trinitylimit

Female
from Burbank, CA

  • Activity

    • HI FROM BURBANK!!!

      8 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Oh, hey. Still kind of alive and feeling pretty great :)

      I was not in a good place when I left the site before. Not happy; with myself, people, pretty much life in general.

      But hey! Life changes and things have gone better. :) I now have my degree and a goal in mind, and the biggest news of all: I AM OUT OF TENNESSEE!!! :D Just moved to Burbank, California and I live pretty much downtown (Literally... the mall is a five minute walk away). I love it!

      Looking for work- have an interview with Dreamworks coming up once I get everything settled. Wish me luck guys! I have a nice portfolio being compiled slowly with all of my new shit. Hoping to at least get my foot in the door by being an intern, and of course looking for another job in retail. 8'D yay for two jobsssssssss.

      So here is a few things I have been working on in the downtime:

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      Oh... and I am disgustingly in love with all things Tron at the moment... CB
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      Some time before September I am going to be heading to to Fresno to visit my brother before he heads back to Ohio. Hoping to make a weekend trip to San Francisco during this little trip. Oh... and the weather is FREAKING AMAZING! No humidity, sunny, absolutely loving Burbank so far!

      Peace out chilluns.

    • =\

      8 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Turning in my RvB card for the final time. Pretty much done. I think five years was a good run- or really six in exactly a month. Oh well. This place has held a lot of great memories for me, but also a lot of bad ones and emotional stress I do not wish to deal with any more or think of.

      Idiots prevail, the smart ones leave. I may not be perfect but you should have waited for me because I was worth it =\ Enjoy your debt and chasing younger women. Idiot. Thanks for not making an effort to move for me when I would have done it for you. Selfish bastard. Thanks for showing your true colors and just how heartless and selfish you can be. YUP! The internet is surely filled with assholes and idiots!

      To a few I still care about here- I love you all. But I am done with this place. I'll be moving to the West coast by the end of Summer. Los Angeles, California to be my exactly location. I'll live there and work for a year to get my residency so I don't HAVE TO PAY OUTRAGEOUS OUTOFSTATE FEES. DERP. So I'll let you guys know when that will take place via email: brittany.barber@gmail.com

      Yes I am a harder woman and have become more bitter- loosing your best friend in the world who is also your mother does that to you. I am more focused on what I need to do for myself and I know now when to let go. Let idiots make their own mistakes without thinking about how much work goes involved in moving, getting financial aid and the like. At least I have a plan where I have options where I wont be left disappointed and broken.

      Peace out people.

      -Brittany "Trinity" Barber

    • Hmm

      8 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Sometimes life throws you a fast ball. Sometimes a curve. Sometimes it hits you hard when you really wish it wouldn't. But that's fine. I think it's something I have been deserving and a kick to my own self, regardless of what people think.

      I am not who I used to be nor do I pretend to be the same. If that looses friends, then fine. Those who have stuck around for me have shown a level of compassion I never thought human. All I have on my mind right now is work, work, work. School. Getting the hell out of this state I hate so damn much. You know I have never felt better about myself then when I was in Los Angeles, surrounded by people I admired? And here all I feel is self-loathing, depression, and a reminder of some of the worst years of my life. Sure there have been plenty of good times, but over all it has been hell and I am done playing that game. I realized that not too long ago, and it was only cemented all the more these past couple of weeks.

      I cannot handle relationships anymore, nor do I want to. I haven't dated a guy since you know who on this site and it pains me enough to deal with this long distance bullshit. I refuse to start any sort of local relationship because, frankly, the men and women here are idiots. Closed-minded clouts. Ambition is lacking and it is sucking me dry of creativity and any pleasure I once had for life. Oh, I don't plan to stay here any longer than I have to. In fact I am seriously hoping to move back to California by the middle of next summer if I can keep on schedule for school.

      Which leads me to my next point. I never felt I was smart. Street smart and common sense, yes, but never book smart. And now, a few days ago, I was invited to Phi Theta Kappa, International Honor Society for two-year schools. You have to make a 3.5 or better just to be invited, and as it stands I have a 3.53. I have NEVER made these good of grades before. I have never, in truth, worked this hard before because I have always hated school in general unless it was music or art. I guess I have finally turned around and found my head in all of this mess that is called life. I only wish my mother could be here to see it, to celebrate with us. I know people say "well she is there for you, in spirit" but you know what? It's not the same and will never be the same again. If this makes me a hard and heartless person, then so be it. But once you have lost literally THE most important person in your life, a lot of things seem meaningless and you change. Parts of me I feel have changed for the better, such as the grades. But other parts of me are blocking things off and not allowing me to feel, to even be able to make a connection with people I would possibly be interested in.

      I don't know how long this is going to last, nor do I particularly care about it right now. People can go off and be happy all they want and claim love but really- are they truly using their brain? Is there not something more important they need to do in life right now? It is hard enough to maintain jobs as it were right now with just a high school education, but when even college students with degrees are having difficulty- perhaps that is when people need to rethink their purpose in life, as I have done. I want all of the help I can get to make sure I don't have to struggle through life, having the most dead-end jobs that only allow you to scrape by with maybe wiggle room for some fun. No- I want my life to BE fun. To enjoy what I do and make the most of it. I have the connections and I have the drive and ambition, and so far I am on that path to something great.

      I will make people see me for who I am. If my own personal life has to take a back seat for a long time so I can get to where I need to be, alright. I wouldn't be the first woman to probably have kids by the time she was well into her thirties. At least I know I will have made a better home for my future children.

      Time is fleeting. Remember that.

      I am going to mellow out to Screaming Trees now.

      -Brittany

      -Also been rather sick lately. Loosing ten pounds in two weeks probably isn't a good thing, but I have no appetite and a lot of foods are making me sick. About the only thing not is organic stuff or things I make at home. McDonalds killed me the other night. At least when I do eat it's good for me-

    • Reach

      8 years ago

      trinitylimit

      So far... yeah, Halo Reach is seriously bitchin' ..... Kat is an awesome bitch btw.

    • Home

      9 years ago

      trinitylimit

      That trip was beyond amazing and into fucking infinity :I

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      I want to go back.

    • Finalized Plans

      9 years ago

      trinitylimit

      In eleven days I will be on a plane for the first time in eight years. Heading to Los Angeles! I can not tell you how excited I am for this vacation.

      From July 31st-August 5th I will be in Los Angeles, California.

      July 31st- Traveling day
      August 1st- Visiting Long Beach, Queen Mary, anything else we can cram in.
      August 2nd- DREAMWORKS TOUR! And a few days ago I found out from my father that I get to have an interview with an animator! kdjgojij SO EXCITED!
      August 3rd- PARAMOUNT TOUR!!!! This tour came at a total surprise! I figured I would only be able to tour the Dreamworks lot only, but no! Also, I am going to be having lunch with a few special people who used to work with my mom. She called them her kids- people who have worked under her since they were younger than myself. I am really excited for this luncheon because of the list of people I saw attending. I recognize all their names from over the years my mother worked at Dreamworks.
      August 4th- Not sure what is going on for this day. There is talk that I may get to visit Disney, but we shall see.
      August 5th- Traveling day! I head to Spokane, Washington!

      August 5th-15th I will be visiting one of my very best friends and art buddies, Jaymee. She was the one who introduced me to the thought of attending PNCA for art school and has always been a great friend to me through thick and thin. I may be more excited about the Spokane trip than the L.A., but only by a little. XD; She was none-too-pleased to find out I am visiting Paramount. Jaymee is a HUGE Star Trek nerd.

      Been running around, trying to get laundry done, clean up my apartment, shop for new clothes, and I even got my hair chopped off yesterday! XD It's very short, I have bangs, but I love it!

      I need to buy a camera. Ffff.

    • owo

      9 years ago

      trinitylimit

      AWESOME NEWS:

      Hopefully by next year, end of June, I will be graduating with my Associates and moving to.... PORTLAND, OREGON! WEEEEE I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!! My dad ok'd me going to art school, PNCA to be exact. I am so ready to get out of this state... ugh.

      I AM A SOPHOMORE! ... well technically XD. I completed a whole year of college finally! OwO It feels so awesome... and even better because I got my gradessss~ STRAIGHT A'S!!!! AHHHHHHHH!


      NOT SO AWESOME NEWS:

      I am so burned... otl it hurts bad. D: Always wear sunscreen kids... I went from super pale in that image to OMG TANNED in a day. Ffff. My chest is still red, but my back is finally browning, and my face and neck too...



      Anybody play Aion on here? XD;

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      And because I am a tired person right now.... fff

      I have some plans for this summer besides killing myself with 8 credit hour classes in a single month that is summer school all of June. Come August I am going to be making my way out to LA for a little R&R.... wait... what rest... I am going to be put to work as an intern for a week at Dreamworks. HOLLA. I am pretty stoked by this. This trip was originally going to happen with my mom in July... but since her passing, and dealing with school, I was invited out whenever I had free time. Sooo...

      May- WORK
      June- SCHOOL (Art History, World Literature, and Math)
      July- WORK
      August- DREAMWORKS and fuck knows what else.

      I am also going to make a trip to Washington state to visit some dear DeviantART friends of mine :D My friend Jaymee, who also goes to PNCA and is the reason for my choice in art school (besides it being hella cheap), leaves in Spokane and has offered me a bed for.... however many days I want to stay XD. My other friend Emily wishes to see me too, who lives somewhere in the state.... I think an hour away from Spokane? God I don't remember.

      On to the Fall semester.... I am seriously going to die with 16 credit hours of speech, biology, math, ceramics and intermediate design and color.... fuck my life.

      Oddity of the Now: My fingers are dyslexic... shit.
      <TrinityLimit>and of course the milk is giving my finger the stomach right now... ughhhhh

    • Cause I had to share...

      9 years ago

      trinitylimit

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      Ok... I REALLY love this game. The graphics are stunning. I'm hooked. XD;

    • AION

      9 years ago

      trinitylimit

      So... remember back in the day you showed me Aion, Aoina? And I was all "I'm not gonna play because it's not free even though it is gorgeous"?

      ....

      I totally caved.

    • 03.31.10

      9 years ago

      trinitylimit

      R.I.P


      Vickie Lynn Barber

      Best mother in the world.
      Best wife in the world.
      Best sister in the world.
      Best boss in the world.
      Best friend in the world.

      You will be missed. So much.

  • Comments (1299)

    • DocRossim

      8 years ago

      Dear Trinity

      Sorry for being suck a jackass to you before I left the site, it was uncalled for and you were only trying to give advice, I'm really sorry.

      No hard feelings? smiley1.gif

      P.S. I also thought you might like to know I used your Halo 2 armour for Sims 2 in a video I made recently: Laser Face. Hope that's okay, it was before I came back otherwise I would have asked permission... but I did credit you for it.

    • Hale

      9 years ago

      Sadface.

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      why?

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      are you winning?

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      i know, i just find it amusing to call you naughty. not sure why.

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      where are you playing? can i come?

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      drunk in the middle of the day? naughty girl smiley8.gif

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      How are you?

    • Hale

      9 years ago

      Hmmm... touche'. You don't know what you're "not missing", though. Perhaps someday. You'll enjoy your trip to Seattle, it is an awesome city!

    • Hale

      9 years ago

      Is it I who will be missing you, or is it you who will be missing PAX? =P

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      Hi smiley8.gif

    • ThisKid_Tom

      9 years ago

      Pfffftt, no waaay do I look like a young Burnie. I'm too fat to be him. XD

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      hows patching going?

    • L0gan

      9 years ago

      That's awesome, thank you so much for doing that. smiley0.gif

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      hello smiley1.gif

    • L0gan

      9 years ago

      Thought I would pass this on to you, if you have not already seen it. My sister gave your image over to the staff to enjoy... but they said for you to do this.

      Send your Fan Art submissions to Community_Aion_EN@ncsoft.com. Please include your character name and server for recognition!

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    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      oh noes, well i really like some of the changes and i am really bitter about others. but its a positive feeling all around.

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      long update eh?

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      Yes and we may even be successful. smiley8.gif i have an assassin that's closer lvl to yours, perhaps he won't nerf your exp. as much.

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      i felt so abandoned the other day smiley2.gif haha

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

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    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      what lvl and class are you on the server that starts with a v?

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      i went to bed shortly thereafter as well

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      you're up bright and early smiley1.gif

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      so would you be interested in playing aion with me?

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      is that bad? i thought if i called you a girl you could get mad, as opposed to lady or woman.

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      you are a nice lady, smiley0.gif .

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      silly :D

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

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    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      not old,

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      I'm almost 24, chanter. (age also, haha.)

    • Wharfinger

      9 years ago

      And i do. Have both but favor asmo. My elli no longer gets played since my ex no longer makes me play with her. Perhaps we will cross paths in-game.

    • Tsunade

      9 years ago

      Yeah, couch crashing!!

    • Tsunade

      9 years ago

      I hope I can make it out to the West Coast one day! I'm just learning as much as I can with every day!

    • Tsunade

      9 years ago

      Yeah yeah what's up Trinity!! You're work Ma'am, is fuckin DOPE!! I'm stoked you're headed to ARt School and to read about your internship!!

      I'm sorry to read about you Mom <3

    • reesekindle

      9 years ago

      Way cool.
      I've got one more year to go, then after that... I honestly don't know. Guess I gotta find a job in between now and then.

    • reesekindle

      9 years ago

      Ouch. Well I'm not better off myself. Got a whole mess of homework to get done before tomorrow morning PST.
      Such is life.

    • reesekindle

      9 years ago

      Okay, that's good enough. XP

      How's your weekend?

    • reesekindle

      9 years ago

      Good to meet you. What made you want to friend me, might I ask?

    • Hale

      9 years ago

      What can I say? I stick with what I'm good at.

    • dono_van

      9 years ago

      After I beat Mass Effect 2 I think I might try out Aion

    • L0gan

      9 years ago

      I am guessing you don't mind if I send her the link?

    • L0gan

      9 years ago

      random love... coming through... smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Hale

      9 years ago

      Yep yep, good times. Hahah

    • Emo117

      9 years ago

      dear lord that dane cook gif made me laugh XD

    • DocRossim

      9 years ago

      Dear Trinity
      I'd like to apologize for the whole emo routine I've been going through lately and if I've been at all offensive to you while in my depression I'm sorry.

      Although I'm pretty stubborn when I get on a downer, you're attempt to get me out of it was well meant, and you persisted despite my resistance, and I thank you for it.

    • Gumpers FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Haha, thanks yo! It was good times! smiley0.gif

    • DocRossim

      9 years ago

      Thanks! smiley0.gif

    • DocRossim

      9 years ago

      Hi, Hale (our Bus Ninja friend) said to go ask you about your Sims 2 modding, specifically Red vs Blue related. What's he getting at?

    • PickleNinja

      9 years ago

      Yea I guess one shouldn't expect much tact from the majority of the male users on here lol

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