shadix7_011

Female
from Stoutsville, OH

  • Activity

    • ya i'm here

      10 years ago

      shadix7_011

      haven't been on l8ly.
      been really busy.

      school~gay as hell, but easy, alot of drama that i don't need right now

      sports~hectic but on break

      BF~fighting non-stop it seems like, we're falling apart & its all slipping, idk how much longer i can hold on

      family~going to shit parents close to divorce

      me~well....its safe to say i'm bipolar. one minute i'll be lovey dovey on my BF the next i'll want to kill him & i hate his guts. or i'll just want to break it off right away. i'm losing my sanity unfortunatly...idk wat to do, my life is falling to pieces....i'll try to stop, but then i'm stopped by something that just says, "you're fucked anyway, leave it go there is nothing you can do bout it now"............ya.......life just keeps getting closer to the end.........

    • placed in Nationals

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      ok so i'm sorry i haven't been on~~i just got back from North Carolina. went to the pony softball world series~ i haven't checked that brackets yet but i think if i'm reading them right we placed 30th out of 107 teams!!!!!!!

      i've also been spending my other time resting from all the softball and i think i need a catscan* on my knee~~possibility i have some torn cartalige* or some other muscle =(

      i missed everyone!!!! how have you all been??

      {for anyone who cares~my bf & i have spent a whole wonderful year together!!!}
      missed you more alex!!!!!!!! nknk! love you baby!!! happy be-lated one yr anniversary!!! sorry i wasn't here for it<3 love you soooooooo much!!!

    • Hectic Lifestyle i guess

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      hey everyone i'm sorry that i haven't been on or talking to you as much as i used to!!!!

      but i've been super busy with softball and now working~~~and what time i do have free i spend it with my bf{love you sooo much alex!!!}

      and by the end of the day i'm too tired to stay up and get on the net~

      so i'll be in touch once everything is over, slows down, or whenever i have a chance!!!!! ^_^

      ~~~miss you all~~~~ *hugs*

      love you so much mas evenly alex!!!!

    • hey ppl

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      well i've got 2 more days of school left. & currently i'm in Zanesville at a Softball Tournament. my hubby kins (inside joke) wants me to put up a happy journal this time. so i'll listen to him & do as he wishes!! ^_^ lol

      but i love him sooooooooo much!!!!!!!! can't wait to spend all of my time with you, i can't wait to get home & see you!!!!! miss you soooo much!!!!!!! ~lol~~i'm soo sorry for everything this past week....or longer. hope you can forgive me!!!!!


      so how has everybody been???? anything new??? don't stop talking to me plz people!!!!!

      ily all!!!! {but i still love alex more!!!}

    • journal...

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      *sigh*

      softballs over...we lost our 1st tournament game.....travel ball starts in a week or so.....

      having minor problems w/bf....

      having major problems w/life.....

      short report....don't feel like saying anything else.....

    • Uno Mas!

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      1 Question, 1 Honest answer.

      That's all you get.

      You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it....

      No catch.
      But i dare u to re-post this and see what people ask you


      ~~~~ in other news~~~~~
      school ball is almost over. i'm going to play with varsity for MSL Tournaments (or something like that) school itself will be out within mayb 3 weeks. so summer is almost here & Travel Ball will start up!!! everything is resolved with my bf & i. i'm glad of that. i love him sooooo much!!!!!

    • )= feelings both ways =(

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      sorry i haven't been on my friends. haven't had time with softball, school, BF, and the warm weather. so please don't stop talking to me!!!! i promise i'll reply!!!!

      it sucks....i can't kiss my boyfriend for a month....and i won't be able to hang out with him other than at school...stuff has been just so up and down lately..its terrible....i just wish that stuff would stay constant and things wouldn't come up and keep occuring....damn.....

      i still love you alex...i hope you won't change your mind through this<3

    • randomessly updating you

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      well i've got nothing better to do right now so i might as well fill everybody in on the latest events going on in my life....for the people who cares that is.
      1. mainly i have softball every night of the week. games and practices. so far we have played 3 games. and won all 3. several games got cancelled by the stupid rain. oh well we will make them up later. i've been doing pretty good, my batting is at its best. my goal for the season is to not strike out more than 3 times. i'm good so far!!! but the sucky part is, is that i'm stuck in center field becuase i'm the only decent and quick person in the outfield. and most of the people on the infield are slow and can't catch a ball in the air. i should be catching....but i know i won't even get a chance.
      2. the weather is warming up so i will be working outside around the house a lot. or i'll just be out in the woods or over at my pond lounging around to pass the day away.
      3. school is going pretty good. i have really good grades. not very much stress, which is a little surprising considering the school year is almost over. but oh well, i'm happy with it!!
      4. whatever time that is left over from school work and softball i spend with my amazing boyfriend. people, i have to be the single handed most lucky person in the world. i have a guy that loves me, for ME...and he doesn't expect me to be anything less than that. he cares and is able to put up with me. (for those who don't know me, i can be hard to put up with and get along with at times) and overall he has said it himself...and i agree with him. i want to spend the rest of my life with this boy. i love him more than life itself!! i know that i even love him more than anything i have ever known, seen, heard of, ate, listened to, cared for...etc.
      ~~~~~~but i really do love him. and he stayed with me through the rocky times this past couple of weeks. many people have told me some disturbing things that got to me about my boyfriend. they were telling my stuff that he was supposedly doing behind my back. and i didn't really know who to trust because the people telling me were some of my best friends!! but in the end everything has been straightened out and is right back to normal....if not better.

      i don't know what i would do with out you alex. i love you my love...my honey bun...my baby....my guardian angel....my savoir....my TRUE love....
      ~~~~sometimes i wish i knew how to show him how much i loved him...but i can never really come up with ideas....


      well hows is everybody??? hows life??? have any plans for the warm weather??? anytime you're bored...or just want to talk...please feel free to send my a message!!!!! i'll reply ASAP!!! promise!!!!
      love you all!! *hugs*

      oh and specially for my bf alex *mwah*!!!kiss for you!!!!<3

    • ello peepcils!!!

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      ok so the break is over tomorrow. i'm sad. but i'm happy. my break sucked. i only got to see my bf once so far. didn't get to see any of my friends other than softball....*sigh* owell
      ****and thnx to all the people that talked to me over this long and lonely time!!!!!!!!! *****
      we have our first game tomorrow. wish me luck!! ^_^

      ^_^ love you sooooo much alex!!!!!!! ^_^

    • Break...talk to me!!!

      11 years ago

      shadix7_011

      well nothing is really going on. on spring break till monday....but i still have softball. speaking of which, i have a softball sized bruise on my thigh...a nicely placed imprint on the part of my knee/knee cap...and my shoulder muscle feels like its torn.
      but owell....i'm bored out of my skull....please talk to me....i'm not gona have much to do over break since my bf is leaving to go see his family & i'll only see sara once.
      its funny how this house is so crowded...yet at times is just too big & lonely.... =(
      love you alex<3

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  • Comments (438)

    • Zageroth

      10 years ago

      yeah, no softball..
      we've got the best Sport in the world..
      most fast-pace and dangerous sport in Europe...

      Hurling, or better known as GAA...
      your given a stick and told..
      "ball goes either in the back of the net or above it...
      want a helmet?
      Get it yourself..."

      most of the time we dont...
      its more fun that way... hahaha.. Cracked someones Skull with my "Stick"
      he cracked my ribs so it felt even...
      look it up on Youtube...

    • Zageroth

      10 years ago

      know the feeling, i've got a Grainne, (my gf) Tall, thin and a complete tom-boy, who owns all the Major Consoles this side of hte water... were Nerds and Geeks all rolled into one...

      hell, getting random comments is what makes these sites so much fun..
      i wonder why people never branch out and make more freinds that way..coming fom irealdn i'm one of the few that are on this site
      (think i'm the only one too)

      Hi Mallory!!

    • Zageroth

      10 years ago

      you leave random comments
      I leave random comments...

      so tell me about this guy that is the best in the world...
      (i'm pad locked and chained myslf, so no worries on this end, plus i'm from ireland so even more sertanty)

      Hi!!

    • 66610

      11 years ago

      Thx for the journal comment and pic comment! ^__^
      Blah, I have school in less then a month D:

    • JediJesus87

      11 years ago

      That question made no sense.

    • HaloAssaultm

      11 years ago

      pretty bored but thats nothing new

    • JediJesus87

      11 years ago

      shanefacepalm.gif

    • HaloAssaultm

      11 years ago

      anytime.....so whats up

    • JediJesus87

      11 years ago

      That whole "Who's Jimmy Paige?" comment was a joke, right?

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      Oh no, it's a sad week for kittens all over
      another friend of mine had 2 of her new born kittens killed
      thats so sad v,v

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      XD not really
      look at the knees to see how white i was just 2 days before the pic was taken !
      just 2 days !!!!!

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      Hey Sis =]
      can u get on myspace im?

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      Any time Mall

    • got2BE

      11 years ago

      no prob

    • 66610

      11 years ago

      Thx for the comments ^.^
      Yer, this sites going downhill!
      But I'm sure I'll get used to it
      Aww, i wanna see your kitties >.<
      I tried cat napping my sisters but it bit me to death xP

    • celldweller

      11 years ago

      ne time ^_^

    • 66610

      11 years ago

      You've been tagged!

    • Neoma

      11 years ago

      Summarizing you.

    • Xsonz

      11 years ago

      No prob, hun.

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      LYLAS!!! : )

    • Maxx_Payne

      11 years ago

      my right-hand-drive! lmao! smiley7.gif
      it's a car that i got from Australia that has the steering wheel on the right-hand side of the car. instead of on the left, like in all american cars. like cars in England. it's very cool.

    • Maxx_Payne

      11 years ago

      yeah, as scary as it looks, i think it would still be quite an awesome ride.
      it would probably turn as many heads as my right-hand-drive car. that took some getting used to as well, lol

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      You're welcome n,n

      Ooooo cool.....wait.............you're using your powers to win in softball, aren't you ?

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.
      REAL FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

      FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
      REAL FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

      FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
      REAL FRiENDS: Would be sitting there next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

      FAKE FRiENDS: have never seen you cry.
      REAL FRiENDS: cry with you

      FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
      REAL FRiENDS: keep your shit so long you both forget about it

      FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
      REAL FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

      FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
      REAL FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

      FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
      REAL FRiENDS: would walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

      FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
      REAL FRiENDS: Are for life.

      FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
      REAL FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

      FAKE FRiENDS: Would ignore this
      REAL FRiENDS: Will send this to all there real friends and hope to get it back!

      Send this to all the people you care about. First, I want you to know that I love you to death and i think you are amazing...Once you read this letter, you must send it to the people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you.

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      that's so awesome sis!!!

      this weekend i have NOTHING to do lol owell

      I miss hanging with you too. maybe I can come over next weekend and just you and me can hang out

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      uh huh. suuuuuuuuuuuure you did lol
      so what are you up to sis?

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      it's my blue and white striped shirt lol dork! lol love ya! ^_^

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      https://www.badmarble.com/

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      I would tell you but the one i used to use was blocked. Shaydon uses one but it's LONG! ask him for it ok? sorry sis

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      get on myspace im. it's much faster

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      you were talking about them adding girls to varsity today....and no...throwers did jumping and sprinting and then everybody went to the weight room. but i did get soked bcuz of stupid rain lol

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      WHATEVER! I so love you more sis! lol jkjkjk
      So I never did ask you. How did your softball game go?

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      You're welcome

    • goth_angel13

      11 years ago

      thanks for the funny pic comment sis ^_^ love ya

    • 66610

      11 years ago

      Good ^___^
      I'm glad your happy
      Yay for love!
      *does the macarana*

    • 66610

      11 years ago

      Thanks for the journal nd image comment
      And yeah, I tricked my bf ^__^
      I wish i ad hair like Reno too! lol

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      You're welcome n,n

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      You're welcome n_n

    • DeadDoneDeal

      11 years ago

      i know. pickin on sara is so fun

    • DeadDoneDeal

      11 years ago

      pickin on sara, doing classwork

    • DeadDoneDeal

      11 years ago

      hello there

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      n_n

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      *lifts up the blanket and hands you a cookie*

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      *pokes blanket with a stick* found you *in a creepy voice*

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      Yes i can, you're right over there and i'm staring at you !

    • gothlegend

      11 years ago

      YAY !!!!
      n_n

    • Gerot

      11 years ago

      awwh, that and you have your nice bf alex ^_^

    • Xsonz

      11 years ago

      :D omg you used the "silly goose" comment! I say that all the time in rea llife!!

    • Xsonz

      11 years ago

      :D omg you used the "silly goose" comment! I say that all the time in rea llife!!

    • zanderman777

      11 years ago

      idc no butt talk!!! lol nk<3

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