super_soaker

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from Gold Coast. for now

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    • 7 years ago

      super_soaker
    • More events.

      10 years ago

      super_soaker

      working heaps, I had a performance review that lasted for like 5 minutes, wich was basically my boss saying "Yeah, you aren't terrible at your job". Then a whale watching company took all of the work guys out on the water, to say thankyou for all of the recomends we've been making, so that was a pretty cool day.

      Oh yeah, and my little brother got so stressed out that he walked down to the hospital and checked himself into the psych ward. He's been inside for one week, when I visit him I talk to him like he's in prison, "Whats it like in the big house?" etc. I take him out a couple times a week on day pass. Through seeing what he's going through I realise that I suffer from the exact same thing as him, and I think everyone in my family does. It's like anxiety attacks. Josh gets so stressed out he cant think, my little sister developed fibro mialga (Phantom muscle pains) my older brother is a workahollic, my dad druggs himself into a stupor, and my mum is just nutty. Last night when dropping josh off at the nutthouse he told me that i'm the most well gronded person in the family, which is amazing because everyone expected the oposite with what I've had to put up with in my life. I told him "Everything that I do helps me deal with my anxiety." And I went on to explain to him how some people love me, and others hate me, because I'm honest and an asshole alot of the time. I don;t abide people being fake arround me, and even when I'm talking shit, I'm being honest to myself. If I cared what other people thought of me I'd probably become suicidal, So instead I don;t give two fucks what anyone else thinks about me, and everyday I remind myself how awesome I am.

      Signing Off, your glorious leader, His imperial magesty,
      Nick (The conquoror of the universe).

    • Time For an Updat

      10 years ago

      super_soaker

      So... Working heaps...

      Partying hard!!

      Today I had to tell a girl who had feelings for me that I didn't share them. Because... Saturday was my friend Haileys 21st party, she has been trying to hook me up with a friend of hers that I met once. So I come along to the party and all of her uni friends are there, the party is pumpin, me and my little brother look like pimps, and I try and talk to kelly, but she basically ignores me all night, so I end up talking to another girl because she's all into cyberpunk derivatives like me. Now I find out from one of kellys uni friends that she's told them all that we are a couple... despite the fact that I've only met her the once and we texted each other for about two weeks, the main content of the texts being "how you going" and the response "good". Now I don;t feel anything for her, at all. I don;t know her, every conversation I have with her is me talking and her responding with single word answers. Haily keeps telling me how much she likes me, but I've never picked up so much as a single signal of this from her. I tried to go out with her on at least one date so that I could at least know weather there was anything there, despite the fact that I had no phisical, or mental attration to this girl. So we met up for lunch today... kind of. I met her at Aussie Fair (For you americans thats 'the mall') for lunch only she had already eaten, so we walked arround a few shops and she didin't say a single thing to me in the half hour we were there, so that afternoon I talked to my friend lincoln and told him "I'm not going to try anymore... this girl supposedly likes me despite the fact that we don;t know each other, and every effort I make to get to know her she resists, so I'm just not going to try anymore." He suggested I tell her that I break up with her even though we have never been going out, so I told her "I don't want a relationship." and she called me a jerk.

      With all due respect to women out there... "Bitches be crazy"

    • YOU SHIT ME TO TEARS!

      10 years ago

      super_soaker

      I decided that since people are reading my journal entrys I might try and keep you a little better updated than I have recently.

      Firstly, they fired a crap ton of people at my work. My supervisor goes off to a meeting, and sadly just didn't come back. All told 24 people lost their jobs, I was honestly supprised at end of day when I found out that I am keeping my job. I was almost looking forward to getting fired, my brother already extended the invite to go live in the country with him, so I might have to quit.
      Second to that, the debacle that I call my personal life is probably due for an update. So Kelly is the girl who told her BFF, who is my BFF's GF that she wants to be my GF. I think she's alright, but shes way into playing and watching sport, specifically football, and things like that, and I'm really really not... I much prefer curling up by the fire with a good book. So I asked her if she wanted to catch up this week, I don;t want to lead her on, but I really haven't spent much time with her, and maybe she's not all bad, regardlessly as long as I'm mates with linc and hailey, she'll be in the picture, so we might aswell all be friends.
      And I told Leiza that I really enjoyed running into her, and that even after all of this time I still think she's an amazing girl. Her response was sweet, but not too encouraging. I believe her exact line was "I do really enjoy your friendship." Which is odd, because besides the party last weekend, I haven't seen her for a year... I mean if we were friends who enjoyed doing things her statement wouldn;t raise alarm, but since we don;t it might as well be saying "Fuck off" because girls use the friendship thing as an excuse to not pursue meaningful relationships all the time.
      The only thing I have to say about it is... You shit me to tears.

    • Friends, Countrymen, Romans,

      10 years ago

      super_soaker

      I know I don't post journals much, but I don't have anyone else to talk to about this... at all.

      So I get an e-mail from an old friend Samantha inviting me to her birthday party, now it isn't a bulk e-mail, it's a personal "Nick, are you comming to my party, you'd better!" E-mail, despite the fact that I haven't talked to her in almost a year and a half, on account of stopping going to the same church as her.
      So I go along and there are a heap of people I used to know from my old church, and a heap of people who have started going to that chuch since I left, and a few people Sam knows from other places.
      I do the rounds "Hi, I'm Nick, *insert witty remark/pop culture referance*." So I meet some nice girls, and a talk to some old buddies, and all of a sudden every group I go to sit with is talking about relationships. "Oh, God has my perfect spuse picked out" or "Oh, my future wife/husband is waiting for me" and at every group there is somone trying to teach all of the others about relationships... despite the fact that every fucking person at the party is single.
      I start to get a little pissed off at the fact that these people seem to think that they know enough about relationships to correct others, despite the fact that they aren't now, nor have they ever been in a healthy working relationship. It just grinded my gears. And it's totally like nothing has happened in that year and half I haven;t seen anyone in. They are the same clueless pretentious tools I used to know, talking about shit they have no experience in at all.
      And then somthing happened... Liza turned up. Now Liza is not my ex, we never had anything going on, that was kind of the deal with us. She knew I was interested in her, but her response was always "I don't date", when a "I hate your fucking guts" would have been better, if only because it would completely put an end to the feelings I had for her.
      So she comes upto me and does the whole catch up thing, "How are you? where are you working? hows life?" the whole deal, and all of a sudden I can't stop thinking about how cute she looks in her dress, how her face still looks kind of pretty and kind of sad at the same time. And I'm 'confused'. So at the wind down of the party she comes over to me and tells me that it was good to see me again, and we hug, and she leaves.
      Now, I'm not seeing anyone, but there is a girl who really wants to be my girlfriend, She's pretty cool, but we don't have alot in common, and as nice as she is, and as much as she likes me, I don't feel for her anything close to what I feel for Liza, despite the fact that in the past Liza made it abundantly clear that she doesn't want anything to do with me.
      It's true that I'm a glutton for punnishment, and now, I really don't know what to do.

      Yours faithfully, Nick.

    • Within an inch.

      10 years ago

      super_soaker

      Last week on my way to work on my moped I was hit head on by a white van, veering into my lane (and on coming trafic). While lieing on the side of the road bleeding in agony the driver got out of his vehicle, and walked over to me. Due to the force of the impact I couldn;t breathe, I was going into shock from the pain, and the driver just looked at me. I asked him to help me. He got back in his van and drove away as fast as he could. Doctors told me I am lucky to be alive. It got me thinking about priorities.

    • Talking with James

      11 years ago

      super_soaker

      This is an actual conversation with my four year old nephue.

      James: "Uncle nick I'm gonna marry Georgia and we are gonna have 2 kids."

      Me: "Who's georgia, and why will you marry her?"

      James: "She goes to my school and she's my friend and I love her."

      Me: "... cool."

      I wish I was four.

    • My Zombie Story opening line

      11 years ago

      super_soaker

      There are only two one kind of people in this world: 1. People who have what it takes to live in a world where the living are a minority, and the dead roam the earth freely hunting us to the point of extinction. And 2. and people who don't.

    • Best lunch ever.

      12 years ago

      super_soaker

      For starters we got 12 oysters with fresh lime juice and pepper, and a fresh cob of bread with homus, a chargrilled vegitable, and a taziki dip.
      For the main course we got a pizza with roast lamb, sweet potato, char grilled zuchini, and carmalized beetroot, and ongion.
      then we got the Anti-pasto,
      One plate held cheese: it had a mild goat fetta, a camembert, a blue vein, a swis, and a marinated cheese in fresh herbs, and on the side it had oisters and fresh salmon.
      The second plate held artichoke hearts, char grilled zuchini, semi sundried tomato's, honey ham, and slices of felino salami. And black and stuffed green marinated olives.
      And for desert we had creme brule.

      It cost a months rent... luckily my homeopath picked up the bill.

    • The Valiant Man.

      12 years ago

      super_soaker

      I am on the path to beng who I want to be. Tonight for the first time ever I am completely without secrets... I sat down with 6 friends and told them everything that I have been affraid to let out, 8 years worth of guilt has gone from my life, and they in turn did the same... it's not automatically fixed... but it's on the mend. Praise God.

  • Comments (338)

    • monopoly_j

      4 years ago

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      MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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    • monopoly_j

      6 years ago

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      Merry Christmas from Monopoly_J
      I hope the Holiday finds you doing well.

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    • monopoly_j

      7 years ago

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      I just want to take this time to wish you a very Merry Christmas!

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      The Reason for the Season!

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    • monopoly_j

      8 years ago

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      ...............Luke 2:1-20
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    • monopoly_j

      9 years ago

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      I want to take this time to wish you a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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      Luke 2:1-20

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    • katanafleetd

      10 years ago

      That's OK, since you have friends that know that and are fine with it.

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      aw...the Commie-Bot is holding hands!

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      so....that Fray crossover issue was interesting. even more so was me finally watching V for Vendetta all the way thru

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      since the swine flu is going around, im giving new hit movies a couple of days to clear out....im jumping out of my skin with excitement tho....not like warren mears however....bastard....

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      it was a really racist Dracula....whose powers include riding a motorbike.....i love how they worked that little fact into one of the covers....

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      already a big Dead Like Me fan.....havent caught Wonderfalls though....

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      you were right....Buffy Season 8 equates to pure awesome, especially the Tokyo arc.....thats where my head exploded....

    • RocketJones

      10 years ago

      "I AM LINDSAY LOHAN!"
      - Achmed the Dead terrorist

    • cumbo87

      10 years ago

      Dude... my phone is evil.

      If it's working tomorrow, I'll give you a buzz

    • monopoly_j

      10 years ago

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      I just want to wish you a Very Merry Christmas!

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    • Third_Angel

      10 years ago

      and so are you.

    • Kansasgirl82

      10 years ago

      I LIKE BOYS!!!

    • chris_harry

      10 years ago

      good point... so did they find the driver???

    • monopoly_j

      10 years ago

      Bad jokes are my forte... besides, I'm truely unbiased, I don't give a rip who your next president is.



      Yeah neither do most Americans! smiley8.gif

    • monopoly_j

      10 years ago

      In reply to super_soaker, #18:

      He's got: Honesty, Integrity, and Virtue.

      Sounds good till you realise he's got HIV.


      That is so lame my friend. Just superbly lame.

    • katanafleetd

      10 years ago

      Wow. Epic fail at being a decent human being.
      Anyway, I'd like to stay on and chat with you, but seeing as how it's now after three in the morning I really need to go to bed. Talk to you later.

    • katanafleetd

      10 years ago

      Yay!

      I'm just amazed at the douchebaggery of the guy that hit you man. There is definitely something wrong with this world when someone sees a man lying on the ground bleeding and just walks away.

    • katanafleetd

      10 years ago

      Yep, still hiding on here, and posting only irregularly.

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      I Think I've ehard that name before

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      part of a video gaem or something?

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      what's that?

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      *shrugs* okay

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      ....god of hangovers?

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      Anthropormorphic personification of a white star.
      O_o

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      serious is good
      but the potential for silliness is still there

    • TheForge

      11 years ago

      sure
      but the mix of serious and silly can get confusing sometimes

    • chris_harry

      11 years ago

      well, if i die eating... :P hopefully the food will taist nice

    • chris_harry

      11 years ago

      well, my bosses are feeding me constantly... so... i might stay for a little while longer... as long as the food keeps on comming... :P some of it nice

    • chris_harry

      11 years ago

      i'm going good... incidently, i am working as a kitchen bitch... which means a lot of bending... :P

    • chris_harry

      11 years ago

      *goes down like ton of bricks* ARGH!!!

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Really, now? Interesting....

    • RocketJones

      11 years ago

      we're about to get a new one of those too...only he's called a President.

    • RocketJones

      11 years ago

      if we end up coming i was definitely planning on stopping by and maybe hanigng out with you and cumbo....like i said, we're still in the planning stages.

      thanks for the tips though.

      what else is new in kangaroo land?

    • RocketJones

      11 years ago

      still in college....making friends, writing papers, hanging out....

      i found out this weekend that we're gonna try to come to Australia this summer. Still alot of stuff to work out, but what suggestions would you make?

    • RocketJones

      11 years ago

      yay its soaker.....whats new?

    • TNAI

      11 years ago

      Nick I want to get a job in an office...not Hooter's smiley0.gif

    • PissedKitty

      11 years ago

      Yay! XD

    • PissedKitty

      11 years ago

      Oh my. Always so graceful and stuff, Soaker. I'll take it any time from you. :D

    • Megan327

      11 years ago

      Hey, just wanted to say Merry Christmas!!!

    • monopoly_j

      11 years ago

      I want to wish you a very Merry Christmas!

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      Luke 2:1-20

      And it came to pass in those days that a decree went out from Caesar Augustus that all the world should be registered. This census first took place while Quirinius was governing Syria. So all went to be registered, everyone to his own city. Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judea, to the city of David, which is called Bethlehem, because he was of the house and lineage of David, to be registered with Mary, his betrothed wife, who was with child. So it was, that while they were there, the days were completed for her to be delivered. And she brought forth her firstborn Son, and wrapped Him in swaddling cloths, and laid Him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn.

      Now there were in the same country shepherds living out in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night. And behold, an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were greatly afraid. Then the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid, for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which will be to all people. For there is born to you this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. And this will be the sign to you: You will find a Babe wrapped in swaddling cloths, lying in a manger.â€Â
      And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying:
      “ Glory to God in the highest,
      And on earth peace, goodwill toward men!â€Â

      So it was, when the angels had gone away from them into heaven, that the shepherds said to one another, “Let us now go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has come to pass, which the Lord has made known to us.†And they came with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the Babe lying in a manger. Now when they had seen Him, they made widely[d] known the saying which was told them concerning this Child. And all those who heard it marveled at those things which were told them by the shepherds. But Mary kept all these things and pondered them in her heart. Then the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things that they had heard and seen, as it was told them.

    • evilcrash9 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold BigBoss

      11 years ago

      "My "crown" is a jewel."

    • evilcrash9 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold BigBoss

      11 years ago

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    • RocketJones

      11 years ago

      ah well....to each their own.

    • amarh

      11 years ago

      God Damnit!

      Ill Have To Try Harder ! >,<

    • amarh

      11 years ago

      Watch The Sky. Your Nerds Should Be There Around ....... 9pm. mhmm

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