spicy_sweety

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from Murphy, NC :D

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    • The Truth

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      Contrary to popular belief, I did not cheat on John with anyone, I had to break up with him because my mom was threatening to send me to florida with my crazy uncle, and I never EVER meant to hurt john in ANY way, whether you believe it or not.

      *Harvey Danger*

      I had visions, i was in them
      i was looking into the mirror
      to see a little bit clearer
      rottenness and evil in me
      fingertips have memories
      mine can't forget the curves of your body
      and when i feel a bit naughty
      i run it up the flagpole and see who salutes
      (but no one ever does)
      i'm not sick but i'm not well
      and i'm so hot cause i'm in hell
      been around the world and found
      that only stupid people are breeding
      the cretins cloning and feeding
      and i don't even own a tv
      put me in the hospital for nerves
      and then they had to commit me
      you told them all i was crazy
      they cut off my legs now i'm an amputee, god damn you
      i'm not sick but i'm not well
      and i'm so hot cause i'm in hell
      i'm not sick but i'm not well
      and it's a sin to live so well
      i wanna publish zines
      and rage against machines
      i wanna pierce my tongue
      it doesn't hurt, it feels fine
      the trivial sublime
      i'd like to turn off time
      and kill my mind
      you kill my mind
      paranoia paranoia
      everybody's coming to get me
      just say you never met me
      i'm going underground with the moles
      hear the voices in my head
      i swear to god it sounds like they're snoring
      but if you're bored then you're boring
      the agony and the irony, they're killing me
      i'm not sick but i'm not well
      and i'm so hot cause i'm in hell
      i'm not sick but i'm not well
      and it's a sin to live so well

    • Johnathan

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      For those that care, this song fits me and my perfect baby so well. It may be country, but it says everything. John is my baby, I love him, and I always will- he's my penguin. If you ever get the chance to meet John, you'll see what I mean when I say he's perfect. He makes my world right, he makes my heart do flips, and he loves me back. You'll never find anything that feels better than loving someone and having them love you back as much if not more than you do them. Go read what he posted about me on his journal and you'll see what I mean. I've never had someone love me the way he does, at first I didn't know how to react because I always gave my affection to my boyfriends but they always sucked it up like a sponge then ignored me and went on about their way. With John, its all different, and I love him more than I could ever say, for being so perfect, for being so affectionate, for always being there for me, for loving me back, and for being able to stand by me after all thats happened between me and his mother.

      "Not A Day Goes By"

      Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
      Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
      Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
      I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
      If you asked me how I'm doin' I'd say just fine
      But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

      Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
      After all this time you're still with me it's true
      Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
      Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

      I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
      Thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
      And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
      Wishin' you were next to me, with your head against my heart
      If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
      But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

      Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
      After all this time you're still with me it's true
      Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
      Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

      Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
      Seems it's been forever that I've felt this way

      Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
      After all this time you're still with me it's true
      Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
      Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

      *lonestar*

    • Current Mood ':-

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      Burning Bright*

      I feel like there is no need for conversation
      Some questions are better left without a reason
      And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
      Now and then I consider, my hesitation
      The more the light shines through me
      I pretend to close my eyes
      The more the dark consumes me
      I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

      I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
      To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
      And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
      Here and now I'll express, my situation

      [CHORUS (2)]

      There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
      Such a cruel contradiction
      I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
      I'm born to indecision
      There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
      With no particular rhyme or reason

      [CHORUS (2)]

      *shinedown*

    • Current Mood :*(

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

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      I miss my baby John so much...

    • Back by popular demand

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      "Murderers to Gods"

      Kill One man and you are a Murderer

      Kill a Hundred men and you are a Tyrant

      Kill a Thousand men and you are a King

      Kill a Million men and you are a Legend

      Kill Them all and you are a God

    • Our Song

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      This song is so awesome- its mine & Johns song, it rocks!

      "Only One"

      Broken this fragile thing now
      And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
      And I've thrown my words all around
      But I can't, I can't give you a reason

      I feel so broken up (so broken up)
      And I give up (I give up)
      I just want to tell you so you know

      Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
      You are my only one
      I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
      You are my only, my only one

      Made my mistakes, let you down
      And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
      Ran my whole life in the ground
      And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

      And something's breaking up (breaking up)
      I feel like giving up (like giving up)
      I won't walk out until you know

      Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
      You are my only one
      I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
      You are my only, my only one

      Here I go so dishonestly
      Leave a note for you my only one
      And I know you can see right through me
      So let me go and you will find someone

      Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
      You are my only one
      I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
      You are my only, my only one
      My only one
      My only one
      My only one
      You are my only, my only one

      -Yellowcard-

    • My Mood ^_^

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      Let me wake up in your arms
      Hear you say it's not alright
      Let me be self dead and gone
      So far away from life
      Close my eyes
      Hold me tight
      And bury me deep inside your heart

      All I ever wanted was you, my love
      You... all I ever wanted is you, my love
      Your're all I ever wanted, just you

      Let me never see the sun
      And never see your smile
      Let us be so dead and so gone
      So far away from life
      Just close my eyes
      Hold me tight
      And bury me deep inside your heart

      All I ever wanted was you, my love
      You... all I ever wanted is you, my love
      You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
      You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

      That's the way it's always been
      My heart stops beating only for you Baby
      Only for your loving

      All I ever wanted was you, my love
      You... all I ever wanted is you, my love
      You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
      You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

      --HIM

    • Confined

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      That night I never came home.
      Wandering souls captured my thoughts..

      Emptiness filled my mind.
      Urgency spoke her lies.

      In the confines of these grey walls.
      I watched them move together.

      Taking me places I cannot remember (remember).
      We have been poured out...
      Into this loveless bride..

      How quickly I forget...
      That this is meaningless.

      How quickly I forget...
      That this is meaningless.

      In a world passing through my fingers.
      I still chase the wind.

      How quickly I forget...
      That this is meaningless

      How quickly I forget...
      That this is meaningless

      what have I learned from yesterday?
      what have I learned from yesterday?

      --As I lay Dying

    • Cute little X survey just for fun ;D

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      I got this off of one of my friends profile, and I thought it was cute so I decided to share it with all of u. Copy and Paste it into the comment thing and answer it as u feel needed. This is just for fun so don't do it unless u want a laugh ;D
      @->

      WOULD YOU....
      [_] go out with me?
      [_] give me your number?
      [_] kiss me?
      [_] let me kiss you?
      [_] watch a movie with me?
      [_] let me take you out to dinner?
      [_] let me drive you somewhere
      [_] take a shower with me?
      [_] be my bf/gf?
      [_] give me a piggy back ride?
      [_] take long rides to nowhere with me?
      [_] have a fling with me?
      [_] let me buy you a drink?
      [_] take me home for the night?
      [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
      [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
      [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
      [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
      [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
      [_] lick my cheek?
      [_] dance with me?
      [_] Have spontaneous sex with me wherever I wanted?
      [_] let me make you breakfast?
      [_] tickle me to death?
      [_] let me tickle you?
      [_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
      [_] let me dress up and take cool pics of me?
      [_] play strip poker with me?
      [_] say yes if i asked you out?
      [_] get wasted with me?
      [_] instant message me?
      [_] greet me in public?
      [_] hang out with me?
      [_] bring me around your friends?

      D0 Y0U...
      [_] think im cute?
      [_] think im hot?
      [_] want to kiss me?
      [_] want to cuddle wit me?
      [_] want to hook up with me?
      [_] want to have sex with me?

      ARE WE...
      [_] aquintences?
      [_] friends?
      [_] in a relationship?
      [_] gonna have kids?
      [_] gonna have secret rendevous and have wild sex

      AM i...
      [_] smart?
      [_] cute?
      [_] funny?
      [_] cool?
      [_] loveable?
      [_] adorable?
      [_] compassionate?
      [_] annoying?
      [_] great to be with?
      [_] attractive?
      [_] mean?
      [_] odd?
      [_] sweet?


      HAVE Y0U EVER...
      [_] thought about me?
      [_] thought there might be an "us"?
      [_] thought about hookin up with me?
      [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
      [_] wished i were there?
      [_] grabbed me?
      [_] had a crush on me?
      [_] idolized me?
      [_] wanted my number?
      [_] had a dream about me?
      [_] been distracted by me?
      [_] wanted to have sex with me?

      ARE Y0U...
      [_] done with this survey?
      [_] happy you know me?
      [_] mad at me?
      [_] taking this survey cuz you are completley bored?
      [_] thinkin bout me?
      [_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

    • Murderers to Gods

      13 years ago

      spicy_sweety

      Kill one man and you are a murderer

      Kill a hundred men and you are a tyrant

      Kill a thousand men and you are a king

      Kill a million men and you are a legend

      Kill them all and you are a God

  • About Me

  • Comments (89)

    • Luigi_Flore

      13 years ago

      here u go smiley1.gif
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    • whitefroguy

      13 years ago

      believe in st valentio its all true
      for a given value of true
      read it when i post it

    • Luigi_Flore

      13 years ago

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      HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smiley1.gif

    • Strong_sk8er

      13 years ago

      good evening my pet, or should i say good morning? How are you doin? Hows the whole boyfriend thing goin? You know if you need anything, i'm your man, no matter what it is, you can talk too me, got it babe?

    • Admiral_5

      13 years ago

      i cant wait till im outta school. sux so bad

    • val

      13 years ago

      dude i think i wanna change schools now
      becasue my school sux
      I have to go to 8 class rooms i don't have lunch until like 2 something so that is a real bummer
      So what school do you go to again lol
      you school sounds kickass

    • val

      13 years ago

      free period dude you are lucky I have first period but i just finished what I had to do
      I'm a fast typer for a little while then I'll get tired and go slow
      so could you explain to me more about you school schedual?

    • val

      13 years ago

      i'm doing okey can't complain just a lil sleepy
      so are you at school?

    • val

      13 years ago

      good morning
      how are you doing to day

    • 343winks

      13 years ago

      I only say the truth. nothing more. ^_^

      Kawaii

    • 343winks

      13 years ago

      Oh thank you.....You are great too and you are cute too ^_^

    • blitzya44

      13 years ago

      Long time no see!! I owe you this *sticks tongue out* naaahhh

    • 1CalledSteve

      13 years ago

      Hey Laura, i'm getting a whole bunch of mods for my friend Indiscreet Today is her birthday, so if you have some to spare, see my journal for details. Thanks for the help!

    • JohnMandrake

      13 years ago

      fukin noob sk8er, u best be bakin up off my sister

    • Strong_sk8er

      13 years ago

      awsum 'dew pik

      2hot.gif awarded to SPICY_SWEETY for simply being 2 dam hot

      ladyspirit.gif awarded to SPICY_SWEETY for having so much spirit

    • FFACReno

      13 years ago

      i know =)
      its so cool

    • monkeyspank

      13 years ago

      Frikin right doggie...+2 for kick ass coolness

    • Chickenhwk

      13 years ago

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    • spicy_sweety

      13 years ago

      No worries scarface, i left a comment

    • scarface330

      13 years ago

      i made a funny in my jurnal pleez look

    • unico

      13 years ago

      HAppy New YEar GiRL!!!
      CUTEGIR.jpg

    • Indiscreet

      13 years ago

      Thanks for the add. Much appreciated.

    • Luigi_Flore

      13 years ago

      can u vote for me here i'd really appreciate it

    • Luigi_Flore

      13 years ago

      HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!! smiley0.gif

    • 1CalledSteve

      13 years ago

      Happy New Year Laura, enjoy it to the fullest extent!

    • scarface330

      13 years ago

      pleez look at my pics and my jurnal + coment on them or mod ?_?

    • spicy_sweety

      13 years ago

      lol glad u like my banner Indescreet, & i thank baby 4 that mikey ;D

    • JohnMandrake

      13 years ago

      damn skip, you got populer quik, i like what you did with yor profile, coddie is evryware

    • Indiscreet

      13 years ago

      Happy Holidays! By the way, that's great advice. Definatly take what you can get before you destroy.

    • PantherSea

      13 years ago

      Hope you had a stellar Christmas and have a Happy New Years!

    • Dwarf_Ninjas

      13 years ago

      hope you had a good christmas.
      Have a happy new year

    • Kumiho

      13 years ago

      Merry Christmas!

    • 1CalledSteve

      13 years ago

      Hey Laura! Just saying hi and nice new profile.

      Merry Christmas Laura!!! and anyone else who reads this for that matter!!!

    • vivesrlopez

      13 years ago

      hows it going?

    • vivesrlopez

      13 years ago

      will you be my friend?

    • BlindArchaic

      13 years ago

      what does Assasin Ass Kickers mean? oh yeah, yor profile is kool, awesome pictures

    • Dwarf_Ninjas

      13 years ago

      merry christmas spicy

    • Murf

      13 years ago

      thanx!! you can have what ever one you want

    • church0987

      13 years ago

      lol Thanks for the shiny fairy

    • Murf

      13 years ago

      hey thanx for the pic comment! hit me up some time!!

    • Deathsshadow

      13 years ago

      Yes cats do indeed rock thank you for the Comment

    • PantherSea

      13 years ago

      ohhh, she's pretty...
      can I have one? please?

    • 1CalledSteve

      13 years ago

      oh snap.... a shiny fairy... Watch out....

    • spicy_sweety

      13 years ago

      I did. Have a shiny fairy

      blond-fairy.gif

    • Lars_Albion

      13 years ago

      Please vote for me here.

    • ghostdynsty

      13 years ago

      cute x-mas pic

    • scarface330

      13 years ago

      will you piz piz vote for me at MisterRogers

    • PantherSea

      13 years ago

      Thanks for the add. :-D

    • blu_rookie

      13 years ago

      Vote in my journal....

    • scarface330

      13 years ago

      yo look at my jurnal you will think its funny and crool at the same time

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