suicidal_sal

Female
from Bradbury, CA

    • suicidal_sal

      I Have a Tumor (update)

      8 years ago

      Well, my doctor says that I'm not ready for the surgery, she says that I have too much prolactin for my surgery, because of the anti-psychotics that I was taking, which made my tumor worse and my hormones more off balance. I've been taking blood test for my endocrinologist and if not for her, my psychiatrist, if not for her, my regular doctor, it sucks, but it's not like I'm afraid of blood and there's no pain, except that it's a pain in the ass.

      I'm going to Mexico for Christmas, I'm leaving on Saturday, and I'll finish off Channukah on the road.

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      I Have a Tumor

      9 years ago

      Well, today I found out that I have a tumor in my pituitary gland. It's benign, and will be taken out soon enough, talk about a tough day, I almost had a heart attack. As if my health wasn't bad enough... Thanks fo listening.

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      pics AND MOD PROPOSAL!!!

      9 years ago

      I'LL GIVE 3 MODS FOR EVERY 2MODS THAT YOU GIVE ME, YOU HAVE TO TELL ME WHO YOU ARE, PREFERABLY ON THIS JOURNAL'S PICS, THANKS!!!BTW, YOU CAN ONLY GIVE MODS TWICE!!!
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    • suicidal_sal

      Did someone ask to be my friend????

      9 years ago

      Well, I logged in today and I got a new friend request, but when I clicked nothing really happened it just took me to my conversations. If someone asked to be my friend please don't hesitate to ask again!

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      Suicidal Tendencies (it's a band BTW)

      9 years ago

      Suicidal Failure

      Father forgive me for I know not what I do
      I tried everything, but I'll leave it up to you
      I don't want to live, I don't know why
      I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

      I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
      I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

      I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
      I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire
      I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
      I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done

      I took all my mothers sleeping pills
      I jumped off a freeway bridge
      I drank three kinds of poison
      And drove my car off a ridge
      I beat myself with a bat
      Put a noose around my head
      I overdosed on heroin
      But I'm still not dead

      Death may not be the answer, it can't be all that great
      But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate
      By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
      I want to start my second life now
      So shoot me with your gun


      Suicide's An Alternative

      Sick of people - no ones real
      Sick of chicks - they're all bitches
      Sick of you - you're too hip
      Sick of life - it sucks

      Suicide's an alternative

      Sick of trying - what's the point
      Sick of talking - no one listens
      Sick of listening - it's all lies
      Sick of thinking - just end up confused
      Sick of moving - never get no where
      Sick of myself - don't wanna live
      Sick and tired - and no one cares
      Sick of life - it sucks

      Sick of politics - for the rich
      Sick of power - only oppresses
      Sick of government - full of tyrants
      Sick of school - total brainwash
      Sick of music - top 40 sucks
      Sick of myself - don't wanna live
      Sick and tired - and no one cares
      Sick of life - it sucks

    • suicidal_sal

      Anti-Valentines Day

      9 years ago

      I found an e-card that said...
      I hate Valentines Day! Who invented this crappy holiday anyways? Probably some love crazed loser with nothing better to do. It's like some freakin' heart shaped nightmare... candy hearts here and balloon hearts there, pink and red hearts--I hate hearts! And this cupid guy... I wanna beat the crap out of that little weirdo, flying around like some giant gnat in a loincloth takin' pot shots at people with his little love arrows. What if people don't want to be in love? I mean who does he thinks he is making people all gah gah against their will? And the music! Do you hear that? I wanna puke when I hear that crap. Enough with the music already! Hello, hello, I'm about to puke over here. Pukin' over here! God this holiday makes me sick. Well... anyways... have a nice February 14th ( but not a Happy Valentines Day... I hate Valentines Day!)

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      Institutionalized, again

      9 years ago

      Well, the reason that I was away for a couple of days is that I was put in a mental hospital(again) , for DTS(danger to self) and DTO(danger to others). Because I was going to kill my father (again). But now, I'm back! from outer space they just walked in to see that sad look upon my face... duh,duh doo, doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo I WILL SURVIVE, I WILL SURVIVE, YEAH YEAH...

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      Back from Vacation

      9 years ago

      Well, I'm back (not that anybody cares...). Anyways, I spent the whole time listening to my new iriver (yay, iriver!)

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      Going away for the New Years

      9 years ago

      Well, since I love to party (NOT!) I'm going to Ensenada, Mexico for the New Years. Sucks for me 'cause I don't like to go. It's not fair 'cause my brothers get to stay over here, sucks. FUCK THIS SHIT!!!

    • suicidal_sal

      Nice guys don't always finish last

      9 years ago

      Nice guys don't always finish last
      .....To every guy that says I love you.
      -To every guy that opens doors.
      -To every guy that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road and push her out of the way.
      -To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
      -To every guy that said, "Sex can wait."
      -To every guy that said, "You're beautiful."
      -To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
      -To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (And even a stuffed animal perhaps).
      -To every guy who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
      -To every guy that said he would die for her.
      -To every guy that really would.
      -To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
      -To every guy that treated her like a princess.
      -To every guy that cried in front of her.
      -To every guy that she cried in front of.
      -To every guy that holds hands with her.
      -To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
      -To every guy that hugs her when shes sad.
      -To every guy who would give their jacket up.
      -To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
      - To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
      -To every guy that would give his seat up.
      -To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
      -To every guy that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
      -To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
      -To every guy who told his secrets to her.
      -To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breathe.
      -To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
      -To every guy that believed in her dreams.
      -To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
      -To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
      -To every guy that wasnt just trying to get laid.
      -To every guy that actually listened.

      ---*To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.

      This one is for you.

      -----If you are a nice guy repost this: Title; "nice guys finish last"-------

      -----If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to encompass even a few of these things.....repost it with "nice guys don't always finish last"

  • About Me

    Sweet Jesus! I come back after about 4 years, and I realize how much of a dumb ass I was in high school. Me = FAIL

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  • Comments (175)

    • ediblepoison

      ediblepoison

      7 years ago

      You kick ass, sorry to hear about the toumor. Could I get a friend request? I also support good grammar, but I can't spell worth a damn.

    • Kakashi220

      Kakashi220

      7 years ago

      Lol. I dislocated my knee and they sent me home half way through boot camp.

    • Kakashi220

      Kakashi220

      7 years ago

      Yo

    • i_r_caboos

      i_r_caboos

      8 years ago

      Hey!
      How are you?

    • GigasViking

      GigasViking

      8 years ago

      Just a quick FYI to let you know that after 2 MONTHS I got the egyptian translator done! I am more relieved than ever now that the "bee-otch" (that's the name of the air freshener in the car used in the new Transformers movie) is done =)

      My newest journal entry covers the details you can check out sometime.

    • i_r_caboos

      i_r_caboos

      8 years ago

      Waking up in the hospital bed. Scared cause I cant move. I asked the doctor whats going on. He said it happened all at school. He told me......"Your friend had a problem with some people and almost got himself shot. But a good friend like you was there to jump in front. Luckily you didnt die. Your going to be ok".............Now I think to myself Im happy I took That bullet for you. Because it would've hurt even more to see you lying in this hospital bed. Send this to 6 girls and 6 boys you know for sure you'll ride or die for...

    • i_r_caboos

      i_r_caboos

      8 years ago

      Long time no talk.

    • monsterr

      monsterr

      8 years ago

      yeah! save the vowels.

    • GigasViking

      GigasViking

      8 years ago

      Thx! You know...when I made those two translators I thought I'd be taking a break from making the 3rd one, LOL. The 3rd translator is going to be one for translating into hieroglyphics...which I've started collecting old books for doing research. So it looks like I'll have the 3rd translator up soon!

      Hope all is going great with you (noticed your J entry) =)

    • i_r_caboos

      i_r_caboos

      8 years ago

      Hey, how are you?