sick_kitty

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    • Content

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      At this moment, all is right with the world. I am happy...if only for a little while.
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      night smiley12.gif Becca

    • Full Moon

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Yeah, it just occured to me that it's a full moon. I was a lil curious as to why I couldn't sleep. I guess the vamp tendencies aren't all gone afterall.
      So I'm sitting here in my underwear, waiting for the birds to start chirping and the sun to rise.
      On the upside, i did get new phones for the house, and two new lamps that i'm just in love with. So that makes me happy....kinda.
      And I'm now wearing a promise ring on my wedding finger. If it were real, it would no doubt cost a couple thousand. He says it's just a preview of the real one he'll be getting. : )
      Speaking of which, today is his first day on his new job. So i'm crossing my fingers for him.
      If you would like to know who I'm speaking of , his name is Legacy13 , so wish him luck.
      And a special thanx to everyone that puts up with my constant babbling at this time of the morning. Insomnia sux ass. But it's good to know i have friends that are there for me.
      On an off note....my OCD is getting much worse. No, i don't wash my hands 500 times a day, but i do have to have certain numbers on certain things. Like....i have to have three ice cubes in my glass, and when i'm snacking on chips and things, i have to sort them before i eat them.
      Also....my nerves are starting to fray. I"m itchy all over. I blame that on my dad. He gets hives and whelps when his nerves get bad. I don't wanna be on pills to help it. All they tend to do is make me into a zombie. So i'll just deal with it on my own.
      And my sweet tooth is outrageous lately. I never used to crave sweets...now it's almost all i want. This wouldn't be much of a problem, but my mother is a severe diabetic. And I have all the symptoms of it now. ONe more thing to deal with.

      Ok, i'm tired of talking about myself...

      Listening to: Breaking Benjamen "Sooner Or Later"
      Eating : Chili Cheese Fritos
      Drinking : Coke
      Smoking : Camel Turkish Silvers

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      much love smiley12.gif Becca

    • Stats

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Global

      You have made 2239 posts, 31 journal entries, and 2 forum threads.
      You watch 40 users, while 78 watch you.
      You have received 2996 (mostly positive) mods and given out 2595 (mostly positive) mods.


      Journal

      You have made 31 journal entries, with an average of 12.23 comments per entry.
      Your most popular journal was Is There with 19 comments.
      Every 6.86 days you add a new journal, usually on Monday nights, as with 8 (25.81%) of your journals.


      Forum Threads

      You have made 2 forum threads, with an average of 27.5 posts per entry.
      Your most popular thread was The dating circus with 40 posts.
      Every 106.37 days you post a new thread, usually on Sunday nights, as with 1 (50%) of your threads.


      Just in case anyone wanted to know....
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      later smiley12.gif Becca

    • I got Tagged

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Let's see if I can think of ten things you don't already know about me...lol

      1. I hate hard-shelled bugs
      2. Fall is my favorite season
      3. I rarely ever am without my socks on.
      4. I was a back up singer in a band once (for all of about 2 weeks, the band split)
      5. I'm selectively ticklish.
      6. I have a photographic memory when it comes to faces , but can't remember names for shit.
      7. I once slept with a guy without knowing what his name was. (only to find out later that he wasn't even 18 yet)
      8. I don't like my food to touch on the plate.
      9. music has the ability to determine my mood
      10. I can be very jealous.


      now...for my tags. XD

      1. Cant_kill_me
      2. Alucard70
      3. CombatBob
      4. MunKiy
      5. Gotenks_989


      Have fun y'all. lol
      laters smiley12.gif Becca

    • Fuck it

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Fuck it, Fuck it , Fuck it.....
      that's all i have to say.
      Goodnight...to those of you left that are still my friends and able to be straight up with me.

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    • Ok, scratch that

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Not asleep yet, despite the pills I took that would knock a horse out. I'm sitting here wondering if it's gonna take more and more to get to sleep until finally I don't sleep at all cause all my resources are exhausted. I hope not.
      I think the new moon has something to do with it. I never sleep when it's full or new. Yeah, i'm kinda weird like that.
      So anyway...don't really feel like laying down. Don't really feel like doing anything but sit here and stare at the comp. I don't know what that's going to accomplish. Like it's gonna suddenly jump up and do tricks for me. heh
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      night smiley12.gif Becca

    • Whoa...

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Theres a guy and a girl sitting in a restaraunt and they r together. the guy looks out the window and then at his girlfriend. the girls back is facing the window and his face is facing the window.
      GUY: do u love me?
      GIRL: what?
      GUY: do u love me?
      GIRL: why r u bringing this up? weve talked about this.
      GUY: i know, but what if something happened to me and i never found out if u really did love me?
      GIRL: well its just gonna have to wait. Im sorry but im not ready.
      GUY: ok, i wanna play a game
      GIRL: ok, how do we play.
      GUY: alright its starts out like this (he looks out the window again) when i count to three, u have to lay ur head down really fast. ok?
      GIRL: umm, ok
      GUY: ok ready? (he looks out the window again) 1 ........(he looks) 2.........3....( he gasps after he looks one more time) now!!

      She lays her head down and hears a loud bang, and the window breaking behind her, one bang right after another.

      ***on the news the next day***
      In Corona yesterday, there was a shooting at a local restaraunt. The survivor was a young woman, i have been told that the shooter was her ex boyfriend and he was coming back for revenge on her for dumping him. He was going to kill her by shooting her in the back. She told us that her new boyfriend was acting funny throughout the lunch, and that he was asking her if she loved him, she never did tell him. She told us in an interview that she regrets not saying anything because she did love him and now he wil never know. Luckily a local pedestrian tackled the shooter before he got another shot off at her. The police came and detained him.

      If u love someone enough to take a bullet for them re-post this
      now......................................

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      night night smiley12.gif Becca

    • Updates

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      My mom had to go to the ER today. They thought it might be her heart, but it turned out to only be an asthma attack.
      I went to the doctor and he gave me some pain pills for now. Won't see the specialist until August. Which will probably mean surgery just as the fall semester hits. I don't like the idea of another semester gone down the tubes, but what can I do?
      So yeah, that sucks.
      Everything else is going good.
      Laters smiley12.gif Becca

    • Fidelity

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      Is it just a myth? Has it gone out the window along with chivalry? I wonder sometimes. I'm not just talking about the guys though. No...indeed, tonight i'm wondering about the female perspective a lil more than the male. Can someone be faithful after years of getting used to having whatever you want whenever you want? If you are attracted to the bad boys who always leave you stranded to fend for yourself, can you learn to love and cherish a truly good guy? These are questions I have been asking myself for a while now.
      I was born a disaster waiting to happen. I'll die that way. Can I be normal in the middle somewhere? Can I be happy with a great guy and the white picket fence? Or will I just fuck this up like I do everthing else.....
      I hope to end the vicious cycle that is my past and start anew with new ideas of what will make me happy. New ideas of what love and life mean.
      But these are intentions....and we all know the road to hell was paved with them.
      *crosses fingers*
      Curse the goddamn bipolar. If not for that, maybe I wouldn't have such issues. Or maybe it's all genetic. God knows my father fucked everything in the surrounding area codes in his time. I could easily blame my own mistakes on him....but that would be too easy. I have to carve my own road. I have to learn from their mistakes and learn to be happy with the loving people in my life. I'm truly lucky to have such people (as I told a friend earlier tonight ). To have even one good friend is enough to make me a very lucky person.
      My daughter is gone for two weeks to spend some time over the summer with her daddy and her nanna. So this gives me ample time to get things done and reflect on some things.
      At the moment , I'm downloading "A Clockwork Orange" and "Cry Wolf" ....yeah, i'm really that bored (have been wanting Orange for a long long time now ).
      Hopefully i'll have time to practice a lil on photoshop and get some sketching and painting done.
      Hope everyone else is doing well...and if you have any wise words, I would appreciate them greatly.
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      Good night smiley12.gif Becca

    • I don't wanna sleep

      13 years ago

      sick_kitty

      I started out wanting to....I was yawning...but 20 minutes later I was crying and wanting to stay up all night sketching. Is that a mood swing? Or too many frustrations pent up ...not able to get them out? Idk any more....
      I'm sick to my stomach...indigestion...or ulcers. Not sure which one. I'm burning up and freezing at the same time. I wanna sob and throw something.
      It's times like this that I don't even wanna be around me.
      No piccies or links...i'm too aggitated to fool with them right now. Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to calm down enough to write a decent journal.

  • About Me

  • Comments (96)

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Hah, yeah, now that I look at it it does. I was just playing with it and liked those colors and didn't want to put them up one by one.

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      lol, And I'm in awe....A face like you've never seen...

      \m/ smiley12.gifsmiley8.gif

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      hmm... apparently i didn't send you the link last night. Enjoy, MONKEY!!!!!!!!! www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=842F4BC438DBFA5B

    • mauntgomery

      13 years ago

      well fine im on msn. but im going to bed shortly :)

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      Devil's little sister..

      \m/ smiley5.gif \m/

    • mauntgomery

      13 years ago

      no worries i was going to keep it open a few days

    • mauntgomery

      13 years ago

      sick. those are nasty

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Heh, thanks! I like to share but that was kind of spilling a bit too much, but oh well, all my watchers I trust!

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      Yeah, and sadly there are a lot of 'em out there who really screw us over.

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      Well most people are morons. They just don't really think for themselves. They just kind of live... and let life pass them by. It's quite sad actually.

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      That's... that's so sad... may I ask why? Well... I can but a the question is will I get an answer or is it too personal?

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      You're not able to have another child?

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Also, speaking for my sister this time, if you have another child, don't rely on the older one as a second mother, my sister had to go through that when I was young.

      Post edited 6/26/06 1:18PM

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Hah, yeah, I do a pretty good job of that myself. All I have to say for advice from a kids point of view... well it won't really apply to you, but if you ever have a boy, don't be too protective... I mean, don't let him get troublesome like me but don't make him constantly grounded or can't stay out past 6:00 or 6:30. I speak for my friends when I say that we hate it. With a girl it's kind of a different story but... maybe not but I know if I had a daughter, I'd be pretty protective, I mean, I'm like that over my sister, just think of my daughter.

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      No matter what you do... to a certain extent, your kids will always think of you as a good mom.

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Ahh... I see... my mom is my opinion of a good mom even when she does things like that. I love her with all my heart but she can get on my nerves.

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Why? Do you do stuff like that too?

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      Ooooh... i love it when a gal says maybe like that. smiley0.gif

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      heheh... oh how foolish of me, of course!... do you have an outfit like that? <_<

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      Still watching Monkey. Still misserable (underneith). But eating now.

      That's not you in that journal picture is it?... yeah, figured it was just wishfull thinking. xP

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      heheh, it'll apparently take over 4 hours to upload. <_< here's it's Wiki page. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monkey_%28TV_series%29

      So, how YOU doin'?

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      ... uh, *glomps* you too?

      Heh, besides constant missery and boarderline depression, i'm OK. Although i am watching MONKEY which is an aweome cheer up. Want me to send you an ep? i'm uploading the first for Graee to watch.

      Oh, and *hug* smiley12.gif

    • stevie92

      13 years ago

      you rock!!!

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      heh, hell Graee didn't know about the Hare Krishna bit until a short while ago. And he complete forgot about me being vegetarian once or twice.

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      But hopefully it's more of a positive experience than a negative one. Cuz if it was bad, then they're not as likely to do it again, which means I can't laugh at them again. I want to laugh again!

    • RIRed121188

      13 years ago

      Damn! Your picture gallery's sendin' chills down my spine...I love it!

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      well..it's up... smiley8.gif \m/

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      I jave...3 other useless/random/werid factoids about me... wanna hear 'em? Too bad, you hear them anyway! smiley1.gif

      1.) I always order the same thing where ever I go to eat because... well I'm not exactly sure why I just do.
      2.) damn... I could have sworn I had more but that's it for now lol

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      lol..guess I'll give it a shot....

      I freakin hate you >.> lol.

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Yeah... not liking me because I love my hair would be kind of depressing... it would make me lose more hope in the world than I already have.

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Hey, it can never break my heart unless it gets cut and then it's not it's fall, it's the fault of whoever made me cut it. Plus, seeing as I'm only 15 and have only been in three relationships is it really that shocking?

    • Kritzia8

      13 years ago

      Kitty, you know who the pictures are of yes?

    • CombatBob

      13 years ago

      Hey Becca how are you?

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      Too true.
      Good night.

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      Practice practice practice! That's all you need pretty much. Plus, having lots of music to listen to also helps.

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      \m/

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      No, it's not that far away. But I guess I'm the idiot for not even trying to go to sleep. Oh well. BTW: your meds suck if they don't work.
      Thanks for that. I hope so too. And I hope you pass out... NOW! smiley0.gif

    • Suto_Griff

      13 years ago

      You know, you and I should both go to sleep now. I don't know about you, but I've gotta wake up at 5:30 in the morning to go to my job thingy. In my mind I'm happy about the job, but my body hates me for not sleeping. Shit... it's gonna be a long day tomorrow.

    • puddinforme

      13 years ago

      hi, did you eat both them candy bars? mmmmm chocolate..... smiley0.gif

    • jonshon

      13 years ago

      ok see ya in the am

    • jonshon

      13 years ago

      hey i have this really good friend and he said you were a really good friend to have and i was just wonderin if you wouldnt mind if i talked to you

    • mauntgomery

      13 years ago

      how are ya?

    • deathmound

      13 years ago

      I'm sorry but I had to test the enter button theory with all those one's please don't kill me.

      Awww look at the vampire kitty
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    • 343winks

      13 years ago

      Yeah I am fine.

      I have been trying to stay sane and so far it has been working

      I am glad you are still okay

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Thanks, me too. I'll add you sometime.. give me a while I'm kinda slow at things like that. And I fell worthless, but I know I'm not, it's like a pahse, I get over it soon enough. Yeah, I love her eye. Eyes are my favorite thing about women, well, people in general. I love to smile in an evil manner. It only scares little kids anymore though because that's how I always smile. =P

    • 343winks

      13 years ago

      Hey, how are things Sweet heart?

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      Ahh!- tee hee... man, i haven't been pounced in ages.

    • Solid_Syam

      13 years ago

      Becca, you know i wub you right? xD

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    • 343winks

      13 years ago

      hey, What's up...

      I really miss talkign to you

    • Alucard70

      13 years ago

      Yeah, I do too, but what can I say, I like to flirt with disaster.

      Post edited 6/14/06 9:45PM

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