stalinz_pet

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from North Massapequa, NY

  • Activity

    • aim pro 4/1

      11 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      I've lived in darkness a long time. Over the years my eyes adjusted until the dark became my world and I could see.

      When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
      Cause Ima piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
      It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit' the goodie-goodies
      Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
      Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
      I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion

      I can mingle with the stars & throw a party on Mars
      I am a prisoner locked up behind Xanax bars
      I have just boarded a plane without a pilot
      And violets are blue
      Roses are red
      Daisies are yellow
      The flowers are dead
      Wish I can give you this feeling that I feel like buying
      And if my dealer don’t have no more, then I feel like dying

      Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart thro
      God knows that I'll do anything for a part 2
      Hard to be friends for the day you come back to me
      Sayin that you forgive me
      give me another chance I'm needing it like a kidney
      I don’t wana advance
      give me back her hands give me back her touch
      I don’t ask for much, but I fucked up
      I know I fucked up, I admit I fucked up, but everybody fucks up

      I remember the love right after the fights
      u can’t tell me you don’t remember those nights
      And if I would cry, you would cry twice
      To me you were the brightest star under sunlight
      Take away my title, take away my strength
      And give me back my girl and you give me back my life
      See this is just a nightmare so I blink twice
      Open up my eyes hoping she’d be in my sight
      I remember the time I wish I can bring it back

    • old aim pro

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      "Does God want goodness or the choice of goodness? Is a man who chooses to be bad perhaps in some way better than a man who has the good imposed upon him?"
      Another memory and I'm asking myself
      why cant I let the past be the past.
      Once and for all take a hold of the future
      And not let it control what I aspire to have.
      I see where my decisions have brought me
      Whats done is done and its time to start again
      Can't let it tear me in two or waste me away
      I gotta believe
      Cause this is now
      How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
      This is now
      If I control myself I control my destiny.
      What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am
      There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on
      I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive
      I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied

      Slow down this is slippin' trough my mind,
      This conversation has run out of time.
      Honey I know you know what I mean,
      And that's the one thing that you soon will find.
      I know that you really wanna go,
      My mind is runnin' outta gas just relax,
      And recap, and relapse.
      Tonight, my bodies jumpin' and I,
      Go through the motions and I'm leaving on this journey,
      Maybe someday I'll come running home to you.
      I don't wanna see the day, my words cannot make it safe.
      Her heart in my hands, it's too bad, no regrets...
      I don't wanna see the day, her tears are falling on my grave.
      This is my one chance, to take back, no regrets...
      Let's go! I just wanna let you know,
      This situation leaves me outta breath.
      We'll drive till the love that's in your eyes,
      Drops to the ground and unravels like a thread...
      I know that you really wanna go,
      I only think about her, must get to her, cannot lose her.
      You know that I will not let this die,
      Life support systems and my mind on
      Rewind and rewind and rewind...

      See some young brothers give her tongue,
      lick between her legs and try to get her sprung,
      that aint the tips oohhh no,
      you stupid mother fuckers whats wrong with ya'll,
      it dont take all that to get that hoe,
      and if you cant get her, say trick that hoe,
      cuz when ya come up she'll be jockin',
      on the front door man she'll be knockin',
      when you let her in,
      it's straight to the covers,
      thats the way it go,
      believe me brotha,
      I've been through it all

      I <3 Sam
      Love of two is one

      yeah you're pretty good looking
      oh yeah
      you're pretty good looking
      yes you're pretty good looking
      oh yeah
      for a girl
      lots of people in this world
      but I want to be your boy
      to me that thought is sounding so absurd
      and I don't wanna be your toy
      cause you're pretty good looking for a girl
      my future's wide open
      but this feeling's still gonna linger on
      until I know everything I need to know now

      Every now and again we all need to get a little "fancy."
      -Les Claypool

      OZZFEST 2007 thursday 8/16 PNC Bank Arts Center, Holmdel, NJ

    • old aim profile

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      My friends are so depressed
      I feel the question
      Of your loneliness
      Confide... 'cause I'll be on your side
      You know I will, you know I will

      I love all of you
      Hurt by the cold
      So hard and lonely too
      When you don't know yourself

      My friends are so distressed
      And standing on
      The brink of emptiness
      No words... I know of to express
      This emptiness

      Imagine me taught by tragedy
      Release is peace
      I heard a little girl
      And what she said
      Was something beautiful
      To give... your love
      No matter what

      "Man is an evasive beast, given to cultivating strange notions about himself. He is humiliated by his simian ancestry, and tries to deny his animal nature, to persuade himself that he is not limited by its weaknesses nor concerned in its fate. And this impulse may be harmless, when it is genuine. But what are we to say when we see the formulas of heroic self-deception made use of by unheroic self-indulgence? What are we to say when we see asceticism preached to the poor by fat and comfortable retainers of the rich? What are we to say when we see idealism become hypocrisy, and the moral and spiritual heritage of mankind twisted to the knavish purposes of class-cruelty and greed? What I say is--Bootstrap-lifting!"

      I hurt myself today
      To see if I still feel
      I focus on the pain
      The only thing that's real
      The needle tears a hole
      The old familiar sting
      Try to kill it all away
      But I remember everything

      I NEVER NEEDED ANYBODY'S HELP IN ANY WAY.
      BUT NOW THESE DAYS ARE GONE, I'M NOT SO SELF ASSURED,
      NOW I FIND I'VE CHANGED MY MIND I'VE OPENED UP THE DOORS.
      HELP ME IF YOU CAN, I'M FEELING DOWN
      AND I DO APPRECIATE YOU BEING AROUND.
      HELP ME GET MY FEET BACK ON THE GROUND


      Suddenly, I viddied what I had to do, and what I had wanted to do, and that was to do myself in; to snuff it, to blast off for ever out of this wicked, cruel world. One moment of pain perhaps and, then, sleep forever, and ever and ever.

      Sometimes you have to put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down

      I love Sam <3
      It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
      It sounds so sweet
      Coming from the lips of an angel
      Hearing those words it makes me weak
      And I never wanna say goodbye

      How I long for Yesterday,
      And it's Blissful Mystery of Today.
      For Today was a Dark day.
      Full of Misery and helplessness,
      Embodied with Pain and Anguish.
      Though as I look onto Tomorrow,
      I think of Today as a Past day,
      Lost of Joy and replaced with Sorrow.
      And I realize Tomorrow is my Last day.
      Oh how I Wish for Yesterday.

      The Truth is always Hidden in Illusion, it's up to the receiver to be able to look passed the Deception and Manipulation of what they are being told and pull from it what is true. Only problem is that human nature causes people to believe what the Want to rather than what they Need to.

    • So ya xmas was ok...

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      i got a 360, a vision cam, GoW, ad yea thats basically it. besides a lot of money. so yea now i have a few new gamertags, including..... kAoSx SeVeReD ....... Stalinz P3t(my original) ...... JulieHasAids ..........so yea those are the 3 accounts i play on now, feel free to send me an fr

    • Wow u guys r NOOBS with a capital "N"

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      That fucking halo 3 trailer wasnt even that good, stfu and learn what a trailer is supposed to do. Yea the graphic were good but have u ever played gears of war? exactly, shut the FUCK up


      ~and here comes the hate mail...BRING IT!

    • another cool poem

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      There is a joy that banishes all reason,
      An ecstasy so vast it has no shore,
      A craving that devours all decision,
      A lust for nothingness that lusts for more.
      There are angels in pursuit of pain
      Who take Satanic pride in degradation,
      Who'll drag you down the hill and back again
      Hosanna-ing your sweet humiliation.
      Just like a fire fanned by a hot, dry wind,
      Or like a flood that sweeps away all will,
      This wall of pleasure leaves no one behind,
      No sign of life where all one loves lies still.
      So does the soul in anguish hate the joy
      That soothes the hate that does the soul destroy.

    • cool poem just thought id post it

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      Amongst the flowers I
      am alone with my pot of wine
      drinking by myself; then lifting
      my cup I asked the moon
      to drink with me, its reflection
      and mine in the wine cup, just
      the three of us; then I sigh
      for the moon cannot drink,

      and my shadow goes emptily along
      with me never saying a word;
      with no other friends here, I can
      but use these two for company;
      in the time of happiness, I
      too must be happy with all
      around me; I sit and sing
      and it is as if the moon

      accompanies me; then if I
      dance, it is my shadow that
      dances along with me; while
      still not drunk, I am glad
      to make the moon and my shadow
      into friends, but then when
      I have drunk too much, we
      all part; yet these are

      friends I can always count on
      these who have no emotion
      whatsoever; I hope that one day
      we three will meet again,
      deep in the Milky Way.

    • ello

      12 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      whats up guys? its been awhile since ive been on. so ya how has every1 been

    • today...

      13 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      ok well today is my birthday YAY me..last night was awesome for those of you who were wondering...and today we are goin out to eat for my bday and then coming home for cake and stuff, im happy today which isnt really normal for me since i am normally pissed on my birthday but w/e, gtg so ill bbl

    • My Bday tomorow...

      13 years ago

      stalinz_pet

      ok well my birthday is tomorow YAY and today i have a date with an amazing girl i cant wait this weekend is gunna be amazing...and umm i have no mod points :( maybe for my bday i will get sum???? who knows but w/e bbl peace

  • About Me

  • Comments (207)

    • Overkill6666

      12 years ago

      I havent seen you on RvB much, what u been up to?

    • 2lazy2cair

      12 years ago

      xDOKx is no more overkill abanded it

    • Overkill6666

      12 years ago

      IF YOU WERE KILLED TOMORROW, I WOULDNT GO TO YOUR FUNERAL 'CAUSE I'D BE IN JAIL FOR KILLING THE MOTHA FUCKER THAT KILLED YOU!


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      WE'RE TRUE HOMIES
      WE RIDE TOGETHER
      WE DIE TOGETHER
      Send this "Gun" to everyone you care about, including me, if you care. See how many times you get this, if you get a 10 your a TRUE HOMIE....

    • Overkill6666

      12 years ago

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      Hey Im having a small Christmas party in my journal, we got a few Halo2 vids, some Dave Scapell show, some Gears of War Gifs, alot of Christmas decorations, to decorate your profile with, and alot of Free presents. Your welcome to join us, If you wanna come, just click on the door below..

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    • Martinez22

      12 years ago

      Read my current journal to save the Holy relic of man!!!

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      WTF!?! all my mod points are gone! i didnt use them, but they are just gone! i had 50! wtf happened!?

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      man, it must hurt for you to breath?

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      thats horrible, the worst i ever had was breaking both my legs and one foot...dont even ask, you wouldnt belive me if i told you, it invosives, animals and stairs

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      yo, i heard about the surgory, wat r u in for? oh ya, hi

    • annoying2u12

      12 years ago

      yea he said the same to me but he was right we are on the some team but come to think of it I really dont think I really ever got to play with you online a lot .

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      lol

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      i also have a paintball gun, its really exspenise, cost like 2k, but man was it worth it! i go paintballing everweekend and on P.D. days

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      holy shit you have a gernade attachmen?!? arnt those ileagle? and i do have a real gun, but i dont use it, its for self deffence incase of a break in, its just a little revolver, really powerfull and loud, the pelite gun is really good though becuz its pritty big buelts, not the circle type,..........wateva, my mom hates anything that can be a weapon, my dad is the only one who lets me have have 1, thats why i keep it at my dads, my mom doesnt even know i have 1! lol

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      me two, i go hunting, mostly squrals when im in my bak yard or when im in the forest 2mins from my house, but when i go upnorth with my dad, i get a few, well, the ones i shoot at, (im talking i get 1 everytrip, no room in car for anymore, lol), i also have a SMG that i shhot when im in th forest, i dont aim at any thing, i just shoot every where hoping to hit sumthing, lol, ive wasted so many pelets

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      why does one of us have to be the better sniper? cant we both be the same? i belive you on wat you said, but ill say it again, all i do in halo is snipe, nothing else, im an amazing shot in real life and in the gaming world, i snipe with my air soft gun when i fight my freinds in the forest, thats just one of my examples

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      but we are gunna have to have the fight in like 3 weeks cuz my xbox is at my dads........and im at my moms

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      well, i have 2, ether Ass Master, but since im facing you ill use Gorgon, wat do you mean the best? your probably better at close comabt and lots of other stuff, but im one hell of a good sniper, i dont use anyother wepion when i play multiplayer

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      overkill sent me to chanllenge you to sniper match on lockout, score to 25, on xbox live

    • ep905

      12 years ago

      lol

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      hey

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      and to nodhawk, wat 'great country' r u talking about?

    • Gorgon

      12 years ago

      forgot to add you

    • Dman82

      12 years ago

      Well just go through my profile. I'm sure there's always new developments that I've gone through.

    • Dman82

      12 years ago

      Hey man hows it going?

      It's been a while.

    • nodhawk

      12 years ago

      Hey dude, our troops are over there because they took an oath to do whatever it takes to protect this nation. When they took the oath(something that your little mind could never understand) they swear that when ever their nation needed them they will stand and go to the call. Also if you have not been paying attention those are real people not fake crap the government comes up with. REAL people die to protect your sorry ass and give you the right to bitch about stuff you don't even know. So if I was you I would shut up and think about all those men and women who do something for everyone and next time you see them give them a thanks for protecting this great country.

    • Journal

      12 years ago

      This is Mr_Patriotic.

      Thanks for being cool man.

      Although I hardly talked to you what you said in the journal (Nicks) meant a lot.

      I could careless about what IAC says or anyone else. They hated me and the forever will.

      But thanks again. Have a great day and may God Bless you.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      12 years ago

      dude. shutup.

      IAC is a respected member, and if you are going to criticize him for his own opinion..that's messed up.

      STOP

    • dsman

      12 years ago

      i've been busy playing alot of different games
      latest one i've pasted is fear extraction points
      if u want to see how it ends read my latest jurnal

    • stalinz_pet

      12 years ago

      ooo im so afraid, o no let me go cry in my little corner ...i hate bitches like that

    • IAMCHURCH

      12 years ago

      You know what? You have no clue what you are talking about. I used to be his friend, but he started blaming his problems on me. Once he was banned, he came back with a bunch of fake accounts calling me names and insulting me, so you need to shut the fuck up about me expressing my opinion on something that you have no background information on. Leave me another comment like that spouting off your idiotic mind, and I will block you and talk to someone who has the power to remove you. See my friends you jackass.

    • coheed12

      12 years ago

      hey can u vote for me here please, you can vote 2 time a day too, remember to do this every day till the contest ends!

    • NuRdRMsZ

      12 years ago

      Yah, it's fine.

      there is nothing cool about it, but RvB has no mods for emotion..or sorrow.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      12 years ago

      P.S. how the fuck did that get +10 cool, nothing about that is cool, its upsetting, depressing and potentially heart breaking, WTF!?


      If you read the first few posts in my current journal you will see they weren't there because it's cool, it's there because it's supposed to make me happier.

    • dsman

      12 years ago

      sup

    • CAP288

      13 years ago

      leader for what squad

    • Irondragon

      13 years ago

      2377ss.jpg check out my journal. Spread the word

    • C4B00S3

      13 years ago

      yah

    • C4B00S3

      13 years ago

      i live complete oppisite, in Spokane Washington ,,,, (if you watch Dog bites Man its where that show "takes place") ...

      yeah.. lol i live near.. no one cept my gf and brother

    • C4B00S3

      13 years ago

      yeha, well its was.. very interesting i would agree.. yet .. yeah just interesting lol.. i only knew.. kinda Nick.. and Morgan thats it

    • C4B00S3

      13 years ago

      hey this is gordongsiii from aim


      whats up?

    • Dokiman

      13 years ago

      You said:

      y'kno i think ima take that comment back there is no way that is a school in iraq, the women arent covered up and the actually have desk, o yea i went there

      It could very well be a school in Iraq. Not all women in Iraq are all covered up, only the Muslim women are. There are lots of Christian people here and their women don't cover themselves up. All the Iraqi schools I saw here have desks. Spread the knowledge.

    • ikillnazis

      13 years ago

      Im having a friends list clean out, comment in my journal if you want to stay

    • coheed12

      13 years ago

      sup man
      zelda.jpg

    • omegaprime

      13 years ago

      Stalinz_pet, please read my journal pertaining the Mandalorian Super Commandos

    • AnimeAllie

      13 years ago

      Will you please vote for me here??

      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/profile.php?uid=390040

      Thanx!! <33333...BTW..I added you to my watch list..

    • ghettokid007

      13 years ago

      hey wat up? im rly,rly,rly,rly,rly,rly,rly,rly bored!!!!!!

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Hiya,

      Check out the comp that Pixie has set up on my profile images... I would like to point out that this is ENTIRELY her idea and she will be punished later!!! Also, the person who complies the most will receive a personalised pic for themselves!!!! lol.

      Pix say:

      "Go on, you know you want to!!!! Muwah!! xxx"

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      lol. Fair enough... accurate too! lol

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      "...and she kinda has a rock star look, it wouldnt have been my first thought tho"... so what do you mean by that? lol

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Pixie is her nick name! lol. So what would ur first thought be? Come on! Be honest... she CAN'T be offended!! lol

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