tsurugipunk

Female
from my house

  • Activity

    • Phoenix

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      So, I just came back home after spending the last two weeks in Phoenix. Okay that sounded so weird saying because I used to live in Phoenix (from birth to age of 15), but now i live in L.A., California. But anyway i finally got my BLACK BELT! so now I am happy. But I am also sad because I left all my friends behind and my life too. But I guess I can try and make do.

    • Moving

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      So... at the end of this month I'm moving to California and it sucks because i have to leave all my friends behind and my best friends Christina.

    • Spring Nationals

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      This weekend rocked! It was sooo much fun. I went to Las Vegas for spring nationals. I left on Thursday and came back Sunday (today). So this is what happened on Thursday we drove up (just to let u know i went with my karate school and my parents didn't come so i was all alone) and we got there around 4:30 their time because they are an hour behind us. Then on Friday it was testing, black belt weapons competition, and XMA competition. So we were their from 8:30 am to 4:00 pm. Then I Saturday was the rest of the competitions. We had to be there at 8:15 am That day because we had a picture with Grand Master (hint the highest rank within ATA) and that was awesome. Then at 10:00am Senior Master Lee had his competition and he got first in sparring it was amazing. Then i had to do some score keeping and then i had my competition, and I got first in sparring but i didn't place in forms oh well. But i was competing in my rink for 2 and a half hours because of some scoring problem that involved getting 5 different masters and a senior master involved just to fix the problem. But the whole trip was awesome and i can't wait for fall nationals (i also hope i can get the money to go haha). also the people that were staying in the house with us (there where about 20 of us) where cool too. Dusty a third degree black belt was the most spirited out of all of us mainly because within the school we have a chant that we do but the main part is the who-raw (i think i spelled that wrong) and he would yell that out randomly as loud as he could it was pretty cool ^_^. Yep so that where i have been. heh

    • thanks

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      You know i use to think i was the only "normal one" in my family because i never have needed to go to therapy not to say i would actually go in the first place but that is besides the point. The point is that i have always had my friends that i could talk to and when they weren't around i could talk to the stars. But i have always had someone that would be there for me and i would be there just the same for them. So i just want to say thank you to all my friends. ^_^

    • My Point

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      ugh... i hate it when people go and say someone isn't there friend anymore just because they feel like they are being left behind, or better yet they say o well at lest i have other "new" friends. it pisses me off when people do that because all they are trying to do is make the other people feel bad when they did nothing wrong. If you leave a school you just have to work harder to keep the relationship with your other friends and yes I'm sorry to say that there will be times when you may not here from them as often as you might like it just may be because they are a little busy or just don't have a phone that works at the present moment. but they have never forgotten you or left you in the dust to rot. I'm just pissed off because I had that happen recently and it just doesn't seem to stop sometimes or a lest it feels that way. you know now i feel bad because I'm doing this to make a point, but I know that I'm better than this and that there are other ways to solve his problem but this way seems the most likely to work. I hope I made my point.

    • Circle of Friends

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      The ups and downs of life makes our friendship stronger, but the problem is that sometimes it is hard to get over a down and an up sometimes can just go too far. But if we all just learned that there is always a shoulder to cry on and that no matter what there, is always someone to catch you if you fall, life would turn out better.
      When someone leaves the circle of friends, the circle looseness, causing the rest to hold on tighter, but in order to do so the others who were held at bay must learn to get along better with the rest. Angst is the hardest thing to deal with no matter what you do there is always going to be angst with in the group, but it is how we deal with it that matters the most. We can't always keep our feelings inside all the time so if we learn to let it out from time to time we can hold on to our friendship till the end of time. And when time gets rough and you feel like you can't handle everyone at once you just have to keep on pushing yourself because if just one gives in and walks away it just makes the rest hold on tighter, and so what if there is too much angst for you to handle if the rest can keep on pushing through so can you. But no matter what you can't just walk away when times are rough because all you are doing is making it harder. But if there shall be a time when two are both angsty at the same time and can't handle the other or just someone within the group then one shall walk away, but don't leave either alone because if you do then you might just lose one of them.
      sorry about all that I was just a very angsty day at school today, and thought I might die if I didn't say something. So there I fell better now.

    • Tournament

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      Today was another reginal tournament, and it was fun just like they always are. Though this time by going to the tournament i was missing class and that kind of sucked, but i made up for it by winning 2nd in sparring, 2nd in weapons, and 3rd in forms (even though i think i deserved at lest 2nd the girl who got first was better than me heh). It was cool because there were only 5 people in my age group and intrestingly enough they were all girls (this is including me) but because of the number of people I was up against two red belts, a purple belt, a green belt, and me a camo belt. usally the red belts would of been in a seperate group, but not today. I had to spar back to back rounds and the last one was the best we ran out of time before either of us got 5 points to win. Though in the end i lost by one point 4 to 3 was the score and that was against a red belt. Though her parents don't like me because they thought i wasn't sparring fairly because i kept knocking her down and most of the time it was her fault i wasn't even kicking that hard to knock someone down, oh well. But it was fun, and I also was score keeper for the judes for the first time (yay! ^_^) its one step down from judge. But in doing so i got to watch some of the kids from my karate school compete and they all did very well =D it makes me happy. okay now I'm done.

    • Life

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      Have you ever really though about what you would do if you knew something bad was going to happen, but you couldn't stop it before hand? I mean what if you knew that you would be faced with a life or death situation, but no matter the choice someone gets hurt. What would you do? would you take the leap of faith and try to stop it even though you know you can't but you thought you would try anyway? Or would you just surrender to what ever it is and let them take your life, and the others around you? I would take the leap of faith even if it ment that I would be there in the end, but I would beable to live if I didn't take the chance.

      I'm home alone again just like always, but I don't feel as safe as I should. I go upstairs to grab one of my weapons I choose my favorite, the one that looks like a stick. As I walk back down stairs I hear a rusling noise coming from the den. I stop in my tacks and think, should i check it out or stay hear and wait to find out. I decide to hide myself in a corner of the living room and wait. Two minutes later and a man about 6 feet tall comes into view, I thought i was done for if it hadn't been for the fact that he didn't have a gun, what an idiot. I walk out into view of him, with my weapon of choice in hand. I said to him "I sugest you leave before you regret ever coming into this house uninvited." He laughs.
      "I suggest you just go back to your little corner and hide till im done, and hand me all your phones, little kid." He says back in the kindest voice he could muster.
      "Little kid! Do I look like a little kid? I will make you pay for that remark." I tell him as my eyes narrow, and i attack him. He wasn't too bad at deffending himself, but he had trouble putting a hand on me, but did manage a few times. After 5 minutes i had knocked him out and put him in a closet, and locked the closet as I went and called the police then my parents. The police arrived and then my parents a short while after ward. The police took my report or what ever it is called, and my parents were just happy to see me okay. The guy that broke into our house relized that he should of listened to me to begin with. The next day I went to karate class with a black eye and a few cuts, and a story to tell. when I finshed telling Mr. Lopez my story he said he was proud of me, but I should always be careful on picking my battles because it could of been worse. I told him that if someone tries to hurt my family or me or anything along thoes lines then I will always make sure to try and stop the person. He smiled at me then lecture me somemore on what I should of done. You know for some reason no matter the reason why you fought to begin with you always get lectured, it sucks. Oh well, everyone is fine now and thats the best part, and I'm slightly a hero. Heh

      Good Night

    • Moving

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      I hate moving u the most annoying thing on the face of the earth! As if i haven't got enough on my plate i now i have to move agh!! I have to pack everything up again! I hate to pack it sucks because u always pack something u thought u didn't need but guess wut u need it and so u have to look through all ur boxes to find it. It sucks so F*** much i would love to just shoot myself. I don't mind the actual moving part but packing just plain out SUCKS! I wish there was a button u could push and everything would just pack its self up, and u know what i would have that button. So yay i feel better now. ^_^

    • Ground Fighting

      11 years ago

      tsurugipunk

      Last night was so much fun! I had a Ground Fighting class with Sr. Master Lee, and he is awsome. If dont know what ground fighting is it is were u take someone down to the ground or they take u down and you fight on the ground, but last night we only learned how to take someone down and and few basci moves, mainly how to trun things in ur favor. Though out of all the moves Sr. Master Lee thought us only one doesn't work on me, and that is the one were if you pin my arm down and put one arm under my fore arm and take the elbow of ur other arm and put it against my neck and grab ur other arm and trun my arm forward. That is the only one we learn that wouldn't work on me, and even Sr. Master Lee tried it on me and he could even get me to tap the ground saying dont go any farther, because it felt good it was like a stretch.heh But class was so much fun I can't wait until the next ground fighting class which i dont know when it will be oh well i will just have to wait. ^_^

  • About Me

  • Comments (131)

    • teh_ikiri

      11 years ago

      Oh, and email me: teh_ikiri@hotmail.com

      I check my email more than I do these sites.

    • teh_ikiri

      11 years ago

      I'm all gewd and having fun in life.

      How's the move?

    • teh_ikiri

      11 years ago

      Life is pretty alright.

    • teh_ikiri

      11 years ago

      Naw, s'all cool.

      And thanks. smiley12.gif

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      it's fine it's fine haha ^_^ i like to think of myself as brave yay! i get to go tomorrow! i'm happy! YAY!

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      i still can't tell if you're calling me a jerk or not. i read that letter over and over again, and you still insult me by calling me a jerk. if you all think i'm a jerk for standing up for myself against ya'll, then that's not even worth the battle, think of me what you may, but i'm just standing up for what's right for me. if ya'll think i'm a jerk for not writing or w/e to ya'll, then well, yer wrong. I've tried keeping in touch with ya'll. i've been trying to keep it together with ya'll. i've been trying my hardest to stay friends. but every time i seem to get one step closer, something pushes me about three steps back. i don't see what makes it so that i'm not such a kind friend. if it's cause of what happened in the beginning of the year, then ya got alot to learn about what being a jerk is. so go ahead, tell me, what makes me a jerk?

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      ok. but i still have to ask my parents. i said it was ok with me. so yeah... dunno bout my parents

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      ok. but that doesn't change the fact that i know it'll be weird with me around again. i know you all say it'll be fine. but i find myself at a loss of words with any of you...

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      that only gives me an hour to drop kayla off and meet you guys there. which means, after getting home, i'd have 15 minutes to get back to the place. and i dunno. it'd probably be weird between me and everyone...

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      I guess I'll keep trying I guess. Haha. I see you had a little spat on here. Fighting all the time, ain't ya?

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      that would be cool ^_^ thank you for inviting me. we got your letter today. I'm gonna write you one back! ok? =D

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Yeah. It ain't a habit. Hopefully it won't become one. It's just to relax sometimes I guess. He's doing a bunch of crap. I hope he doesn't get too into it. That would suck ass.

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      yeah, as i said, don't jump to conclusions. but thanks for thinking about me and trying to send me mail to make up for all this. i guess none of you really knew that i'm not making it off as well as we all planned. sure, gettin' good grades in everything but math is cool. but i'd rather have someone to talk to... it's fine. lynn asked me if i was ok, and i'm fine. just kinda been breaking down for the last month and this didn't help cause i finally stopped breaking down, and this made me break again. anyway. thanks. see ya

    • Demonpunk

      11 years ago

      hell yeah i know how much words can hurt. ya'll exercised that plenty. my words were just what i felt. i didn't name spesific names or anything. you all just assume stuff that you shouldn't. it pisses me off. when people jump to conclusions and get mad at a person, it's stupid. ya'll probably don't know how hard i've had it. well let me tell ya. i've been crying alot more lately, due to family problems. uh, lets see. i can't talk to anyone at all, you at least have the rest of the group. i'm going to a school to where i dunno what to do. the people there are public highschool kids and i really dunno anyone. I have no one to turn to cause lets see.. hmm. oh that's right! cause i'm scared to talk to any of you anymore cause you might just use it against me or start a big fight with me again. i don't even talk about my life anymore cause ya'll might just get mad at me for it! i was just being me in the beginning, ya'll shoulda known that. now i'm not sure what to say anymore. i'm scared to talk about my life or how i feel cause with you guys, so i always try and change the subject about me and turn it to ya'll. see? things in life effect me! i can't walk around without getting weird looks from people at this school! i'm silent in almost every class. i can't talk to anyone and you guys think you have it hard. i can't go a day without having someone in this family hate me. it's always jenn hating me, but lately, the one person i thought i could turn to is starting to hate me more and more. i can't make everyone happy at once. i've been breaking down almost every night cause of everything. i thought i wouldn't loose contact with ya'll at asa, but ya'll have probably had parties or w/e and havn't invited me, i mean, that's not your fault or anything. but i don't even have a real friend at marcos. i don't have anyone trying to invite me to things except craig. him. that's it. try isolating yourself at a new school where you don't know anyone. lets see how you take it.. i told ya'll it was gonna be harder on me cause i was leaving to a place to where i knew no one. You were all scared of loosing me as a friend. try fearing loosing everyone you had as a friend as friends. it seems i've lost ixy, dom, kelly, and more. i feel like, like i've been forgotten and replaced by others. no one would even introduce me to that new girl. i had no idea who she was. but to me, it fills me with pain to know that you all would go off on me and expect me to be able to pull it back together by myself. i've talked to lynn lately, that's about it. i've only talked to you this way. and guess what, don't bother getting on aim for me. cause i can't get on anymore. someone hacked in and i can't even talk to anyone anymore cause the only things i have are this and text. and none of you do that enough to me. so it's like i've lost all contact with you all. i'm sorry. but right now i'm crying and i just want to be alone.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      I've gotten into a few things during the time though. Like smoking, although it's not a major things, it's nice to smoke every now and then. And that's it. I'm trying to get one of my friends out of doing drugs though. Any ideas on how?

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Ok, yeah. Well, I haven't been on in a while. I forgot I had this account. Oh well. So, I see that you might not be on as much, just like me. But I guess we both have busy lives.

      -Livin' it up!

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Alright, alright. I'll practice more. And don't worry. In class, I get plenty of swings in. The 200 is just for outside of class. 200 in the morning, and 200 in the evening. So, that's about 400 out of class. Then, I do about 300 more in class. So that's 700 swings a day minimum. I guess that's good. Oh. Good luck getting your black belt. I'm sure you can get it by then.

      Ok! I will practice!

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Ok cool. And they aren't deep cuts right? They're just small ones? Yeah, no skipping class. I'm gonna stop. I'll practice with my sword a bit more too. 300 swings a day isn't enough. Oh well. I'll just keep up the practice. And protect someone for real? If I get hired that is.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Eh. Skipping classes I guess isn't good because you could miss something important that the teacher may want to do that's new. It also adds up on the absents and such which also isn't good. So....maybe I'll stop....

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Well, skipping classes is no big deal when I already understand and know everything we're talking about. So, I skip classes I already get and such. It's easy really. It's mostly math and english.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Wow. Interesting. I've never had an instructor mess up on anything except names of people. Other than that there's been nothing. Yeah, knowing sensei's that I've had, you all will get the revenge, although I think it's pretty funny when they do that. Uh, I've only gotten into a little trouble. I ditched class because I didn't feel like learning in that class. I basically got caught, but they didn't do anything about it.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Eh. Then she may not be worth listening to. And, cool. Glad to know you're ok. I probably woulda hunted that guy down if you weren't haha. If you ever need to talk though, I got nothing better to do.(except class) So, you can just send me a message or a comment and I'll make sure to get back to you.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      If she were a hard rock singer, that would be better. But if it's pop, eh. I like more rock and stuff.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Yeah, that show with the slutty girl and the bad ass dog. So yeah. Well, what type of music does she sing?

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Yeah, I think I will. But, I mean, not that many people will know her right? She's korean apparently, so not even japanese, so...even anime freaks won't really know her, unless they watch that one show she sings the ending for. The one with the dog guy and the slutty girl who runs around with him.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Oh. So it's not a person you know? I thought that would be a pretty cool name for a person. Wonder if that's her real name or just a name she chose as a singer. You know? Like what some singers do, change their name to be more cool or something like that. Maybe I'll check her music out.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Oh. That's cool. Sai huh? Those are always fun. Oh, and who's boa? Christina was telling me that she was listening to boa. Is that a person? Or one of your friends? Or what? And yes, reading slowly does help.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Yeah. Martial arts and such helps me with that too. Although, I focus emotions into my blade now. Oh, I'm only on book two. I can be a slow reader with manga because I go back over things and try to logically understand them so that I won't forget them in the future. Yes, it's weird, but it helps when reading novels for school and such.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Eh, bottling up what I have to say is one of the things I end up doing best. I mean, what's the point in saying it? It holds no importance, well, yeah maybe in some situations I should speak up, but sometimes it's better to keep quiet. Ya know? You never want to say something that could hurt another person, although I seem to do that a lot. Probably cause I let my temper get the best of me. Then I say stupid stuff that comes out wrong. It makes people mad or sad. Heh, but I guess I have to work on my temper a bit. Oh, I read more of uh...Fruit Baskets. It doesn't seem all that interesting, but if you say it gets better, I'll keep reading.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      It's usually that I don't trust people with what I have to say. So I keep things locked up. It doesn't matter though. I trust some people, like my close friends. That and I'm pretty sure people don't trust me.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      True. You don't want to act childish about situations about this. But it depends on what you think is childish. But then again, this comes from someone who has trust issues haha.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Yes. I've lost trust from a few friends and also have lost trust in many. So I almost know what it's like. I don't understand completely, but still. I probably have more knowledge then most about it.

    • mistress360

      11 years ago

      hi's! how are you?

    • WhoWantsPie

      11 years ago

      Vote for me here, three times please.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      I guess it depends on your role in their life. If you're trustworthy and such, they'll probably tell you alot more; however, if you abuse that they'll start not trusting you with their feelings and secrets. One of my friends decided to tell another one of my friends about something that happened when she was younger, and now she gets made fun of. She doesn't really trust him anymore. So I guess it depends on what you do with what people tell you. If you start abusing it and telling others or using it against them, they'll stop trusting you. And it's really hard to gain that trust back.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Yeah. I guess it wouldn't be any good if everyone knew each other's secrets. But keeping too many secrets can also be bad. It means you're living a life of lies and people can break down from things like that. Some people, if they keep too many lies have symptoms, like for one, they lose confidence in themselves, or they randomly break down when nothing is wrong, or they try and hide it by pinning problems on themselves and make a big deal of most things. Those type of people need to be comforted and talked to, like they need to be asked if everything is ok for that day, because for all we know, they're hiding something and won't talk about it until someone else brings it up. Lies can do that to people.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      That's good that life is going well for you. Huh? Oh, no. I guess he never did tell me what happened, but I guess I got over that. He can keep his secrets all he wants. I'm sure that he'll tell me one day. But until then, I guess I just have to wonder huh?

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      I doubt I would like something that is meant for girls to like.

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      So, is it a crappy love story? Or just a love story? Or something like that?

    • Rurounininja

      11 years ago

      Does that mean this book is crap too? What type of story is it? Is it a freak story? What's it about? I don't like reading crap.

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      Ok. That's crap. Most good books at least give you a hint of what happened in the last volume so people get a good idea in case they forgot.

    • mistress360

      12 years ago

      IFU WERE KILLED TOMORROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL CUZ ID B N JAIL 4 KILLIN THE MOTHA FUCKER THAT KILLED U!


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      WE TRUE HOMIES
      WE RIDE TOGETHER
      WE DIE TOGETHER
      send this GUN to everyone you care about including me if you care. C how many times you get this, if you get a 10 your A TRUE HOMIE.

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      It doesn't tell you what happened in the last books?

    • Demonpunk

      12 years ago

      IFU WERE KILLED TOMORROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL CUZ ID B N JAIL 4 KILLIN THE MOTHA FUCKER THAT KILLED U!


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      ....../ `---___________----_____|]
      ...../_==o;;;;;;;;_________.:/
      .....), --- ---.(_(__) /
      ....// (..) ), ----"
      ...//____//
      ..//____//
      .//____//

      WE TRUE HOMIES
      WE RIDE TOGETHER
      WE DIE TOGETHER
      send this GUN to everyone you care about including me if you care. C how many times you get this, if you get a 10 your A TRUE HOMIE.

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      It won't make any sense? What if I read the summary in the beginning of each book? Then it would make sense because then I would know what's going on.

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      Oh. That means I have to read until book 5? That sucks. All just to see Kyo's sensei. He does?? What book is that in? Maybe I'll just buy the books with his sensei in them.

    • Demonpunk

      12 years ago

      Gonna kill me cause I showed up? =D

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      Actually rurouni kenshin does technically get up to 30 and past. If you count the first ones he appeared in, which is Samurai X, there's more then 30.

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      I showed him the book you recommended. Where's kyo's sensei? I want to read about him. Actually, I gave my sensei the book to read. Battle Royale. Then I was stupid enough to tell him to cook dinner too. So I guess it was my fault. I don't see kyo's sensei anywhere in the book

    • Rurounininja

      12 years ago

      Mhm. Oh. only 23? Most of the good manga out there go up into at least the 30's.

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