sexieladie69

Female
from Salem, OR

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    • Stupid Questionaire

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      [] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
      [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
      [] Slap Me?
      [] Watch A Movie With Me?
      [] Take Me Home For The Night?
      [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
      [] Take Me Anywhere With You?
      [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
      [] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
      [] Tickle Me?
      [] Let Me Tickle You?
      [] Stick Up For Me If I Was Being Put Down?
      [] Sneak out the house for me?
      [] Instant Message Me?
      [] Greet Me In Public?
      [] Hang Out With Me?
      [] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
      [] Let me meet ur parents?

      Do You...
      [] Miss Me?
      [] Think I'm Sexy?
      [] Think I'm Cute?
      []Think I'm Hot?
      [] Think I'm Ok?
      [] Think I'm Ugly?
      [] Want To Kiss Me?
      [] Want To Do Me?
      [] Want To Date Me?
      [] Like me
      [] Love me

      Am I...
      [] Smart?
      [] Cool?
      [] Loveable?
      [] Great To Be With?
      [] Attractive?
      [] Mean?
      [] Ugly?
      [] Gorgeous?
      [] Sexy?

      Have You Ever...
      [] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
      [] Wished I Were There?
      [] Had A Crush On Me?
      [] Wanted My Number?
      [] Had A Dream About Me?
      [] Been Distracted By Me?

      Are You...
      [] Happy You Know Me?
      [] Thinking About Me
      [] My friend?
      [] Always always thinking about me?

      I know they're annoying....but you shouild answer anyways

    • I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      Well, thanksgiving was officially a disaster. Me and my sister got up at 7 this morning so that she could cook and I could clean. Thats how it was until everyone got there. Once everyone got there though, it was even worse. When I went up to say hi to everybody, they all just looked at me and then looked away.

      My mom actually told them that I attacked her on Monday, so now they think that I'm the spawn of satan or something.

      And!!!!! To add to all of that, I recently learned that my closest cousin has developed a meth problem. Which would explain why he told me that he hopes that I die. I guess I should have known considering the way that he's been acting, but I didn't. I tried to tell my mom, but she didn't do anything about it.

      I'm really not sure what to do about that one. I think I'm going to tell his sister (thats who he lives with) tomorrow. It seems to me like that's the best idea right now. I wish that I didn;t have to get him into trouble, but I fear that it's the only way to prevent him from becoming a tweaker.

      And yes, I do know for sure because he admitted it to me. And then proceeded to tell me that I didn't give a shit about him anyways. And when he came to my place for dinner tonight, he was all nice at first, but then ten minutes later, he just literally curled up and didn't talk to anybody....with his face down into the pillow lol. He sat like that for like an hour and a half before he even moved or spoke. He's just been acting so strange lately.

      And I know that's not the way that a person on meth acts but it is how a person who wants it acts. Trust me, I've seen my sister go through it.

      Well, if anybody has any advice or suggestions, you know the drill.

      Like always, I still love you all!!

    • I Almost Went To Jail.....

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      So last night I was talking to my mom about how I feel about things at home. It really ended up escalating. I swear that all I did was tell my dad to stop talking to me, and my mom hit me. Right in the face she just popped me. Then preceded to pull my hair and wrap her big fat hand around my neck. So, duh, I hit her back. I just wanted the fat bitch off of me. My dad pulled my mom off of me, but only so that he could throw me to the ground, climb on top of me, and hold me there. (My dad is fat too. This part wasn't very pleasant either)

      So, while I'm being "restrained" on the ground, my mom calls the cops and tells them that I assaulted her. And she had my dad hit her to make it look like I did. So, the cops get there, and I'm in cuffs in the back of the piggie car when they finally notice my fat lip, the scratches on my face, and the marks on my neck.

      But did they arrest her? Of course not. They told her that they could, but they weren't going to because it would mean that the rest of the family would be homeless.

      I have been homeless, and it's better than living in the enviroment that I do. Nobody even talks to me. It's like I'm invisible there. Well, I guess that's not entirely true. My dad talks to me when he's drunk. But only to call me a whore, or a worthless bitch. Or maybe to tell me that the only reason that he drinks is because he can't stand to look at my face and see my real mom. My mom talks to me sometimes, when she's telling me to do something, or when she's telling me what's wrong with her life.

      I feel like we're all strangers in my house. It's like we've never met eachother before. Or it's like we've met eachother, but we all tried to kill eachother and now we're holding the grudges.

      I really am at a loss of what to do. I don't understand what I can do to fix this situation. I can't talk to them. EVERY time that I do, stuff like last night happens. I can't try to just ignore them, then it's just worse. I can't move out yet. I'm only 16, and my parents won't emancipate me.

      Please, if you know of anything that I could try, I'm open to any suggestions.

    • TO EVERYONE THAT I EVER HURT

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      I really feel as if since I have been on here, I have grown up so much. I remember when I tried to argue with Armorand like a year and a half ago. God he kicked my ASS lol. I remember being so depressed, that everyone read my journals just to get a kick outta the poor little emo girl. Do you guys remember?

      I remember the bad things too though. I remember being an RvB whore, and trying to get everyone to be my friend. It was like I was trying to turn RvB into myspace!! I have hurt many people since I have been a member of this community, and I want to say sorry to all of them publicly.

      I can't list everybody individually, because I think that I might embarass some people, but I will talk to you, and you will know that it's about you if you read carefully.

      To That One Guy,
      I've done some awful things to you. I have said stuff that I didn't mean, and that I know fully and surely that I can't take back. No matter how much I want to. I wish that I could make everything right with you, because I miss being your best friend. We used to have so many conversations, for hours at a time. Sometimes, the things that I said to you made you cry. I never meant to do that, not once. But I was always so scared to say that. I was so scared of telling you my true feelings, that I just stopped talking to you. Well, if you forgive me, I would love to be your friend again. I promise that I will work as hard as I possibly can to gain your trust back.

      To That Other Person,
      I used to play with your head. And I did it on purpose. I used to tell you that I loved you, just so that I would have somebody to talk to me. And then I came clean. I came clean and I never spoke to you again. I couldn't bear to see what you would write to me. It was probably one of the most selfish things that I could've ever done. I should have just taken whatever you had to say to me. I knew that I deserved it all. I just didn't want to face the music. If I'm being completely honest, yes, I did mean to use you and I meant to do it to get what I wanted. But never did I think that you would find out. Through talking to you and getting to know who you are, I came to really care about you, and that's why I did what I did. That's why I told you. I finally realized that I was just holding you back. I knew that you could be finding someone else to love you, and finally I let you. I'm so sorry for ever hurting you.

      To Her,
      You already know what I want to say. I have tried to say it to you a million and ten times. I know that you hate me for what I did, and I know that you don't think that you will ever be able to forgive me, but please, try.

      These letters are to three people that I really messed up with. I'm sorry that I don't have time to apologize to everybody. If I had the time I would. Let me just apologize in general. Im sorry to everybody that I ever hurt or pissed off. It was never my intention. I've changed, I swear it.

      I love you all, and I know that you all are busy.

      Yours Truly

    • I CRACKED MY JAW

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      SO, I was at lunch yesterday, and some chick pushed me by accident. Well, being the clumsy me that I am, I tripped over my friends foot. As I was falling forward, i smashed my jaw on the top of a metal pole. It hurts like a bitch and I don't even have any pain medication yet.

    • MY BIRTHDAY

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      My 16th birthday is on wednesday!!!!!! I'm excited lol!!!

    • SO

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      there was this fight in the park today. it was pretty cool. but i had to skip first period to go watch it, so i will probably be grounded for my birthday. smart, right?lol

    • YEAH

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      BTW OBAMA IS THE PRESIDENT!!!! HOORAH!!!!

    • First in a long time

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      I dont really write many journals anymore. It's difficult for me to write on a daily basis anymore. Usually, it reminds me of the days that I was depressed and suicidal. I don't much like thinking of those days. Too many things went wrong, too many reactions that I wish I could take back. I'm basically the same person that I used to be, but I no longer strive for attention, and I no longer throw myselves at people to be loved. I don't know how I used to maintain my sense of dignity, when I really had none. But as for life at this moment, it's pretty decent. My 16th birthday is in one week exactly, and although I'm grounded for it, it will be a kickass day because it means that I survived this past year. The way that I look at life right now makes everything seem better than it is. When you've come as close to taking your life as I have as many times as I have, you tend to appreciate even the small things. Someone giving you their sweatshirt when your cold can make your whole day seem great. That happened to me today. It's these little signs that I witness everyday that make me believe that the world may someday be a better place. There are plenty of things to be optimistic about every day, and very rarely do people realise it. How often do you stop and think...Wow, I'm lucky to have lived through the night?. Or that your lucky that your not in a wara combat zone? Or that your lucky enough to be able to get online, and talk to people that live thousands of miles away from you....Do you see what I mean yet? The things that I've gone through have really made me realise that, things aren't all that bad. And if they are, they could always be worse. Ya know, when I started writing this journal, never did I think that it would turn into this... I only meant to come and say hi to everybody. I'm sorry if my journal is boring you, or if it strongly resembles the rest of my writings, but it's about as good as I can do. For the first time writing in quite a while, I think that I did pretty good. Kinda reminds me of the old days when I would spend forever just sitting at the computer, wanting to perfect a journal so that everybody would read it. Never did I write like this. Never did I just let the wrods flow out of my fingers and onto the screen. I always rewrote and edited. Let me tell you something. There were no pauses when I wrote this, no editing, and no re writing. This is all just whats in my head. It's a crazy place in there. Constantly I think about things like the abortion debates, and others like that. I think a lot....and I just, at this moment, decided to start writing again. This feels too good to let it slip away again...

    • awwwww

      10 years ago

      sexieladie69

      Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
      Guy: No, this is fun.
      Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
      Guy: Then tell me you love me.
      Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
      Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
      Girl hugs him
      Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
      (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

      If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you 4 ever.....and always 2 the end....i cant live without ya.....b-cuz ur my friend..... Send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 min....and....u will get kissed on friday by the love of your life.... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life.
      However, if u don t send this 2 @ least 10 ppl by at least 12:00 2nite u will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life. Just copy & paste & send

  • About Me

  • Comments (331)

    • YelloChurch

      9 years ago

      :s You never came back...

    • Devil_Boy

      10 years ago

      I promise to be good if you message me back..........X

    • invader_zim6

      10 years ago

      well i'm new on rooster teeth and my real name is James Erickson and i live in salem oregon and i'm 18

    • Devil_Boy

      10 years ago

      Why you no talkie to me?

      Don't you like me anymore? :(

    • GamerJess

      10 years ago

      Long time no hear ^^
      How you been?
      Would you mind checking my journal & tell me what you think?

      Pretty Please, With sugar & a Cherry on top ^^

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      too tell you the truth i really don't know what happen xet cheerful personality
      i just don't know i wish i had all the answers but i just don't

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      same. planning some christmas shopping

    • SonicDethPie

      10 years ago

      Yeah, I couldn't resist. The questionaire made me do it.

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      hey whats up?

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      u can add me if u want ill gladly accept smiley1.gif
      or i can add u
      either way u can be my friend if u want

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      what were u excepting from my picture of my self
      i mean for who i am i think i look good

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      yeah, i guess.

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      hey whats up?

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      okay if u want to know what i look like in real life go to images
      i have picture of my self there

      some people make comments that look like reggie from nintendo america i just laugh because im not reggie LOL
      from nintendo america

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      u are probably falling under the assumption
      of that u know me
      but thats bound to happen because it happens all the time
      though u don't really know me i just know what im saying is right and just so
      that i don't need to punctuation as long as i know what to say
      it doesn't need it every thing i say has a bottom line
      that makes u think what kinda person i am
      in real life what would u do to get to know me
      thats what ponders your thoughts i have sixth sense of knowing things
      even when i don't ask
      i was brought up to be a polite young gentleman
      and i know how to treat people right as long as they give me the respect
      i deserve i treat them the same as they treat me with xet little different
      even though she has played tricks on people i won't stoop to there level
      of bashing i just won't do it because i know in my heart that its wrong
      and in my heart i know not to bash some one when there having a rough time
      thats the right thing to do.



      Post edited 11/28/08 1:48PM

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      i don't think i have your number and plus i don't have cell phone so probably not
      but yes im the person named vic to many people on here
      im not burnie burns though

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      most people call me vic
      does that ring a bell to who i am im the person who stood by
      xet for many years until she did the friend cut on me thats who i am

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      yeah, i get it.
      i wasnt trying to change your mind, just stating why alot of us have problems with her and all that good stuff.

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      also let me guess im your nice side aren't i

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      as u can see im not all bad as some people make me out to be
      i get alot of flak from some people about defending Michele
      but like i don't care im like big brother to her she needs some one
      to maker her feel okay in her life

      may i ask a stupid queston did u get rick rolled by nbc today

      i know more about michele than omally yes she has played tricks on us
      but nothing more than that and well everyone does it when there having a rough
      time in there life i can understand that but what i need u to understand is i can't keep
      doing this i like michele no lie i do but theres only so much i can take before i loose it
      belive it or not about couple years ago texi did hate me because of little agrument we had
      but it did eventually get back to normal speaking terms

      if u had to some up what kinda person i am well im the kinda person that helps others with random stuff like what browsers to use on got game and what flash player and also help people out emotionally because i can deal with xet emotionally i do it with kid gloves because after she is a kid

      heres why i have my egos in check on here im nice on halo im a bad ass
      thats how it works keep it in check leave your halo attitude at the rooster teeth door
      LOL

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      okay heres what i got on why people keeping picking on xet
      heres reason number one she has pissed a lot of people off me being one of them
      but for a reason that is can be fixed i just need to apologize to her
      whenever she gets on
      reason number 2 u really can't stop the rooster teeth drama that comes with xet
      its bound to happen no matter how much u want it to not happen
      ive come to understand some people will never accept this and not apologize to xet
      for being an idiot
      and the last reason is that some people think its funny to pick on some body else
      because there insecure themselves.
      do you understand where im coming from
      the best way i can put this is that we only inflict the problems upon our selfs
      we are not perfect no one ever is but one can not forget there needs to be less of
      the internet drama and more peace in the world and internet .
      im pretty sure will agree with me on this

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      i try not to be such a prick, but sometimes people really give me no choice, yknow?

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      i hope you work it out

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      sorry. =(

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      sorry i really have no experiance in this area of social issues. i don't know what to tell you

    • MistressTexi

      10 years ago

      Huh... not really sure :D

      Too much soda? D:

      Not enough candy?! D:

      Or maybe it was the apple sauce :D

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      oh.

      pure annoyance at her CONSTANTLY telling people how evil and awful i was. i kind of just said "fuck it, give her a legit reason to bitch" i guess.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      well, if she changes back then i'll be glad, but it's been about 2 years and still no luck.

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      look im not like omally or any one else who does bashing for stupid reasons
      i only want her to earn my trust back
      and yes it may be harsh but i can think of things that are much harsher than that
      oh and one more thing its my 21 birthday hooray.

      Post edited 11/24/08 3:41PM

    • MistressTexi

      10 years ago

      Haaaaa you make me smile :D

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      oh, and this is a link for proper paragraph formatting. big ass block paragraphs arent very appealing to the eye.

    • RvBVic

      10 years ago

      okay here where i stand with xet i don't trust her but
      i do care for her safety and what not and she told me her problems
      and stuff im just a little mad because of a friend cut
      but i will talk to her about it and make my peace with xet
      whenever she gets online
      okay im not trying to bash her
      if u had to say anything about me u could say in sense i was like big brother for xet
      for a couple years until the friend cut
      im not harsh i do speak my mind but i do make jokes
      please don't hate me for saying my opinon i will talk to her
      when she has the time and when she earns my trust back because she lost it
      with the friend cut yes it harsh but not as harsh as bashing her right.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      i've known her for years, yes. she's gone through shit. she used to be fucking cool, then she, for some reason, turned into a bitch. she would spend hours trying to piss me off, just so she could take what i say out of context and tell everyone how bad of a person i am/was. you obviously dont think the way i do, but if you ask me, anyone who would do that kind of bullshit to a guy who, at the time, was one of the nicest people you could ever meet, deserves it.

    • Devil_Boy

      10 years ago

      Excuse me miss but........... xxx

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      wow.
      you basically say that i'm a bad person because im not afraid to say what i think, and be myself, not caring what others think of me, just like everyone else has.

      no wonder you defend her so much, you thnk just like her.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      her level is telling everybody a bunch of lies to turn them against you. i speak my mind freely, now shut up and quit your bitching, you wont change me. nobody will.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      what, because i wont let somene change who i am? i call it consistancy.

      i bash her because she bashes me, it's a system.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      And it's up to other people to decide what they think of her.


      exactly, and i think differently than you do. and i am simply expressing that. freedom of expression, freedom of speech. that's how we do things around here.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      you act like i'm a goody two shoes in public or something.
      if she was over here i'd probably say the same shit

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      mean and nasty are two words essential to my description. me without those would be like Nirvana without Kurt Cobain.

    • MysticGohan

      10 years ago

      Not much. I can't wait to get home and screw around with the new xbox experience some more though.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      and you act like i havent known her? i have legit reasons for not liking her.
      she turned half the people i gave a shit about against me over some stupid shit that i had no control over. she made everyone into her bitch, and made it so that i cant say shit to anyone about anything without her knowing.

      not all of us are conforming to not like her, you know.

    • MysticGohan

      10 years ago

      Oh don't worry about it.

    • MysticGohan

      10 years ago

      <.< then just forget it...lol.

    • stupidsmart

      10 years ago

      why are you guys being so mean to her.....cant you tell that shes going through a rough time.... you guys are nothing but losers who cant find anything better to do then waste your time trying to hurt somebody....you dont know why she walked out....you DONT know the whole story, and i DO know from experience that you can get passes home when your in rehab.....so maybe she isnt lying? and give her a fuckin break, not only was she a great person before and during all this shit going down, but im sure that shes an even BETTER person now.....so honestly.....if you dont have anything nice to say that KEEP YOUR DAMN MOUTHS SHUT....


      oh and honey.....i think that your doing an amazing job....keep up the good work......your blossoming into an amazing and mature person... im very very proud of you. I dont entirely approve of you walking out, but thats your decision and im sure that you had a very good reason for it. Please dont give up and dont let all of the ass holes get you down. They are only an insignificant part of the world and you can get approval from better people anyways....if that is you need it..... in my opinion you dont need approval from anyone in the first place....as long as you think that your doing ok then thats all that matters...


      i love you sweetheart and you know that i always will.....


      because she's a lying cunt who's only goal in life is to piss us all off.

      she lies about all kinds of shit and blames other people for her mistake, she's ignorant as all hell, and she lies about serious shit to gain attention.

      but hey, if you wont believe it, then i feel sorry for you.

    • 09777

      10 years ago

      either way.. it's cool

    • hobbitboy

      10 years ago

      Thanks ^_^ bit far away though.

    • CobraIV

      10 years ago

      your welcome not much just relaxing what about you? smiley0.gif

    • CobraIV

      10 years ago

      your welcome i was just checking random profiles and you seem pretty cool so i thought id add you hope its ok smiley0.gif

    • MysticGohan

      10 years ago

      I wasn't asking about how you talk the meaning of words. I was talking about something more physical.

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