skash418

Female
from Selersburg Indiana

  • Activity

    • halo 3 release

      11 years ago

      skash418

      woot! halo 3 will be released in 5 hours!!!!! i cant wait!!!! im getting it at midnight tonight!

    • well

      11 years ago

      skash418

      i know im never on anymore guys and i am very sorry. i feel very bad. just ever since rvb made th last episode i quit getting on. i am very sorry and you know you can get ahold of me if you want. im probably going to delete this profile sooner or later anyway....but just an update i am back in school getting a new cell phone tomorrow uhhh.....single (go figure everyone knows that) but its cool.....so yea.

    • well....

      12 years ago

      skash418

      justin and i broke up on friday the 13th, go figure its all because of me. a friend told me a lie and i believed it and now we are no longer in a relationship.......im still really upset and miss him alot. we are still friends, i still love him....we are still talking and we are on break. hopefully when school starts back up he will except back as his girlfriend. he wants to wait til school starts so i will wait as long as i have to to get him back. i want to prove i love and care and that im devoted to him i just hope he can find out one day.........................
      always loving justin,
      ashley

    • wow

      12 years ago

      skash418

      i am very sad right now. i have just watched episode 93 and have read the announcement rt has made. after 100 there will be no more red vs blue. i love it. i was introduced to the whole thing from my wonderful boyfriend justin. I remember because it was one of the first times i went over to his house and i loved red vs blue. when i get on computer its the first thing i usually get on to watch. now i have nothing to get on and watch.
      theyve had a very good running, and i started watching later than most but i loved it. i have even done some of my school projects on red vs blue and i have introduced those clases to red vs blue and i have introduced some of my friends to red vs blue. im really going to miss it. to the guys at RT good luck and i cant wait to see the last 7 episodes.

      just to make everyone laugh a little i got grounded from eating a taco! yes a taco! my moms boyfriend went to taco bell to get us food. my mom has recently stop smoking(for now it wont last long but im hoping she does) i ordered a quisidilla (however you spell it) to split with my mom and 4 tacos. i was eating my quisidilla and wanted a taco. so i reach over to the table to get my taco because i was on the couch and mom was all like youre grounded no 360 tonight. so i said but i was getting my taco what did i do. she said thats what you did. so i replied but im hungry and i want my taco then she sent me upstairs to my room and threatened to lock me in the dogs cage. this is no joke it really happened!

      also justin and i will be together one year on the 18th!!! just 11 more days! i love you justin!!!
      ~ashley(loves justin)~

    • friends list

      12 years ago

      skash418

      My friends list has been cleared out. It is only for my friends that I know personally and that are cool. I will no longer accept friends requests. You can message me or leave me comments but I will not add you as a friend. I will not be on as much either. So I'm sorry....kind of.
      Also that you very much Justin for the reward!!! I love you!!! You are the greatest!.
      But i have to go and do shopping.
      I love you Justin. I am forever yours.
      Ashley

    • life can suck

      12 years ago

      skash418

      yesterday at school we recieved mid terms..... well my grade were
      honors english:87
      spanish: 96.10
      history/civilization:84.32
      algebra:95.75
      biology: 96
      health: 95.63
      gym: 97

      i thought that my mom would be proud of me because my grades have higher percentages then on my report card from the last nine weeks but insted i got yelled at, grounded(sorta), and have to bring books home to study everyday. im not suppost to be on right now but shes at work. she yelled at me and told me that this isnt me.....that i can do better and that im going to be a girl (if i dont bring my grades up) who is pregnant at 18 and has to go to a crappy local college. then she through my dreams out the window. i have always dreamed of going to yale, harvard, or standford, but i have always known i wont be able to go......well she through that in my face too. on top of all that she wont lemme talk on the phone hardly at all and she wont give me a certain time limit i can talk. all she says is that i have to get off the phone when she tells me to. ok i will probably get on the phone be in mid converstation and she tells me to go. all she has ever said about my grades is that i have to make a's and b's i thought she would be proud and she wasnt. ive been trying so hard to have better grades and i actually brought them up and i got yelled at. i have low self esteem anyway. i always have. then she starts on my hair. "your hair needs cut, it look greasy" first off i would get my hait trimmed if she would give me the money. second im letting my hair grow out. third i had gym and forth my hair is getting darker......then she started saying that its to flat to my head. i like my hair just how it is. i need something done with my bangs but thats it......and my hair wouldnt be flat if i had my hair trimmed. i havent had it cut since august. then shes all like you need to blow dry it and put product in it. i dont like putting that crap in my hair unless im going somewhere nice not to school when i have gym.....and i dont blow dry it because she has the dryer and my hair frizzes when it does from not having it trimmed. lately all she has done is bring me down.....ive tried to hide my depression and i did for awhile until 2 days ago when she started on my looks. she would like me to quit wearing baggy shirts (pretty much all i own) and look like a girl. also she says my face is too broken out and she keeps going out about her skin was perfect in high school and she was so skinny......now she gets on me about my acne and how i keep gaining weight i was under weight....im now up to normal and still counted as skinny you can still feel my ribs. she is acting like im not good enough and throwing insults to me from everywhere. so incase i dont seem right im sorry im just kinda depressed.

      on the upper said i will be going to justins around 4. thank god. i love him. he loves me for me. he always gives me complements and everything. he says im perfect which i dont she how he thinks that. but he does and if he thinks that then he can go right ahead. as long as i have known him he has never insulted me or anything. i love you justin. thank you!!!

      but i should prolly go. see you all around.

      ~ashley~


      update from above.....ive been to justins house and i had a great time. i watched him play zelda on his wii and need for speed most wanted on 360. we also watch catscratch and carlos mincia and another guy. it was a whole lotta fun. the best ive had in a while. its now sunday so im at home. after mom gets off work im going to get justins valentines day. i have like 30-40 dollars to spend and i think i know exactly what im getting him. and no justin you dont know all of it. :-P i love you justin
      but im in a better mood today! so....yea

    • boredom

      12 years ago

      skash418

      wow boredom has been happening alot lately. along with drama. hopefully the drama has ended for good. if not then i will get over it but im not going to let it get to me anymore. im just on here wasting time watching weird al music videos. waiting for my boyfriend to wake up so i can talk to him. i have another picture of us up. i think its cute. anyway there is nothing to do. im at my grandma's and wish i had someone to talk to. there's really no one who lives in this neighborhood that i like and that i would hang out with. i would go skating but my board is at home and its really to cold. i'd still go if i could. i just wish i had a friend around here who would still skate. as you all know from my previous journal i was having problems with friends. thats still going on a little. it really shows who your true friends are. i have some but theres some people who wants to be my friend and i dont want anything to do with them. -shrugs- i will always have my boyfriend justin there. if i didnt i might as well be emo. but i cant and i wont be emo. i dont have a reason because justin wont leave me. i know he cares too much about me and wouldnt hurt me and he loves me too much. just like all the drama i mentioned earlier in the journal...... all the rumors......i shouldve known they werent true and not have been so stupid over them......i feel so ashamed of myself for so many reasons......i knew deep down inside they werent true and i went overboard. im sorry to all those i hurt.
      i also deleted a lot of friends off my friends list because i dont even know who you are. i kept the ones that i talk to and who will talk back. if i deleted you by mistake send me a message. and i will add you back on.
      news around town.....some guy got stuck in between 2 train cars last night at 8:15
      our high school lost our basketball game by 2 points
      its cold
      boring
      no school on monday
      a girl was shot by her boyfriend
      i think that about sums up everything besides rumors, drama, fights, back stabbing, and for me love and a relationship. cant wait til valentines day.....and the 18th(10 months with justin) i am hoping i will see him this weekend. i cant live without seeing him. it drives me nuts. i wish i could sit here and explain how i feel and what i think but it would takes days to do. so lets just say this
      i love him he is my everything i feel loved and special and i am in the best relationship ever. everything at this moment is perfect. so yeah thats about it. thats the drama and news for the past couple of days. ill get back on when i can.
      ~ashley~
      i love justin!!!!

    • bored....

      12 years ago

      skash418

      well i should be able to get on the computer once a week at most. heres an update on whats going on in my life. all my "friends" suck. except justin he doesnt count because he is so much more. but everone one else really hasnt been a friend to me. there is people i will talk to but i dont know them well enough for us to be friends. the friends i did have all suck and ditch me or backstab me. they are all 2faced. and my best friends are the same way. this is why my mother no matter what is my best friend. and if she is not able to fulfill that at the moment i go to justin. justin is my boyfriend but also my friend. i love him with all my heart. but i also feel bad because i have done this to others and they are now in the same position as me. so if you are one of those people i am sorry.
      anyways i have the best boyfriend ever. yesterday he came with me, my mom, moms boyfriend, and his kids to go bowling and out to eat. im so happy for him he got his wii. he is the best. i can talk to him about everythhing. he is caring and the only person who hasnt backstabbed me or ditched me. -hugs- thank you justin.
      other than all of this nothing has happened. but i g2g. talk to everyone one when i am able to.
      ashley

    • i'm sorry friends.

      12 years ago

      skash418

      i know i havent been on much, if at all since december and im terribly sorry about that. its just that i no longer have my computer class at school and im not really allowed on the computer when my mom is at home. so im sorry. if ive made you mad for not talking to you i am truely sorry. i know i was on almost everyday and sending comments right and left like myspace and i havent sent any in over a month. but heres an update of whats happened.....
      of course im still with justin and happier than ever, i got a puppy(cocker spaniell) i finally got my 360 that ive been dying for with games(prey, halo2, viva pinata, perfect dark zero(thanks to justin<3) splinter cell, hexic seems like im missing one but oh well oh need for speed most wanted. i got the new ddr supernova so im thrilled with that. my grades are still all as and bs. ummm........we finaly got rid of dial up. other than that nothing has changed. still togther with justin. it'll be nine months this week. i think im suppost to go over to his house tomorrow and watch the covenant!!! yeay. im dying to see it also. but theres the up date. ill try to get on more if im able to.

      ~ashley~

    • woot!!!!

      12 years ago

      skash418

      8 months!!! its been 8 months with justin!!!! yeay!!! im so happy! i love justin!!!! i really do. ive been grounded and i havent got to see him or talk to him since friday and finally today i got to be with him and see him. unfortuntally he is sick!!! i cant even take care of my baby. i just wanna hold him and baby him so much. i hate it when he is sick. i never relized how miserable if i cant talk to him or see him. i never knew i could miss that much. i counted the hours till i could see him. i spent everynight crying my self to sleep because i missed him so very much. i love him so much and i wanna be with him all the time. he is my everything. today it has been 8 months, weve argued and had conflicts, but each time we make it through and become even closer. i could never break up with him. i would give my life up if he needed it or if it would save him. i truely know that justin is the one for me.
      to justin: i love you more than you could ever think was possible.

      also on top of being grounded not allowed to use the phone computer internet or go anywhere(im on computer at school) i got a new puppy. its a pure bred cocker spanell
      shes so cute and she is 5 months old. also a pure bred. only sucky part shes not cage trained or potty trained.

      i also wont be on hardly anymore. only every other day while im at school. so sorry to anyone who cares. but ill talk when i can.

      i love you justin!!!!
      ~~ashley~~

  • About Me

  • Comments (62)

    • Ezzzy

      10 years ago

      You spelt Chiodos wrong.

    • Swerto

      11 years ago

      wow... just realized that not only were you still on watch that you removed me from friends list... -sigh-

    • SteveOIOI

      11 years ago

      HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

    • XxWinnslowxX

      12 years ago

      hi wats up

    • DmanZ

      12 years ago

      was up? ever been to "war"? smiley0.gif

    • StJimmy45

      12 years ago

      boo

    • StJimmy45

      12 years ago

      sorry...i'll call you...

    • StJimmy45

      12 years ago

      make it four
      mom keeps adding to the list of "stuff that has to be done before ashley gets here"

    • StJimmy45

      12 years ago

      o.- yea but dont call, moms listing off stuff i have to do before i can do anything....
      I'll call when she goes in the other room....

    • SteveOIOI

      12 years ago

      hey how are you?

    • Bip

      12 years ago

      Fine what about yourself?

    • ninjadudeX

      12 years ago

      heya nuthin much how bout you.?

    • Alucard70

      12 years ago

      Hey, not much, yourself? (P.S. - Sorry I didn't respond last time.)

    • SteveOIOI

      12 years ago

      gah i know how you feel, guess who's single smiley6.gif

    • SteveOIOI

      12 years ago

      hey how ya doing?

    • h0lygh0st

      12 years ago

      sounds like fun.

      I'm playing this Sudoku online and I'm addicted, but I'm sooo boreedddd. ha.

    • WHIT3WOLF

      12 years ago

      c smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif L

    • h0lygh0st

      12 years ago

      nothing much really.

      and youuu?

    • DyingFear

      12 years ago

      i'm good how are you?

    • WHIT3WOLF

      12 years ago

      pretty good. yourself?

    • sixONEnine

      12 years ago

      lol its ok

    • Swerto

      12 years ago

      meh its ok

    • Swerto

      12 years ago

      I honestly can't say whot he greatest band is but the one i'm listening to is up there
      The Who

    • Swerto

      12 years ago

      i can't talk to my gf she got grounded

    • Swerto

      12 years ago

      didn't even notice your so far down the list i never would have noticed... only reason i saw you posted a journal is cuz your on my watchlist

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Yeah, i'm still on MSN and such though ^_^

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Major friends cleanup, i want only personal friends now...

      Don't feel bad though, alot of friends got deleted.

    • jackinblack

      12 years ago

      Im alright. Brook and I broke up Friday. Other than that, nothing else is new with me. My weekends been pretty uneventful.

      How about you?

    • DeviousHK

      12 years ago

      I'm alright, but could be better

    • rvmaster1

      12 years ago

      Rid of the dial-up, Cool! smiley0.gif

      Like night and day.

      Glad to hear from you. smiley8.gif

    • xxdarkfirexx

      12 years ago

      Happy New Years!!!!!

    • Swerto

      12 years ago

      Happy New Years... be glad your still on my watchlist its on the verge of a purge of all unactive members

    • ViolentRose

      12 years ago

      yup.

    • kagura_pimp

      12 years ago

      lol nice

    • cubswsw07

      12 years ago

      yo whats up?

    • kagura_pimp

      12 years ago

      nm rly

    • SteveOIOI

      12 years ago

      hey

    • SteveOIOI

      12 years ago

      hey, how ya doing?

    • kagura_pimp

      12 years ago

      no im good i dont go on there any more

    • Bip

      12 years ago

      Who isn't tired these days. There is too much stuff to do during the day.

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Yeah i hardly play, i like Stepmania better.

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Kadjet i think.

    • kagura_pimp

      12 years ago

      lol i just gave up XD

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Actually, im going to go play on Live a little bit, see-you later.

    • kagura_pimp

      12 years ago

      oh i used to have a file on there i dont use it tho cuz it confuses me

    • kagura_pimp

      12 years ago

      im good how are you chiky? lol

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Alright, give me a link to the site/game. i lost my bookmark.

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      AIM? Yahoo? i'm on all three right now.

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      I'm kick ass at that game, i hardly play, but i'm VERY good at it, do you got MSN or something? maybe we can play together.

    • DeadlyPlague

      12 years ago

      Just woke up, i guess?

      Yourself?

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