tboy1492

Male
from Wiesbaden, Germany

  • Activity

    • welp

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      Germany tour is over, on to New York. Seems I don't really have many friends in reality or in this world, likely my lack of actually getting online has something to do with that, sorry guys and gals.

    • So.

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      yeah, back form Germany for good. its nice to have people around that actually speak english. BUT I WILL MISS GERMANY!

    • Emotional summery

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      I think I can summerize my emotional feelings and state of mind over the last good bit with afew songs.

      First, ACDC Shook me all night long, then gives you hell by All american rejetcts, and most lasting and still going is Dirt by Alice in Chains. That hs to be the way to describe.

    • BLEH

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      OK, had this stuff working for awhile now. UPgraded desktop and all that.

    • sigh.

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      comp problems again, desktop is out of commission. Waiting for new hard drive and OS to arrive. Should be here by next week, then I hope that is all I need to do to get it running again. Will likely upgrade motherboard CPU and RAM later on.

    • MERRY CHRISTMAS

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, and to all I say hello.

    • Bam

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      Alright, FIANNLY things are loking my way for a few moments.
      I are passed PT test, and dropped two percent from body fat. Now just to keep my current trend and I will be good to go by next month!

      good night.

    • FUCKING A

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      yeah, I just found out I have to get up half an hour earlier on a regular basis now, work starts at 0600 instead of 0630, and finishes at 1830 instead of 1730 now. A full hour and a half more, and i don't get payed any more than before. This job is starting to suck worse and worse. The cons have been steadily building up, and the pros are not looking so good anymore. And I cant stop until another three and a half years of it... gawd...

    • FUCK

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      I am stuck in a rut, My physical, and mental performance is dropping fast, I cant sleep at night, I am losing most of my appetite, I constantly just want to slam a fifth of whiskey down, even during work! I cant focus anymore... I try to drown my pain with alcohol, video games, work and Physical Training, But it comes back and haunts me almost every waking moment, and even in my sleep. I try to ignore it with violent music to try and offset my distress, but it barely distracts from my issues... My one hope is gone, more problems arise constantly. I just want it all to be over with, But the torment will not stop. I cant even begin to imagine how to be in a festive mood for Christmas, I almost don;t want it to come this year. I dread it, being alone for yet another holiday... I am getting to the point where I cant stop myself from crying till I puke... I can't keep up with my peers anymore. I have lost myself to myself, it is cold, and bleak. Torchured by thoughts... constantly.. I cant even do anything right anymore, at all. work, PT, friends, I cant even fucking play video games for shit anymore. I have nothing, I am reduced to nothing.

    • Betrayals.

      9 years ago

      tboy1492

      I have been betrayed by the one I care for the most....
      why? why am I been lied to and betrayed by the one I thought I could count on the most, the woman of my heart...
      Fuck this shit. I will not be betrayed again.

  • Comments (89)

    • Abyss2

      10 years ago

      You don't play Combat Arms by any chance, do you?

    • gi_goku FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper of Tacos

      10 years ago

      oh... ok

    • gi_goku FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper of Tacos

      10 years ago

      Guten Tag my friend (I only took two years of German)

    • Tmoneyrlz

      10 years ago

      lawlrus
      enjoy man
      enjoy

    • drkphnx89

      10 years ago

      cool

    • drkphnx89

      10 years ago

      pretty cool pics of germany man

    • sam_fisher

      10 years ago

      definetly worth at least a rent, maybe a even a buy, in my personal opinion anyway

    • Redace93

      10 years ago

      PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people
      in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people
      in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever
      hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can
      bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night,
      SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to
      someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special
      and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When
      you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When
      you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely
      turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of
      getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in
      yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember
      the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell
      someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
      15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are
      great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight
      your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25
      tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this
      chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten
      years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143
      min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it
      is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be
      cursed w/ relationship problems. NO SEND BACKS

      Srry i dont wanna be cursed.

    • Tmoneyrlz

      10 years ago

      LMFAO THANX MAN

    • Fallback2011

      11 years ago

      hey, its Tmoneyrlz, ive re-made my profile
      add me wen u get this

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Ah, okay. I've never heard of him.

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Who is it? I just like knowing these things.

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Yeah, just about every one.

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Man, somebody hates you enough to go around negging all of your pics.

    • Tmoneyrlz

      11 years ago

      extremely
      brb for like 10 mins, gonna take a quick shower

    • Tmoneyrlz

      11 years ago

      XD

    • LSF

      11 years ago

      yeah it was dumb luck that got me hee, but i gotta keep up good marks to keep it (well pass) but i want to do well for myself as well so its a good motivator

    • Tmoneyrlz

      11 years ago

      same old same old really
      i got finals this week starting tuesday
      and im missing monday for my sisters graduation

    • Abyss2

      11 years ago

      This song makes me sad smiley2.gif

    • Tmoneyrlz

      11 years ago

      oh hey man
      yea real long time
      took me a minute to remember u

    • LSF

      11 years ago

      cool, to afford mine i needed to put all my university costs on HECS (government thing where i only need to start paying when i get a job) and a scholarship mfor my accomodation, i got very lucky cause the workloads rediculus in the first year of this coarse i'd be failing if i had to work as well

    • LSF

      11 years ago

      bachelor of science and my first tests have been last week and this week, specifically tomorrow smiley4.gif

    • LSF

      11 years ago

      lol i'm at university with everyone studying all the time (including me) so the internets being overused atm

    • LSF

      11 years ago

      hey your back

    • Abyss2

      11 years ago

      Good to see you!

    • Abyss2

      11 years ago

      Abyss2watchesyou.jpg

    • kalmiyav2

      11 years ago

      I'm glad to hear you're helping. I wish both of you the best of luck.

    • Spartan372

      11 years ago

      VOTE.

    • LSF

      11 years ago

      i reakon that would just about kill me lol

    • CaptZodiac

      11 years ago

      John,

      I gave you three months to clean up your act. Looks like you didn't.

      Tboy, do NOT listen to John. We have proof that he isn't military, has no wife and has no children.

    • Havoc1

      11 years ago

      Indeed, Mjolnir_Rock is a fake well-known to those of us who've actually been in the military and caught him in his repeated lies. All Things Military

      Military Members thread

    • MarineTech

      11 years ago

      Quit lying to the kid "John." You are not NOW, nor never have been a Marine Mjolnir_Rock. And those of us that have actually been IN the Marines or the military will CONTINUE to embarass the hell out of you about lying to people.

      You want to know about the Marines or the military kid, you come into the All things military thread in the basement, and quit listening to this lying filth.

      I'll also show you "John's" postings from Deviant Art where he was lying his ass off and using pictures of RvsB member GoldenZephyr as himself.

      That's right John. I've kept EVERY post and picture even though you deleted them.

    • twlight

      11 years ago

      i have lean how an air plane flys
      but i al ready knew that i want to lern how to fucking fix then damn it

    • mjolnir_rock

      11 years ago

      That's good to hear, whenever you want to chat just drop a line

    • gunbuddys

      11 years ago

      hell yeah kenshin rocks

    • mjolnir_rock

      12 years ago

      "You were going to say how happy you were to hear i have successfully completed basic combat training?

      anyway, it feels god to be back, and not having drill sergeants breathing down my neck twenty hours of the day every day of the week. here in ait we still have them, but much less contact and interaction and control over us... thank God!"

      Congrats on making it that far my friend

    • LSF

      12 years ago

      i guess youll be back in like 6 months for leave or something, or in 18 months when bush is gone

    • LSF

      12 years ago

      sarcasm, i actually know where you are (kinda)

    • LSF

      12 years ago

      dammit where are you?

    • Abyss2

      12 years ago

      Fat chance of us leaving Iraq until Bush is gone!!

    • twlight

      12 years ago

      maybe

    • CLane702

      12 years ago

      nice expelled and diploma sounds like a win win lol

    • LSF

      12 years ago

      oh my bad, if you checked the latest news from the site you'd see:-

      Update: There was an error in the registration of new accounts, making it impossible to register. The bug is now fixed.

    • LSF

      12 years ago

      if it wont accept its probably because your not using capitals

    • Abyss2

      12 years ago

      Hey, what are friends for? ^_^

    • phoenixlord

      12 years ago

      FYI, i am going to be gone June 1 to August 8, so don't delete me.

    • phoenixlord

      12 years ago

      Maybe it will, but the thing is, the reason it was locked was because someone already talked about it in their journal, which makes no sense at all. I searched the archives, and there is no Star Wars and Halo, only a versus thread.

    • phoenixlord

      12 years ago

      One of the many reasons I hate moderators.

    • phoenixlord

      12 years ago

      Sorry your thread got blocked. Some cocksucker got it blocked because some unknown person had something about it in their fucking journal, not a thread. I looked through the thread archives, and another thread like it doesn't exist. The person who made a story about it in their journal doens't have it copyrighted, so we should be able to talk about it anyway. So what if they talk about it, we should be able to discuss it openly.

    • phoenixlord

      12 years ago

      Maybe the Halo forum, because it does have to do with halo.

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