squid207

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from everywhere and nowhere

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    • NEW PROFILE

      11 years ago

      squid207

      if anybody still looks here....new profile is butterflyeye. so holla at ya girl :P

    • i got a tattoo

      12 years ago

      squid207

      and no one seems to know what it is. i get that it looks like a m, but its not. why dont people know their zodiacs?

      i guess i really am weird

    • new year..new life

      12 years ago

      squid207

      finally. good stuff.

      new job. I officially started working at T.G.I. Fridays as a server. At the end of my fifth night on the floor, I am holding 500 dollars I made myself. Feels pretty damn good.

      New place. Me = Apartment shopping = Tomorrow. Hopefully everything goes well. Everyone says that I should hold out until I graduate, but at the rate that things are going, I'm going to end up in a psychiatric ward for murder by insanity if it goes on any longer. Or I'll just be diagnosed with manic depression and ODing on pain killers. So new place here I come!

      Last but not least: I have made my three new year's resolutions. I thought I'd share.
      1.I've decided to become a saver not a spender. I've been doing good so far. I've made 550 buck and 40 of it went to food over a few days. I hope this works.
      2. I'm not taking crap from people anymore. I'm not going to be a pushover because someone else believes that their life is more important than mine. This doesn't mean I'm going to become a complete and total bitch, running around ruining people's lives; I'm just not letting anyone else live MY life. Cause that's just what my life it...MINE.
      3. The best one is this: I decided to be happy. I'm taking the bad and the negatve out of my life. Slowly but surely of course. I'm just so tired of being miserable I decided to just be happy. I hope it works, because I could really use a lot of happy in my life.

      So that's it. A boring journal, yes I know. I just felt like giving a little insight into my new year. I would love to hear everyone else's as well. Happy new year and belated christmas.
      All the best.

      Cali Mari smiley0.gif

    • ima loser

      12 years ago

      squid207

      i have 420 friends. and i only talk to like 3 of them.
      haha ..... 420

    • yummay

      12 years ago

      squid207

      I love music

      it makes me feel

      especially when im numb

      from allergies that is

    • ok now that thats done

      12 years ago

      squid207

      i would really appreciate it if all of my friends would request to be the user

      broian

      as their friend. smiley0.gif

      but dont tell him i told you to. he only has four friends. it makes me sad smiley2.gif

      and i want to be happy smiley7.gif

    • Ocean Queen

      12 years ago

      squid207

      I want to be a Manta Ray
      and spend my day so gracefully
      with swift strokes of my pectoral fins
      my peaceful days would never end
      My life would be a mystery
      to even those who try to see
      where i go to rest and hide
      from researchers, from the outside
      and if i was a manta ray
      i'd never have a painful day
      because in my deep blue abyss
      there'd be nothing except happiness...

      weightless freedom

      ~Cali Mari

    • HALLOWEENER HAPPY!

      12 years ago

      squid207

      well...not so much. but i do think halloween is an interesting day. sadly enough it just makes me want to run over the mini devils and witches that skip down my street at 6:17 pm on my way home. oh my, i suppose i should apologize. i only want to get rid of evil. ha ha jk.

      another subject. question:

      why do girls insist on acting so stupid? i dont like the pics of girls kissing or showin their titays off to the world. its just a grasp for attention. there are so better ways for doing that. i understand you boys like em but they just piss me off. yea..



      actually i dont care
      i almost forgot it was halloween smiley4.gif

    • Just for Neatoburrito

      12 years ago

      squid207

      I needed a new journal, because its been such a long time
      so maybe i can try real hard and make this stupid thing rhyme
      My cat is on the end of my head
      and there is an ache inside my bed
      Im drop dead tired but I had a smoke
      so im tired and starting to choke
      My roses are the best smelling roses in town
      so turn that damn frown upside down
      so neatoburrito its just for you
      a brand new journal cause i like jews...ahahahahaha jew was the first thing that rhymed with you in my head, how bad

    • Death In Darkness, an old poem

      13 years ago

      squid207

      Sitting in the darkness
      No chance of seeing light
      stuck in a world of nothingness
      no day, there's only night
      Gunshots in the background
      yelling, screaming, crying
      I swear those words I hear
      are helpless victims dying
      A world where you must hide
      from everything you see
      you must protect yourself
      or from your flesh they'll feed
      You never really truly sleep
      you can not close your eyes
      you fear you'll be the next one
      to make the terrifying cries.
      Upon the predators lips will spread
      a kiss of painful death
      one kiss will take your life and soul
      will take your very breath
      So beware all of you people
      who in darkness you reside
      death me be upon your lips
      you are the next in line

      ~Cali

  • About Me

  • Comments (387)

    • Broian

      10 years ago

      We miss you severely!

    • abf89

      11 years ago

      Hey Cali :p
      It's been ages since we talked... Hope all is well. Drop me a line back sometime

    • exit

      12 years ago

      dream of californication

    • DeltaSniper

      12 years ago

      Congrats on graduating. smiley0.gif

      Sure just rub it in. smiley6.gif

    • sheeeillaaa

      12 years ago

      Squiddy

    • GeNoMe

      12 years ago

      http://rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/profile.php?uid=524370 go read my journal plz!!! :)

    • Broian

      12 years ago

      All is quiet on the Sqiwestern front......

    • DeltaSniper

      12 years ago

      I've been alright. I get to go to SOuthern Cali for 3 days so that's a good thing.

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hahaha, yeah I meant treating well yeah. So they wanted you to be a bartender? what? 21? you can be 18 and be a bartender....that's crap....those fuckars! Things here have been alright, nothing much has been going on but hey work is really great haha. Well glad to read that you got a new sn and I will have to im you someday........who knows when...but take care there

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      How's the waiting business teaching you?

    • DeltaSniper

      12 years ago

      Hey how have you been?

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well hmmm I guess I got to earn the goods to be able to speak to a gal like yourself, new phone you say? hahaha making that much money huh? Do you even have your own apartment yet? well if you ever do and play to have a apartment warming party, make sure to tell me about it and you will get soooo much vodak or jack or bean or anything for that matter well I guess I will hear from you later!

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      YES!, Hookah is friggin awesome! my friend has his own water bong or whatever they're called soo all I have to do is buy the flavor and go smoke it with him. Hmmm I understand about the crazy busy, they finally made me a waiter at movie tavern but right now i'm not getting the tips, so that sucks....I do all the work and the waiter that's "training" me gets the tip. Then there's school.....WHY DID I CHOSE BIOLOGY FOR A CLASS!....anyway well I love surprises and I can't wait for your name to show up on my phone smiley0.gif so hopefully hear from you soon...who knows when

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hey what's up? well maaaaaaaaan you should have called when you wrote me on here because I was home I just wasn't on RedvsBlue but I called you back but no answer again....hmmm well hey I got nothing going on tomorrow night so you can call then so then we can have our conversation! yes that will be fuuuuuuuuuuun! well I am going to sleep now so I will hopefully talk to you tomorrow

    • dude_stud

      12 years ago

      You need to some by and say hi more often.

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    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well that's too bad about the password well can't remember it then you can't remember, all well maybe make a new one? hahahah soo yeah I just realized something well women here are pretty much crazy here so hahahah yeah, those crazy bitchs they like being treated like shit, Hmmm and I thought being nice and sweet would work boy was I WRRRROOONG. Hmmmm so I guess things are working well in the waiting industry, well my job didn't let me become a waiter until after the holiday so i'm pissed about that but shit happens. So apartment shopping is going alright so parents driving you crazy? haha well sorry that has to suck but surely things will get better. Hahahaha don't worry about taking up space, screw the other comments! they weren't from you so Fuck'em to tears I tell you what! hahaha soooo Hmmmm I don't know what else to say so well I will have to call you sometime in the middle of the night and see how that goes hmm maybe sometime sooooooooon hahaha that will be a fun conversation. Well sleep time is coming soon so I better go off. well don't be a stranger around here cya cali or squid.

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well I said "cya later" hahaha I dont see how that means "i'm never going to talk to you" well sorry but that's never going to happen so better get use to me. Well my jounral is just a screwed up story.......now I remember why I don't date....but getting away from there, i'm good. I just want school to start so I can get that done and over. How's the new job? making some money there? and the apartment shopping? how's that going? O yea I sent you some texts before, did you ever get those? Well your doing good in your part of texas and I will write to you later.........and try to remember the password to aim.

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hey its been awhile....soo you forgot your aim password....well that sucks,

      Well things here have been alright...just waiting for school to start so i will have something to do joy,

      The flu? that sucks.....welll I hope you get feeling better soon and how's working at TGIF?.....dumbasses annoying you yet?

      Well I hope things are going good over in your part...cya later

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well I sent it on christmas day but you didn't sign on soooo yep and also happy new year to you too. hahaha ahhh serving dumbasses is always fun......things could be better and how about yourself?

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Merry Christmas Dollface....wish I could be there

    • UB3R_FRY

      12 years ago

      Merry Christmas!
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    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well Hey I do feel special about that dollface..........FUCK THE REST OF YA THAT DON"T TRY TO be FRIENDS!....you ask but don't bring!

    • Nightmar3

      12 years ago

      hahaha nooo!

      you're never around here, and if you got banned, you'd be gone even LONGER.

      and nobody wants that.

    • Nightmar3

      12 years ago

      hahaha it took me two years and 4 temp bans to become featured user, you'll get there ;]

      whats up

    • dude_stud

      12 years ago

      Your a flower, because I said you were the most beautiful one of all?

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    • DeltaSniper

      12 years ago

      I want to go there and see the monument.

    • exit

      12 years ago

      i am ok. just working alot and going to school. uts junda a sad we dont talk anymore. oh well.

    • Nightmar3

      12 years ago

      heh, it made sense. but wouldn't that mean that you're reeeeeally unique?

    • Nightmar3

      12 years ago

      haha actually i appreciate that you didn't delete me since we've been outta touch. not a lot's been happening, just sitting around playing UNO, girlfriend, sports, all that good stuff.

      there's somebody that goes to my school that reminds me of you, like, EXACTLY like you. she's hot too. :D

    • Nightmar3

      12 years ago

      we haven't talked in forrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrever. how's it been.

    • roadkill3214

      12 years ago

      hey

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hahaha i'm glad to see i'm not the only person that can't sleep

    • Phantasm99

      12 years ago

      Hey just thought I would see if things have gotten any better...

    • exit

      12 years ago

      Hello,been a while, how are you doing?

    • BlackMonsta

      12 years ago

      Hey Cali how's it goin?

    • lickalot

      12 years ago

      hey!! havnt talked 2 you in a wile hows life?

    • Phantasm99

      12 years ago

      Well you will have to let me know what you end up doing for your 18th...You should actually come up here to Canada so you can drink as well...

    • Phantasm99

      12 years ago

      The first thing that comes to mind for your festival would be to call it the Calival...what do you think?

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hmmmm gatorade does sound good right about now and thanks for the caring ness yeeeeeees ahhh a movie? what movie to watch? hmmm Bookdock Saints? or a comedy hmmmmm but yeah i'm about to go lay down for abit....maybe later who knows..

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well hmmm a shitness day shouldn't have happen to one that is called you, hmmm that really had to suck waking up like that.....we have all been there....FUCK THAT SHIT!...haha yeah...hmmm naps are always good..its fun to wake up when its dark and having no idea what day it is...ahhh fun times. Well on this evening my head is killing me and nothing seems to work.......damn it...

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well Hello there one that is not might should surely dang yes indeed not ugly? suure never at all...I have a headacher and I just made it worst.....DAMN IT...anyway well thought I would drop by and say "how are you" sense you just sorta care for those and to make sure that the shitt-ness of the day isnt happening!....well hopefully well I guess I will chat with ya later.....cya

    • BlackMonsta

      12 years ago

      Good morning

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hahahaha well like I said before.....I know what you mean....ALOT of fun will make things better for sure.....but an even greater amount of fun is better....hmmm can't wait to go down and see you

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Really you were? well i'm happy that I have made you feel better about the day and don't worry it only goes up from here.

      Well like I told you before "that's why I am here" to anyone I care feel better...makes me feel good to know I have helped

      Well you think its fun now in your head wait until the weekend after thanksgiving then the REAL fun can begin

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      hmm That will work out gooooooooood. I will leave here in the morning and be there by the afternoon or sooner!.....SweeT! saturday night!!....o0o0o0o how I have missed the night and the joys that come with it...hmmm breakfast sounds great. EVEN CHURCH! whoa that's going to be a fuuuuuun weekend. you're a angel? well I will try not to temp you soo much....well maybe alittle just to have some fun. smiley0.gif

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well I am glad that a party sounds like a fun-ness and it will be yay joy dance dance!! hahah yeah would should stop that...my head is killing me....TOO MUCH Thinking!....argh but it was we should do that again wink wink hint hint.....

      o0o0o0o man...so when are you free? weekend after thanksgiving?

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      REALLY NOW! Because I was sorta developing thought / like-ness for that which is you a beautiful girl that I think I might wanna dance with on the sun one day but then maybe not well hope about the moon? does that sound better? sorta think that I might actually do feel for which is that you are cute he ha ho.......now my head hurts.....no no no that's your money...I got my mine....we're party in a hotel whooa whooooa!!...how fun......hmmm weekend before sure that will be fine

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Well Sweet getting pumped is fun! and hey your getting a "hug" now too soo be prepared...also play your cards right never know what else you'll get! Ahhh I kinda sorta almost wish i do feel the same way about you. Now that's original! hahaha...sweet I just did on your pictures haha great minds think alike.

      o0o0o man....the weekend after that? remember great things come in do time but also will I need to find a place to sleep or my car!....I haven't slept in there in a long time....ahhhh good old days

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Hmmm well maybe if you say so MAYBE I just might and that wasn't lame at all....it was cute.....very cute indeed yes!!......well i'm glad your excited about your "sup" now you're also getting a "how are you?" o0o0o alright hahaha...

      Hahahaha i know right? I find it very funny too because they aren't clever at all....it kind gets old fast "OMG YOUR HOTT!" "YOU'RE SEXY!" i hate to sound like a prick but it does and it goes for chicks on here too so I try to be clever in my comments.....its doesn't work out sometimes....dang.....

    • Slevin

      12 years ago

      Alright i'll make sure to get one before I go hmm i'll just stay for the weekend come in fri leave sun and don't worry I will say "hey" to you, you're the season why coming soo of course I will and maybe more....there might even be a "sup"

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