sgcarter

Female
from the middle of the desert

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    • Song lyrics I wrote

      12 years ago

      sgcarter


      The flames unsettled, burning away at your internal mind
      I’ve finally calmed my ferocity towards you down just in time
      I lit the torch, sending your soul to the Devil himself who craved
      He accepts the wicked with open arms so, of course, I won’t be saved

      At the end of the world my body burns instead of your battered soul
      I clearly made a fatal mistake of trusting you in whole
      Regret is the only word beating me down I can think of now
      Chained and punished, he laughs at my pain and I wonder how

      Who will trade me like I did with you?
      My pleasure is now my pain
      Who will take the reins now?
      And hope to have their soul regained

      The sharpness of the chains rubs my wrists raw from use
      He pulls hard, forcing me down to my knees, humiliating my abuse
      Every time a tear drops or blood sheds from my delicate skin
      My thoughts drift to a place, crazy and dark and very far within

      I am now drowning in a filthy pool of your sea of lies
      He laid me down in his bed that night. I resisted with all my might
      He forced himself in me, exposing all of my darkest desires
      He saw the image of me doing to you things I have conspired

      So who will trade me like I did with you?
      My pleasure is no longer my pain
      Free from him now that he sees
      Even the Devil cannot compete with the insane

      I pull at the chains that I now control
      He’s down on his knees, begging please
      I tell him to take your soul in my place
      He only agrees if you’re as twisted as me


    • Writer's Block

      12 years ago

      sgcarter

      I thought about returning my stories on here since I received a lot of good responses. Just don't know if I have the patience or not. I might just write a simple one for you all to enjoy. Who knows!

    • A stress reliever

      12 years ago

      sgcarter

      A lot of bad things happen to bad/good people and I suppose things should be taken in stride. Built up pressure in my system as caused me to over-load and burst and I worry about my sanity. Alas, all is forgiven (I tell myself) and I collapse on the floor, exhausted by it all.

    • I guess I need another journal entry

      12 years ago

      sgcarter

      Shit, so much things to talk about, but I can't say it all right now. I'm free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Gotcha! I'm not through yet.) Light-headedness........................x_X Blah blah blah! Sayonara.........

    • Sorry

      12 years ago

      sgcarter

      I'm a woman.
      I can't make up my mind.
      And I really miss my friends here.
      *sobs*
      I hope you all can accept me again.
      Sorry I've abandoned you all.

    • Can you tell me?

      12 years ago

      sgcarter

      Why my biggest roadblock is myself? Why can't I commit to something very simple, but very hard? I'm drowning, deep with inside myself..........I can't seem to pass my personal struggles. Maybe I should ask for help? Maybe I shouldn't? I don't know what to do.

  • About Me

  • Comments (5112)

    • _Ricky_

      12 years ago

      *gasp* on more pictures????
      *starts to cry*
      but i loved your pictures...
      *sobs*
      ='(

    • _Ricky_

      12 years ago

      :D
      :D
      :P
      :D

    • spartan1119

      12 years ago

      Pretty alright, how about you.

    • spartan1119

      12 years ago

      YO!!

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      hola

    • Caboose_243

      12 years ago

      Well, my names on the site, but its my translated name... I'm Darren. *Bow* Nice to meet you ^ ^

    • Caboose_243

      12 years ago

      Nahh, its fine. How are you?

    • Caboose_243

      12 years ago

      Hi ^ ^

    • PvtChurch007 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      Hello smiley1.gif

    • XxHAZMATxX FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      hey guess what.... ima gona dance for ya cnsg7.gif

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      ive added you this should work... i hope...

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      yup yup i got one of the those for my last birthday. it really was the best thing ive ever gotten! where did you get yours?

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      hmmmmm let me think i DO!!!!!!!!! whats your yahoo addy? and do you ahve the latest other wise i cant talk to you...

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      like 3minutes and 27 seconds ago...28...

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      its good and i got a WIRELESS LAN ADAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it dosent work tho it just makes me look cool.... smiley0.gif

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      YAY! Now your cool! :D

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      ok have fun.......*cries*

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      well, we have to do something about this. Now we ponder *ponders*

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      HEY!!!!!!!!! how are you today??? i updated my msn...

    • _Ricky_

      12 years ago

      stupid pda! it made me delete you... sry=(
      i can't type like this!!!!
      THIS SUX.......

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      so.....awkward huh?

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      fired as in that im HOT? well i am to sexy for this shirt. So sexy is HHHUUUURRRRRRRTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSS

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      it gives me a feeling that im better that some ppl :P i need that feeling. or else i go into fetus postion.... LOL just kidding. this is what ADD does to ppl!!!1!

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      LOL of course it is. i like to tease :) it makes me feel BIG

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      im the proud owner of A.D.D, so its refreshing to know im not alone in this kooky world hehe

    • _Ricky_

      12 years ago

      glad to be awake and not asleep.

    • LordScar

      12 years ago

      Well HELLO :)

    • _Ricky_

      12 years ago

      hi buddy.
      how's life?

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      whats up??

    • miragenite1

      12 years ago

      ummm well the hollidays just started,
      i did a drama perfomance yesterday,
      and thats about it.

    • miragenite1

      12 years ago

      hello, its been a while.
      how are you?

    • spazpaul FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      That's all right. Maybe those are the only ones they had available where you got it.

    • spazpaul FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      No O-? Oh well.

    • Devil_Boy

      12 years ago

      yeh, im the only one sitting in a dark room with a "We Love Sgcarter" Banner :P


    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      hot fuzz is a movie by the makers of shaun of the dead

    • Devil_Boy

      12 years ago

      ................you have a fan club? :p

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      lol

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      to late for what?

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      actually funny story behind that did you know that if a woman gets changed in front of a window and a man watches she can have him charged for being a peeping tom but if a man changes in front of a window and a woman watches she can have him charged for indecent exposure...

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      no i ahve more decency than that would you do it?

    • Grandenemy

      12 years ago

      sorry; that

    • Grandenemy

      12 years ago

      tht or i haven't found them yet.

    • Grandenemy

      12 years ago

      P.S. don't realy have any sore spots ever since i was up for adoption last week.

    • Grandenemy

      12 years ago

      no i'm pretty damn sure i used correctly.

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      wait if im a pervert does that mean i ahve a profession now?? YAY!!!!!!!!!!

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      shower hey youll ahve to let me know how that goes and fill me in on any extra activities hehehhee

    • Wchurchill

      12 years ago

      ..........i dont know........... its just that sorta day smiley3.gif

    • Wchurchill

      12 years ago

      im kinda peeved off a bit today smiley3.gifsmiley2.gif

      you?

      Post edited 7/01/07 5:58AM

    • wei0007

      12 years ago

      no i remember i was just wondering why you were worried... but im ok what about you??

    • Grandenemy

      12 years ago

      its called abriviations and i was just trying to help I think i know how too spell considering i won the state spelling bee in the 4th grade

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