trinitylimit

Female
from Burbank, CA

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    • Fuck

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Mood: frustrated.jpg
      Music:
      Dead Boy's Poem, Nightwish

      I am fucking upset/depressed/frustrated... the works. What the hell has happened to this world where nobody cares for another being. I am so sick of people talking about me behind my back because I am different than everyone else. How different? I am myself. I am me, Brittany Alexandra Barber, who is an artist who draws her emotions, a person who cares for others who don't care for her, a listener to people's problems (yet those same people wont lsiten to my own problems). What has this world come to when everyone is just waiting to slam a blaim down the other persons throat? Why has humanity come to this: a cynical world where people only care about themselves and not anyone elses feelings or well being.

      I don't care what other people say about me because they don't know ME. Yet it still does hurt, a lot. They look at me in class and see a quiet girl, yet they say "oh she must hate people cause she never talks to anyone!". Fuck, after hearing that I would love to point out that I will dislike you because you do not know who I am. It is so very mature to talk about another behind their back when you do not know them. The only people I truely hate are the ones who have harmed my friends physically and emotionally. There has been one person in my life who I will spit on their grave and hope they rot in hell. Yet I delt with her in my own, mature way and karma came around and bit her in the ass for now and forever.

      This emotional drain causes me much headache and depression that no amount of ritalin or prozac can fix. It is a hurt within my heart that wheeps for what this world has become. I am sure the past had wished for great progress. We as humans have achevied this progress, yet we have lost our compassion and kindness in the long run. Where are the morals that we Americans were so proud of.

      The other night I watched Master and Commander with my mother and she commented on how polite everyone was back in those times. I will be the first to admit that I am not always polite. Usually being the case that someone is rude to me first. yet to wrongs don't make a right...

      For anyone who knows of my pains, for anyone who wishes to be heard, please pray. I am not religious, but when I sit and think, I give my hopes to everyone. To many, that is a prayer, to me, that is a hope.

      -Trinity out

    • Ehhhhh.... WTF

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Mood: wtf.jpg
      Music:
      Paradise By The Dashboard Light, Meatloaf

      Been in a funny mood lately. More emotional than lately, dunno why. Maybe it's because I got backstabbed last night. Thomas being a dick like usual. He invited me to go eat out, so I say I'll take about 30 min or so. I take a shower, get dressed, actually do my hair and makeup and guess what. (hour later, not 30 min, my bad) he says he doesn't wanna go now cause it's cold and shit. WTF you DON'T do that to a girl! Ass...

      Ok, so dramatics aside, i am slowly working on the HB cast image. SLOW... Inking takes forever!

      The Blue Team image is finally done and up. You can find it at the RvB Fanart forum or my images. Have a look! I must say Tex and Church are by far my favs. Tucker looks damn good. Caboose... is just there. It is so HARD to actually draw someone with that much stupidity.... hah. Ah well...

      I am going to bed. Night.

    • Halo Bastards Update

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Mood: creative.jpg
      Music:
      Blow Me Away, Breaking Benjamin

      So yeah, a new update conserning comic and site.

      I am dropping all requests that I have for drawing. My creativity and time are going into HB. Please don't complain about this as I don't have the patience to hear sensless whining... So yeah, I am currently doing a sketch of the HB cast for the MAIN site and then I will be drawing the first comic. About time hu? I will soon post comics and fanarts on the main site (hasn't been created yet so don't freak out!) and a few info and such. After I do some more updating, I'm gonna get right to it.

      I will be on later, only to see if ep. 50 is up. *grin* see ya'll later!

    • 'How are you?', 'What's up?', and

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Other Usless messages.

      Mood: frustrated.jpg
      Music: Sleeping Sun, Nightwish

      Ugh. the one thing I can't STAND are these messages I constantly get in my inbox. Look... For those of you who send me messages asking "How are you?"... reading my fucking journal. It will tell you how I have been. Don't bombard me with useless messages that take up Inbox space about something I will post about later. i will ignore you. If you really can't wait to see what I post... fuckin IM me. But I probably will bite your head off if you do so. Also, the constant "what's up message"

      FOR FUCK'S SAKE! Look, NOTHING is up! I have school, I have home work, I have drawings. That's whats up. STOP THE DAMN "WHAT'S UP?" MSGS! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

      Don't msg me about the comic either. i will post the current status of the comic. Yeah, it's going slower than I expected but a few "things" have come up in my life that need to be dealt with. Don't ask what those things are because I will not tell you because you are not the close knit of people who fully understand what is going on and can support me. DON'T ASK.

      Good News: I found out today my cousin Christie is going to be having a baby. I am so happy for her!!!! Granted she is like... 30 somethin and the third youngest of the first cousins. (Yeah, on my dads side of the family he has 5 sister, no brothers, so i have a mountain of first cousins. I am actually the youngest of the first cousins {2nd youngest is my cousin Brent who is 25} and the eldest of the second cousins is actually now 16. So yeah... really I should be about mid 20s but my parents decided to wait nearly 7 years before having me). Man, I am not used to everyone getting married and growing older in my family. Quite a small shock. I think of Christie as a sister, she really is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. i love her so much!

      EDIT: MORE good news. For an early b-day present, my boys got me a tower of RvB betta fish. I will add pictures soon of them. Each of the bettas are the colors of the rvb team and have been named after their respected characters. My favs are naturally Tex (poor thing is a guy, but the males look a lot better than the females) and church. Church made an ass of himself first hand by trying to attack his closest companion via glass wall, Caboose. The irony. So i have all of red team, blue team, and tex as bettas now! i just need a purple and white... for Doc and Wyoming. Yay!

      EDIT 2: i got a blue screen........... X.X

      End ranting...... and I am gonna go hang with the boys and play some Halo 2. See ya.

    • Gone for the weekened.

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Mood: smug.jpg
      Music: Clowns (Can You See Me Now?) Tatu

      Yeah, I am gonna be heading home for the weekened. This means no internet, which means no Red vs. blue, which means no updates. Tough it out without me!

      At home I plan to help my mom paint the den and possibly the new caridge house... good lord lots to do. i may dable with drawing. Maybe... BIG maybe. We'll see when i get back. Have fun without me!

      -Ja ne.
      Trinity~

    • Productive...

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Mood: pooped.jpg
      Music: The sound my bedside fan makes when it is on... it is HOT in this damn room...

      So I actually was a bit productive today... amazingly so. Lately i have been working on a few Halo Bastards stuff. i was trying out drawing different facial expressions for Trinity... and my god I have 30 so far! AMAZING. I really like how she acts, so like me. *grin*.

      Also, I have a surprise for everyone on THE LIST. Guess all you want guys, but I wont tell you what it is until I am finished. Don't worry everyone else. You'll get to see the surprise... much later. Blah.. I am tired so I am gonna go to bed. Night..... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.................................................................

      ps: the mood icon is one of the 30 emotions i drew of Trinity. Cute hu? That's how I feel right now.



      EDIT
      God spoke to me this morning at 2/25/05 2:55AM.... That god is Burnie Burns. O.o.... DUDE!!! *Bows to him* Thanks you SO much for the comment on Sarge (yeah, Sarge, in my opinion, turned out the best of all of Red Team) of the Red Team image I did. I promise to get Blue Team done ASAP! Thanks again!

    • Erkkkkk

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Ok, so I lied. I haven't been following my list...
      So here is my schedule art plans for the coming weeks I need to do:
      1. Commission for madeline-marie (bit of a secret surprise for her (great artist on DA). I found out that she likes Halo and likes my Halo spoofs, so I am gonna draw her Kitten character in the HB comic look in armor)
      2. Commission for alienfirst cause she rocks. Thank her because, in a way, her artwork inspired me to take a leap and get my ass in gear for the upcoming web comic.
      3. Commission for kyuujutsuka! She did an awesome art of herself and I that you should praise her for!
      4. Commission for Smashed_187. He rocks because he is a sexy Aussie and I just can't say no to him! Lol.
      5. Artwork of the RvB characters w/out helmets. A more realistic look instead of HB style. Artwork of the Blue Team w/out helmets on.
      6. Get the other 5-6 characters done for the site, finish site.
      7. Draw first comic! (currently the scrips are in the making!)

      Yeah. So I already drew O'Malley and the Red Team if ya wanna go look at my images. Hell, i had an urge to do so. Heh..........

    • Sighhhhhhhhhhh

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      I have a headache and it won't go away. Just wanted to say that before i went on.

      So today was a pretty good day. I skipped my English 221 class cause, pfff, I hate that class for all it is worth. Well, I love the subject (it is basically Greek and Roman Literature. Ya know, Oedipus, Song of songs, Illiad, stuff like that). The teacher is just boring as anything... In English 101 today we had a pop-quiz over American writings... erk. Probably didn't do so hot on that as I didn't read the subject....... heh. Bad me. Afterwards i head to the AMB to see if I can drop my Lit 221 class. i am in luck! Today was the last day to drop classes without it counting against you and yay! So i don't have to wake up till 10:30 am on Tuesdays and Thursdays from now on. Best of all I didn't have to even fill out any paper work. Just had to go online and drop the sucker. So yay, good mood!

      After that I stayed outside till nearly 2, laying in the sun and "reading" English hw. Oh man it felt so good to feel the sun again and snooze. Really it did. i have just been rested lately and happy. Catching up on my school work now. Good stuff.

      Lately I have been reading some Violinist of Hameln (VoH) manga thanks to one of my fav. Devy artists Pu-sama. She rocks my heart guys, amazing the works she puts out! Also, I have a sudden urge to watch Hellsing (never have had the urge to do so before, and I OWN it too {was a b-day present}) ((the anime guys)). Pu-sama and her fanart... she rocks.

      I also have a sudden urge to perhaps draw the RedvsBlue characters without their helmets. I know a lot of people have done this in the past, but everyone sees them different! Probably just gonna be a few sketches of them in the not-so-cartoon art I do at times. I know I wont Photoshop any of the pics, not in the mood to screw with it right now. Maybe I'll get out the old color pencils... Hopefully I'll get my b-day wish and get those awesome copic markers I keep hearing about. Be nice...

      Ok, this headache is getting out of hand. I don't really feel so good... I haven't eaten all day and i am sure laying out in the sun on an empty stomach wearing all black is not a good idea... i take that back... i had a starbucks frappachino mocha venti.... still not food.

      So here is my schedule art plans for the coming weeks I need to do:
      1. Commission for madeline-marie (bit of a secret surprise for her (great artist on DA). I found out that she likes Halo and likes my Halo spoofs, so I am gonna draw her Kitten character in the HB comic look in armor)
      2. Commission for alienfirst cause she rocks. Thank her because, in a way, her artwork inspired me to take a leap and get my ass in gear for the upcoming web comic.
      3. Commission for kyuujutsuka! She did an awesome art of herself and I that you should praise her for!
      4. Commission for Smashed_187. He rocks because he is a sexy Aussie and I just can't say no to him! Lol.
      5. Artwork of the RvB characters w/out helmets. A more realistic look instead of HB style.
      6. Get the other 5-6 characters done for the site, finish site.
      7. Draw first comic! (currently the scrips are in the making!)

      So yeah, that's what I have so far. Busy busy busy!

      (i won't be doing requests for awhile guys. I have too much stuff to do as it is.)

      I have been muddeling with the idea of having a fanart area for fans of RvB and HB. Yup, in the future u guys can have ur Halo, RvB, HB art featured on the HB site. (Now to find the html coding to do user submitting images... blah). There will be a ton of stuff on the HB site besides my artwork, comics, etc. If you guys have any ideas and such, just comment in the journal some ideas. (Note: no 'game' ideas, I am not good with Flash or movies...)

      So that's my journal post. I may go lay down now cause I feel a bit dizzy. Hard to believe I started this post at 4:30 today... yeesh.

      ps: added a new character pic to my images, may eventually post it in the RvB fanart forum...

    • Cleansed...

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      So I took a break off of college and drawing this last weekened. For some reason, I just feel a LOT better about myself and such. I feel relaxed now, not so grumpy and stressed. I just needed to get away and cool my heels for awhile. Turned out that I needed that break more so than I realized. So now I am in a MUCH better mood, I feel rested and not so tired as I have been for the last couple of weeks. It is just wonderful!

      I may only work on HB during the weekeneds so i can fully concentrate on my school work, unless I have free time (which is sporadic enough as it is). I would write more but I have a few things I need to get done around my dorm room. Namely CLEANING! So have fun guys and I'll update when I can ok?

      (Check it out, no cussing from me in this whole post. THAT is how good I feel right now)

    • Fo' real cheese....

      14 years ago

      trinitylimit

      Don't ask about the title, I am just really really happy right now. Been a shitty day turned REAL good.

      Ok, so i have been getting a few messages about my webcomic and people wanting to know when it will be up. Right now I have one complete character, one I am currently working on, and about five or so more to go. Depends really. The reason why i have to make character sketches is to get a feel of the character for the comic. Heh. Ok, so here is the main logo for the site and what you guys can call my web comic.

      LOGOcopy.jpg

      Duh duh duh... Halo Bastards. I like to think that, no matter what, when you play Halo you are a Bastard (I didn't use Bitch cause the majority of people who play Halo are guys {hell, I have been called a Bastard playing Halo}). Nice players don't exsit in Halo (unless you take a hit ment for me, then you are cool).

      So yeah, *cough*. Here is the logo. I may change it over time, but I like this one so far. Why is it orange? Well cause nobody in the comic is bloody orange. And orange is a good color. Orange and white... *twitch* GO VOLS!................................. *cough*, sorry, kinda a reflex when i think about my Universities colors.

      Alright, so I am making THE LIST OF BASTARDS. This list consists of people who will get a sneek preview of the first comic (trust me, the url it is at wont stay, I may get hosting for my birthday). So, in short, if ya wanna see Halo Bastards up before everyone else, just msg me (don't ask in my journal ok? this is the place for comments and ideas for the webcomic). Here is the List so far.

      LIST OF MY BASTARDS
      1. alienfirst (cause she rocks my socks off and let me use her cool saying as HBs motto!)
      2. Kyuujustuka (just because she knows i HATE PINK. lol)
      3. Bladeshift
      4. roar_58
      5. Smashed_187
      6. bwjenkins
      7. Turiya
      8. bmc_eddie

      As i said, you want on the list? Msg me. DO NOT ASK TO BE ON THE LIST BY ASKING IN MY JOURNAL. I WILL FLAME YOUR ASS. *grin* have a nice day!

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