tdberry

Female
from Bacone, OK

  • Activity

    • Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional

      10 years ago

      tdberry



      Hope dangles on a string
      Like slow spinning redemption
      Winding in, winding out
      The shine of it has caught my eye

      And roped me in
      So mesmerizing
      So hypnotizing
      I am captivated
      I am


      Vindicated
      I am selfish, I am wrong
      I am right, I swear I'm right
      Swear I knew it all along
      And I am
      Flawed
      But I am cleaning up so well
      I am seeing in me now
      The things you swore you saw yourself

      So clear
      Like the diamond in your ring
      Cut to mirror your intention
      Oversized and overwhelmed
      The shine of which has caught my eye
      And rendered me so
      Isolated so
      Motivated
      I am
      Certain now that I am

      Vindicated
      I am selfish, I am wrong
      I am right, I swear I'm right
      Swear I knew it all along
      And I am
      Flawed
      But I am cleaning up so well
      I am seeing in me now
      The things you swore you saw yourself
      So turn
      up the corners of your lips
      Part them and feel my finger tips
      Trace the moment for forever

      Defense is paper thin
      Just
      One touch and I'll be in
      Too
      Deep now to ever swim
      Against the current
      So let me slip away
      So let me slip away
      So let me slip away
      So let me slip against the current
      So let me slip away
      So let me slip away
      So let me slip away
      So let me slip away

      Vindicated
      I am selfish, I am wrong
      I am right, I swear I'm right
      Swear I knew it all along
      And I am
      Flawed
      But I am cleaning up so well
      I am seeing in me now
      The things you swore you saw yourself

      My hope
      dangles on a string
      Like slow spinning redemption...

    • .......

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      just because she comes off strong
      doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying
      and even though she acts like everythings ok
      maybe, just maybe
      shes really good at lying

    • Hurt Lyrics

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      I hurt myself today
      To see if I still feel
      I focus on the pain
      The only thing that's real
      The needle tears a hole
      The old familiar sting
      Try to kill it all away
      But I remember everything

      [Chorus:]
      What have I become
      My sweetest friend
      Everyone I know goes away
      In the end
      And you could have it all
      My empire of dirt
      I will let you down
      I will make you hurt

      I wear this crown of thorns
      Upon my liar's chair
      Full of broken thoughts
      I cannot repair
      Beneath the stains of time
      The feelings disappear
      You are someone else
      I am still right here

      [Chorus:]
      What have I become
      My sweetest friend
      Everyone I know goes away
      In the end
      And you could have it all
      My empire of dirt
      I will let you down
      I will make you hurt

      If I could start again
      A million miles away
      I would keep myself
      I would find a way

    • Four Walls

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      These four walls,
      They whisper to me
      They know a secret
      I knew they would not keep

      Didn't take long
      For the room to fill with dust
      And these four walls, came down around us

      It must've been something, sent me out of my head
      With the words so radical,
      Not what i meant
      Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
      'Cause it's all that you left
      Just me and these four walls again

      It's hard now to let you be
      I won't make excuses,
      I've made my peace

      Didn't take long for me to lose the trust
      And these four walls, were not strong enough
      It must've been something sent me out of my head,
      With the words so radical,
      Not what i meant
      Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
      'Cause it's all that you left
      Just me and these four walls again

      Yeah
      It's difficult
      Watching us fade
      Knowing it's all my fault
      My mistake
      Yeah, and it's difficult
      Letting you down
      Knowing it's all my fault
      You're not around
      It must've been something sent me out of my head,
      With the words so radical,
      Not what i meant,
      Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
      'Cause it's all that you left

      Just me and these four walls again,
      Again, mmmm, oh, me and these four walls again

    • One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      Hurry up and wait
      So close, but so far away
      Everything that you've always dreamed of
      Close enough for you to taste
      But you just can't touch

      You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
      Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
      You know you can if you get the chance
      In your face as the door keeps slamming
      Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
      And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

      [Chorus:]
      We live and we learn to take
      One step at a time
      There's no need to rush
      It's like learning to fly
      Or falling in love
      It's gonna happen and it's
      Supposed to happen and we
      Find the reasons why
      One step at a time

      You believe and you doubt
      You're confused, you got it all figured out
      Everything that you always wished for
      Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
      If they only knew

      You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
      Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
      You know you can if you get the chance
      In your face as the door keeps slamming
      Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
      And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

      [Chorus]

      When you can't wait any longer
      But there's no end in sight
      when you need to find the strength
      It's your faith that makes you stronger
      The only way you get there
      Is one step at a time

    • Your So Last Summer : Taking Back Sunday

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      She said
      "don't, don't let it go to your head
      Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
      Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
      She said
      "you're a touch overrated,
      you're a lush and I hate it
      but these grass stains on my knees
      they won't mean a thing"

      And all I (all I)
      Need to know (need to know)
      Is that I'm something you'll be missing
      (is that I'm something that you're missing)
      (maybe I should hate you for this)
      Maybe I should hate you for this
      Never really did ever quite get that far
      (maybe I should hate you for this)
      Maybe I should hate you for this
      Never really did ever quite get that...

      I'd never lie to you
      Unless I had to
      I'll do what I got to
      Unless I had to
      I'll do what I got to, the truth
      is you could slit my throat
      And with my one last gasping breath
      I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

      And all I (all I)
      Need to know (need to know)
      Is that I'm something you'll be missing
      (is that I'm something that you're missing)
      (maybe I should hate you for this)
      Maybe I should hate you for this
      Never really did ever quite get that far
      (maybe I should hate you for this)
      Maybe I should hate you for this
      Never really did ever quite get that...

      Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
      This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
      Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
      This'll be last chance you get to drop my name

      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
      If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)

      Maybe I should hate you for this
      (If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
      Maybe I should hate you for this
      (If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)

    • Seventeen Forever by Metro Station

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      You are young and so am I.
      And this is wrong, but who am I to judge
      You feel like heaven when we touch
      I guess for me this is enough

      We're one mistake from being together
      But let's not ask why it's not right
      You won't be seventeen forever
      And we can get away with this tonight

      You are young and I am scared
      You're wise beyond your years, but I don't care
      And I can feel your heartbeat
      You know exactly where to take me

      We're one mistake from being together
      But let's not ask why it's not right
      You won't be seventeen forever
      And we can get away with this tonight

      ooh ooh ooh ooh
      ooh ooh ooh ooh

      Will you remember me
      You ask me as I leave
      Remember what I said
      Oh how could I, oh how could I forget
      Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

      We're one mistake from being together
      But let's not ask why it's not right
      You won't be seventeen forever
      And we can get away with this tonight

      We're one mistake from being together
      But let's not ask why it's not right
      You won't be seventeen forever
      And we can get away with this tonight

      One mistake from being together
      But let's not ask why it's not right
      You won't be seventeen forever
      And we can get away with this tonight

      ooh ooh, ooh ooh
      ooh ooh, ooh ooh
      ooh ooh, ooh ooh

    • Colors

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      I am green today
      I chirp with joy like a cricket song.
      I am gray today
      Gloomy and down like a morning fog.
      I am orange today
      Loud and messy like finger paint on the wall.
      I am red today
      Hopping mad like a playground ball.
      I am black today
      Strong and tall a great big bear.
      I am purple today
      Bright and happy like a butterfly in the air.

      I'm a rainbow today
      All the colors of the world.
      I'm a rainbow today
      All the colors of the world.
      I'm a rainbow today
      All the colors of the world are in me.

      I am yellow today
      I shine my light out like the sun.
      I am white today
      Soft and quite like new snow.
      I am blue today
      Calm as glass and cool like the sea.

      I'm a rainbow today
      All the colors of the world.
      I'm a rainbow today
      All the colors of the world.
      I'm a rainbow today
      All the colors of the world are in me.
      All the colors of the world are in me.

    • Second Chance by Faber Drive

      10 years ago

      tdberry

      I found the phone
      I must've missed your message
      You got it wrong, It wasn't what your friend said.
      Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.
      (Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

      Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
      (Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)
      You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
      I don't know why i ever waited to say.
      Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .

      Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
      I should've let you in, but I let you down.
      You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
      Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

      I should've known, took you and I for granted
      Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
      Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.
      (Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

      My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
      (Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)
      You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
      I don't know why i ever waited to say.
      Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .

      Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
      I should've let you in, but I let you down.
      You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
      Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

      My last mistake, putting my friends first.
      I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
      You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
      Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

      What you give is always what you get.
      There's so much I haven't given yet.
      If you could give another second chance.
      (Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

      My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
      (Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)
      You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
      I don't know why I ever waited to say.
      Cuz I'm just dying just to see you.

      Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
      I should've let you in, but I let you down.
      You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
      Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

      My last mistake, putting my friends first.
      I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
      You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
      Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.

      Instead of holding you, I was holding out
      I should've let you in, but I let you down
      You were the first to give, I was the first to ask
      Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

    • Miserable At Best lyrics

      10 years ago

      tdberry



      Katie, don't cry, I know
      You're trying your hardest
      And the hardest part is letting go
      Of the nights we shared
      Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
      But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
      And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

      Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
      (I know he's there)
      You're probably hanging out and making eyes
      (while across the room, he stares)
      I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
      And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

      Because these words were never easier for me to say
      Or her to second guess
      But I guess
      That I can live without you but
      Without you I'll be miserable at best

      You're all that I hoped I'd find
      In every single way
      And everything I could give
      Is everything you couldn't take
      Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
      And the hardest part of living
      Is just taking breaths to stay

      Because I know I'm good for something
      I just haven't found it yet
      But I need it

      So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
      (I know he's there)
      You're probably hanging out and making eyes
      (while across the room, he stares)
      I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
      And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

      Because these words were never easier for me to say
      Or her to second guess
      But I guess
      That I can live without you but
      Without you I'll be miserable at best

      Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

      And this will be the first time in a week
      That I'll talk to you
      And I can't speak
      It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
      Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
      And I got the point that I should leave you alone
      But we both know that I'm not that strong
      And I miss the lips that made me fly

      So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
      (I know he's there)
      You're probably hanging out and making eyes
      (while across the room, he stares)
      I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
      And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

      Because these words were never easier for me to say
      Or her to second guess
      But I guess
      That I can live without you but
      Without you I'll be miserable
      And I can live without you
      But without you I'll be miserable
      And I can live without you
      Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

  • About Me

  • Comments (38)

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Yo what up?

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Bored to death bout to play call of duty 4

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Whats up?

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Aw thats sucks

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Can you call or something?

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Yo

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Yeppers

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Cool

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Meh idk can you talk?

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Whats up home girl?

    • Bluemerc19

      10 years ago

      yeah, i had to sell my 360 to make my car payment

    • Bluemerc19

      10 years ago

      true, i guess i don't look at how good i really have it

    • Bluemerc19

      10 years ago

      well being in college. paying for car insurace, car payment, two credit cards, and being half sick kinda gets me down. below minimum wage job isn't helping either.

    • Bluemerc19

      10 years ago

      yes, i keep forgetting that

    • Bluemerc19

      10 years ago

      true, sometimes you get bogged down with so much useless drama that you miss the good things in life

    • Bluemerc19

      10 years ago

      yeah, and as everyone knows, Reality sucks

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Hey!!

    • LtDan

      10 years ago

      This PM is in regards to the user abrahamc, who is currently on your buddy list. His profile states that he is a 25 year old Navy Seal. It is a certainty that he is lying. Military members of this site including those who have served tours overseas and lost friends find his actions reprehensible. He has been maintaining this lie for some time. Wanting to serve in the military is an admirable goal in my view, but pretending to be in the military for the purpose of garnering attention is a slap in the face of those who protect us. On behalf of many of the military members of this site I ask you to remove this user from your buddy list until such time as he ceases to lie and apologizes for his deeds.

    • atlus0016

      10 years ago

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      FTW

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Can you call me?

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Oh okay mclol

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Yes yes i did do you have a problem with that?

    • DeSurge

      10 years ago

      Sure thing...

    • abrahamc

      10 years ago

      i really do like ur pictures

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Fine dont reply

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Brb ill be on in just a sec k

    • SameriReenx

      10 years ago

      Hey what up?

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      I guess thats a no then.

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      Can you call?

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      Same.

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      Hey whats up?

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      You're steal on.

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      (\_/)
      (O.o)
      (><)
      /_|_\

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

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      HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      If i'm lame then you're lame. and you're not lame so i'm not lame. So ha!!!!

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      I am not LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dangit

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      I'm fun thank you very much!!!!!!!

    • SameriReenx

      11 years ago

      Hi

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