      might be loosing my job
      might be loosing my home
      might be loosing alot of things


      i think im gonna get shitty this weekend
      sounds awesome

    • attention all

      9 years ago

      seruko

      being as im tired of people being in existence upon my friends list with out doing so on here i am going to delete every body on my list and just to be fair to those who don't watch me i will send a message
      if you want to remain my friend just send a reply back
      if i have no replys by march 1st then you are gone

      this leaves plenty of time


      that is all

      minions return to work

    • ow that hurt

      9 years ago

      seruko

      well in recent news i have had my truck break down three times costing a total of 2300 dollars
      got my heart ripped out and thrown in a blender by the girl i loved
      had over 2000 dollars stolen from me by the girl i loved
      and i've been sick for like two weeks straight and couldn't afford to go to the doctor to get better because of the money she stole and the money i had to spend for my truck
      oh and my job still sucks



      who cares to trump me on that one


      i dare ya

    • i think its time to leave

      10 years ago

      seruko

      because aparantly no one even realizes im here
      on to worse news the beast is still dead and the mechanic cannot seem to track down the problem
      but luckily enough i've been able to hold onto my phone so thats one less thing to have to spend money on
      if anybody even looks at this just say something so i know im not being forgotten completly

    • craptacular

      10 years ago

      seruko

      aparantly me and cell phones were not meant to be

      my phone is gone

      just paid fucking almost 300 dollars for a new phone and to get everything transfered and now my phone is gone
      flat out fucking gone
      can't find it in my truck or my buddies truck or my house anywhere and those are the only places i have been up till it turned up missing
      my only thought of where it might be is in the parking lot of the place we went to
      it might have falling out of my case in his truck and when i got out the truck it fell into the lot
      if it did then my phone is no more
      so i get to go to cricket and let them bend me over the counter again for a new phone
      i fucking hate cellphones


      luck never turns my way

    • fucked

      10 years ago

      seruko

      thats what i am right now
      my phone broke on saturday
      and today my truck died
      so i have to rely on someone else to get to work on time
      and they are never on time
      so now im probably going to loose my job because i've recieved my "final warning" about being late to work

      add in the fact that im getting sick

      so someone tell me whats left that is still good



    • i hate my life

      10 years ago

      seruko

      its a good song but seriously i hate my life right about now
      i have done nothing good in my life
      i don't have any memories that mean anything
      there has been no real love or joy in my life
      yea i have fun but i always feel so alone through it all and it just really fucking sucks man
      i have tried and tried and nothing ever seems to go right
      i just need someone to tell me i did something right
      that i've done something good
      no matter how hard i try to remember something really good all i keep seeing is a blank and empty void
      it feels like im falling into a deep black pit and theres no way out


      please somebody help me

    • Prayer in immolation

      10 years ago

      seruko

      These flames consume all that they are given
      Never wanting but always will they recieve
      Tonight I pray to thee god of the fire
      Tonight I ask you to guide me and show me what I must do
      I offer my thoughts as fuel to you fire
      Cast me their ashes and guide my way to the future

    • iPod touch

      10 years ago

      seruko

      K so I decided to go and buy me an iPod touch and it is every bit as good as I though it would be
      Right now I am typing this with my pod using my wifi and I have to say it's a lot easier than i thought it would be
      Any way I'll be on And active more for those few psychos that would care to talk to me

  • About Me

  • Comments (1845)

    • suicidegirl

      9 years ago

      COMMENT.

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      awww. :( I'm sorry.

      Hopefully things will get better soon? ^.^;

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      D: What happened?! >.<

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      oh ouch!! >.<

      How are you getting around? Walking? Are there buses you can take?

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      Sounds like a plan! =D

      What are you up to?

      (I'm about to create a quiz thingy... b/c I can...)

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      ha ha. true. :)

      How about this? We can chat via comments until I disappear again? :P That way you don't have to keep adding/removing me. ^_^

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      It's fine :) I don't know if I'll be able to stay on the site for very long, especially once school starts back up. ^.^;

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      *shrugs* nothing to be sorry about. :P

    • laeria

      9 years ago

      I'm pretty sure you've already removed me, but if not... feel free to. I have no idea when I'll be able to sign on next... :/

      I hope you're having a good day. :)

    • pyroloveee01

      9 years ago

      if u dont want to add me thats fine.

    • lordlucifer

      9 years ago

      ohh, fair enough. ha hah. no that sounds beautifull. in fact very nice a move. what better in times
      of uncirtainty than those you have known and can trust. have things improved for you?

    • lordlucifer

      9 years ago

      oh no, this doesnt sound remotely fair on you... it never rains eh.. just pours.
      your truck can be fixed.. a broken heart can forget.. but reignighting past releationships?
      i hope your making the right decision.

    • lordlucifer

      9 years ago

      oh? so it does my friend.. how has it taken its way with you?

    • lordlucifer

      9 years ago

      lol. i hear that dude. its not like i do anything tho..i mean i could be more on here.
      you been up to much?

    • bellerophan

      9 years ago

      well i read it so yeah

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      Like, all your visible comments are from me. Almost all.

      I don't know why people like meat so much, it's just the rotting carcass of something that once had a beating heart, that breathed and felt...and tofu is a nickname. Because I'm that crazy PETA girl, the one who's a Buddhist and a hippie and all those other things. Also, it just sounds cute, and that happens to be the first word people use to describe me.

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      Yeah?
      Well try getting naked in front of it.
      Much creepier.
      Because his eyes follow you everywhere, and he's got that disturbing little grin on face.
      Mildly disturbing?
      Please.

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      That of Heath Ledger's Joker. :]

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      yeah. he was supposed to be pink, but the only pink my art teacher had was coral...and then one someone else used that turned blue in the kiln.

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      xD

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      Lol, well, it actually wasn't covering my chest. xD Just my back, sides and arms.

      Silly.

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      I am wearing makeup...lol. Basic eyeliner and mascara.

      And my sweater, you mean? My shirt is black, lol.
      But yeah, my eyes are grey-blue so I wouldn't be surprised if they matched my sweater.

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      Not my problem! xD

      And I wouldn't say that...just a minor with a dirty sense of humor. And just maybe I'm trying to make somebody jealous! Did you think of that?! I bet not! Because I am a female, and that's what we like to do when someone's being a jerkface! Haha.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      yah.. i am.. and i look way much older.. like 50. lol.
      ahh man.. you should brag on what you have.. then
      the crowd shall flock.. methods may work sir.
      so wish you were beering it up with us man.

    • isharanger

      10 years ago

      k

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      yah.. thats exactly it dude... its all we can do.. unless we try.. and we mess up
      the process in our greed.

    • isharanger

      10 years ago

      looks good, but idk im ok with the one i have now, but thanks anyways?

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      i feel you have picked the exact realisation...
      and i think you realise.. the only one who can take my life.. is myself.
      so yah.. only person to figure that out.. of course it had to be.

      i can give you a little piece.,. you see.. if i try to force the vision true..
      it will not happen as i have interviened no matter my intentions..
      but she will be blonde, also she will not seem what she truly is.
      for example.. possibly her look.. but for darkened spirits ... do not look.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      then brother of duality... i shall summon for you.. prollong and hold strong
      my faith.. and my knowlegde... that you shall find it. find her.

      ive seen it.. as i say. not once has a premenition fallen dead or incorrect..
      like i say.. what ive seen happens... for example.. ive seen my death.

    • isharanger

      10 years ago

      i like hard edges and roughness
      i guess its who i am, on the inside that is

    • isharanger

      10 years ago

      idk what that means in the least bit

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      i had an incling that was it... to be my demise i feel.

      tho... sir.. understand you.. will carry onwards and incredibly soon your
      time will come.. trust me. i without question saw your words of near
      future.. and your jubilation with your new found "interest" it will happen.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      not much dude...
      i mean im in a bit of a jam when it comes to morality.
      the question... when you know you destroy all you care for... is it worth following your heart?

      whats new with you sir?

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      exactly true.
      this is why im leaving anything like that until ive finished
      my search for vengeance.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      hmmm then theres that... guess it could work..
      tho i would think youd command the situation to your favour..

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      fuck giving up dude..serious.
      your better than that... i dont talk to anyone who throws in any metaphorical towel.
      cmon.. you know you got what people are wanting.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      trust me man.. things get rough.. which you already know..
      but it cant all be lame... something will come through.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      aahh fuck dude.. not cherry.
      its like yesterday i went drinking.. avoiding all proposed dates.
      youll get yours..

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      oh shit.. your right.. fuck.. ill get right onto that.

      didnt have a good one?

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      msn any good for you? im at
      el-torro44@hotmail.com

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      the brutal death be known as Brunus. i walk i breathe.. but do not live..
      not that im on any meds... (that they know of) lol.

      how goes it sir?

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      Well it's stupid!
      It's not fair to get the credit for something when it belongs to someone else!
      ESPECIALLY if you're breaking the law by doing so.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      What is funny is that I just watched that movie for the first time since it has been out on dvd.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      nice dude. all you can do now is be one..allowing the flow through you.
      we should never forget later gods and faiths.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      thank you. but it is how it is.
      how you doing today?

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      its a strong system.. often leaves me feeling alone..
      but at the end of the day. we ourslves are the only ones
      truly there.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      sir.. you know i lost someone a few years ago.. i got her name
      tattood on my wrist. i pray to her every night.. but it didnt get easier.

      dude, these little things..and huge momentus things.. like your loss..
      shape us and the world we live in. ive a feeling shes still gonig to guide you.
      i dont believe in god.. i have my own faith. one where spirits.. such as my friends
      guides me...in both dark and light choices. you will overcome my friend.

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      well.. aint you been on a spending spree.
      nothing like taking advantage of january sales.

      ahh dude.. sorry to hear that. you ok?

    • lordlucifer

      10 years ago

      did you buy or go to the myspace?
      im so glad you like it..
      serious dude.. i wanted you most to find good in our work.

      id love that. honestly. would mean a lot.

      hows things?

    • pyrowhr

      10 years ago

      well text me sill head

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