umpalumpagrl

Female
from Some Where from Candy Mountain!

  • Activity

    • so... whats been going on

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      Okay well I've noticed lately.
      I let a lot of people Push me around and tell me what to do and walk all over me.
      and I never say anything. I'm such a pushover.
      I never share my feeling so much anyone. and I'll die alone with 27 cats.
      I kind of feel dead inside.
      Like maybe I'm not good enough.
      I really do think maybe someone out there deserves to live more than I do.
      I mean someone who loves their life. Like if they have a breain tumor. or if they have cancer or something like that
      and they don't want to die.

      I mean I am not trying to be suisidle.

      I mean I don't think I'm pretty enough or I'm just not that good of a person.
      to deserve anyone
      I mean I have loved some guys.
      But, everytime I get close to them. They leave me.
      I mean I can't even really cry anyone becuase I've already cried myself to much.
      and when a guy breaks up with me. I don't get sad anyone. I think I just kind of exsepct it to happen.

      I think sometimes I exsepct to much out of people. I know I shouldn't but, I do.

      I have my guard up lately. I just don't want to get hurt anymore.

      I mean I know a lot of people have it way worse. and I shouldn't be complaing but, I really just need to write this down.

      I mean. Lately. I really don't think I can really trust anyone right now. I have really bad trust issues.

      I think maybe I should go to a place where they talk about feelings.

      I just need to talk to someone without being judged.

      I mean. I don't understand why some girls get so jealouse when her boyfiend is best friends with a girl.
      I mean I know that it is awkward. But, they were probably friends with them before they were ur boyfriend

      anyways, lately thats how I feel.

    • well

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      somethings that are on my mind lately or something like that


      I hate HYPOCRITS...... AND I BET THEY DON'T EVEN REALIZE THEY ARE ONE.......


      UMMMM I FKING HATE PEOPLE WHO HINK THEY ARE BETTER THAN U JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE OLDER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT......


      I FKING HATE BEING PUSHED AROUDN AND UNDER ESTIMATED.....


      I HATE NOT BEING LOVED LIKE I SHOULD

      I HATE PEOPLE WHO MAKE IT ABOUT THEMSELVES or talk about their problems when some one goes to them for support.

      I HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST GET CRAP THAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT SO U CAN RUB IT IN THEIR FACES


      I HATE PEOPLE WHO COMPLAIN ALL THE TIME AND THAN WHEN OTHER PEOPLE DO IT THEY FREAK OUT ON THEM FOR IT.....


      I FKING HATE MOST PEOPLE...... I MEAN THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO DO THAT

      AND I'M NOT SAY I'M PERFECT AND I DO DO THAT SOMETIMES....BUT, I DON'T DO IT ALL THE TIME....LIKE MOST PEOPLE



      WHOOOOO THAT FELT GOOD TO LET IT ALL OUT..... I JUST NEEDED TO WRITE THIS DOWN......... SORRY IF I BOTHERED U.........


      WELL I GUESS I DIDN'T F U TOOK THE TIME TO READ THIS

      REALLY IF U HAVE TO MAKE NEGITIVE COMMENT REALLY JUST DON'T IT'S JUST THAT SAD THAT U TAKE THE TIME JUST TO READ MY JOURNAL ENTRY'S JUST TO MAKE NEGITIVE COMENTS


    • WoW.

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      Okay well School starts on Monday. Holy it was 3 weeks..... I hate to admit it but, I actyally miss school. I mean it's only a half a day witch is good.

      I can't waitto do my New Year Resolutions.

      1. Try to Leave the Past in the Past
      2. Be a Better Friend
      3. Get a Boyfriend (Well Maybe)
      4. Be a Better Student
      5. Try my best In gym (If I get it for the Semester)

      SEE YA LATERS

    • Lists

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      Okay I guess so u ppl can know more about me.... Here is a list of my Favorite movies.... Really they all are my #1 but, I'm just going to number them so u know....( sorry If I miss spell some of them....)

      1. The Notebok
      2. A Walk to Remember
      3. P.S. I Love You
      4. Marley and Me
      5.Twilight
      6.Epic Movie
      7. Date Movie
      8. Nepolian Dynamite
      9. Curious Goerge
      10. Click
      11. Jumaji
      12. Dirty Dancing


      I have a lot more I'll update them when I can remember them all lol
      What movies do u like?
      Plz do tell.

    • About you Now

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      I deadicate this to Jace......If u get pised of say shit I really don't give a funk

      Maybe I'm wrong
      You decide
      Should've been strong
      yeah I lied
      Nobody gets me like you
      Couldn't keep hold of you then
      How could I know what you meant
      There was not a friend to compare to
      There's a mountain between us
      But there's one thing I'm sure of
      That I know how I feel about you

      Can we bring yesterday back around?
      Cause I know how I feel about you now
      I was dumb I was wrong
      I let you down
      But I know how I feel about you now

      All that it takes one more chance
      Don't let our last kiss be our last
      I'm outta my mind just to show you
      I know everything changes
      I don't care where it takes us
      Cause I know how I feel about you

      Can we bring yesterday back around?
      Cause I know how I feel about you now
      I was dumb I was wrong
      I let you down
      But I know how I feel about you now

      Not a day passed me by
      Not a day passed me by
      When I don't think about you
      And there's no moving on
      Cause I know you're the one
      And I can't be without you

      Can we bring yesterday back around?
      Cause I know how I feel about you now
      I was dumb I was wrong
      I let you down
      But I know how I feel about you now

      Can we bring yesterday back around?
      Cause I know how I feel about you now
      I was dumb I was wrong
      I let you down
      But I know how I feel about you now

      But I know how I feel about you now
      Yeah I know how I feel about you now

    • Bleeding Love? 2 videos?

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      Okay well today I looked up Leona Lewis Bleeding Love..... and well I thought it was u knwo not one of the actual music videos they have and well they made 2 videos of Bleeding Love
      and well I like the 2nd one in my opion....... but, u have urs...... Watch both videos and tell me what u think....
      I mean it's kind of rude when no one comments my Jpurnal Entry's and I comment yours.... and u don't comment mine but, u comment other people's..... JUST SAYING AND IT IS THE TRUTH...... Like only 4 people I know actually comment on some of mine......... Really It's pretty disrespectfula nd rude!!!!!!
      anyways.....

      Here is the old video:
      www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-ctIC65PV0&feature=channel


      Here is the New one I found:
      www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF84pIhP5UM&NR=1

    • Return the Flavor

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      I love this songggggg!

      Keri Hilson Feat. Timbaland - Return the Flavor!!!!

      listen!
      www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0eVExLbDy0

    • Global Warming

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      I know Global Warming is bad it's killing the Polar Bears.... But, People are trying to fix it now.....IT'S ALL READY HAPPENED!!!!!!....... We were warned about this long ago...but, yet we did nothing about it....of course people are saying....We should walk everywhere...... Well we really can't it would take you forever to get soem where...... They also say we shoudl ride liek Donkeys and Horses..... well You know how much people travle to far places and go everywhere in just one day. That would be so exspencive... To feed them and buy them all teh things they need so they wouldn't get sick and die or so they woudl look nice...... Plus we would end up being over populated with horses.....Don't mention how much they poop... THERE WOULD BE SHIT EVERYWHERE! "Sorry that made me think of Dumb and Dumber.... when Harry meets Loyd." Lol ....but, we woudl end up killing the horses.....Plus they are making Solar cars and stuff like that...... I do think it's fucked up that people never listendd to gloabl warming and shit..... and they didn't do anything...... But, the truth is we can't do anything because it's already happened...... I mean the horse thing would be okay.... but, yeah.......
      Anyways ....... Just stop making Global Warming worse is the mora; of this ranting...

      anyways thanx for listening.....

      Happy Holidays.....

      Plus I really don't like Christmas so much...... It's about how Jesus was born! It's not about the Presents....or the Charorlors of anyuthing it's about hwo Jesus was sent down to Earth!

      But, yeah....... Plus there is otrher religions.... so we shouldn't be so selfish and just think of ours.
      Since I am ranting...... PEOPLE SAY AMERICA IS FREE...... I SAY NOT EXACTLY....... WE SAY IMMAGRANTS CAN'T SOME HER WELLL U DUMBASSES....... IMMIGRANTS FOUND THIS PLACE..... PLUS WHEN WE FIRST CAME HERE WE WERE IMMGRANTS..... SO STFU ABOUT THAT SHIT......
      U COMPLAIN BECAUSE THEY TAKE ALL THE JOBS FOR CHEAPER.... WELL FUCK U ......
      They came here so they can be free and we treat them like CRAP WELL FUCK U!!!!!

      anyways....... thanx for listening

      I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT U SAY...... BUT, IF UR GOING TO BE NEGITIVE AND SAY RUDEASS COMMENTS WELL I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT SHIT SO IF UR GONNA BE RUDE AND NEGITIVE THAN DON'T COMMENT AT ALL!!!!!!

    • On The Line

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      I didn’t wanna say, I’m sorry, for breaking us apart.
      I didn’t wanna say, it was my fault, even though I knew it was.
      I didn’t wanna call, you back, ‘cuz I knew that I was wrong.
      Yeah I knew, I was wrong.

      One in the same, never to change.
      Our love was beautiful.
      We got it all, destined to fall.
      Our love was tragical.
      Wanted to call, no need to fight.
      You know I wouldn’t lie.
      But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.

      Listen baby.
      Never would’ve said forever, if I knew we’d end so fast.
      Why did you say, “I love youâ€Â, if you knew that it wouldn’t last?
      Baby I just can’t hear what you’re saying.
      The line is breaking up.
      Or is that, just us?
      Or is that just us?!

      One in the same, never to change.
      Our love was beautiful.
      We got it all, destined to fall.
      Our love was tragical.
      Wanted to call, no need to fight.
      You know I wouldn’t lie.
      But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.

      Try to call again and get in your mailbox.
      Like a letter left unread.
      Apologies are often open ended,
      but this one’s better left unsaid.

      One in the same, never to change.
      Our love was beautiful.
      We got it all, destined to fall.
      Our love was tragical.
      Wanted to call, no need to fight.
      You know I wouldn’t lie.
      But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.
      We’ll leave it on the line.
      (Yeah, oh yeah)
      We’ll leave it on the line tonight

    • The Middle

      10 years ago

      umpalumpagrl

      I knew where I was going when you left the room
      You're the kinda guy that makes me want to
      Follow through to you
      I've been trying to leave you for the longest time
      The second that I saw you I just knew I found my right guy

      I like it
      I wanna crash
      I wanna fall
      I wanna be somewhere in the middle.
      Somewhere in the middle
      Something
      It's better than nothing
      I just need a little
      I just need a little cuz I
      Don't wanna be nowhere
      But somethings makin' me go there
      Somewhere in the middle with you

      I like it

      Losing my direction,
      That's the way it should be
      Feeling a connection
      When you're standing next to me
      I wanna be rolling
      I just wanna be rolling with you.

      All of the things you say
      I like it
      Taking me far away
      I like it

      I wanna crash
      I wanna fall
      I wanna be somewhere in the middle.
      Somewhere in the middle
      Something
      It's better than nothing
      I just need a little
      I just need a little cuz I
      Don't wanna be nowhere
      But somethings makin' me go there
      Somewhere in the middle with you

      Baby you take me
      You wanna take me from this crazy ??
      Babyyyy
      Cuz I just need a little
      I just need a little
      Somewhere in the middle with you


      I wanna fall
      I wanna be somewhere in the middle.
      Somewhere in the middle
      Something
      It's better than nothing
      I just need a little
      I just need a little cuz I
      Don't wanna be nowhere
      But somethings making me go there
      Somewhere in the middle with you

      CRASH
      FALL
      I like it I like it
      Somewhere in the middle with you

  • Comments (1604)

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      well Paige IS gross dude ZInniha I miss you so much when I get to school im gonna give you a frikin huge azz hug ^^

      but well..I dont know Paige is desperate, and I thought I could work it out between me and and Josh because I really DO love him and my heart aches because of that dumb slut

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      well could you tell him that Jared is just like...one of my best friends? I mean....yeah I like jared....because hes the pimp SHIT! :D

      but yeah dude I miss Josh

      and paige? ugh fuck her up the lips some more xD sorry I couldmnt resist!

      YEAH DUDE I FUCKIN LVOE YOU TO DEATH!!! i made this paper for everyone in my family and I stuck you on there! :D

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      then why do you think he broke up with me?

      yeah I know hes going out with paige....fucking SICK

      but yeah I still lvoe him dude :/

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      oh

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      Hey Bitch guess what I got my puppy!

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      why

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      so how are you

    • badgirl82636

      10 years ago

      ok and thanks

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      beside Phil Taylor

    • beth03

      10 years ago

      i get on every few weeks. so i thinks it is still there.

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      Get on first class my intrnet i messing up plz!

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      I mean my Habbo thing?

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      Okay what is it?

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      best drummer ever

    • beth03

      10 years ago

      i know my old one...

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      mainly sketches with Animal

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      watching muppets on youtube

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      what up

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      Did you make me a new one?

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      Okay

    • Have_Fun

      10 years ago

      Hey my habbo things not working...

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      yeah so whats up

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      yeah it is,thats better then i expected

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      by 7 points so i barely passed but i passed

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      pretty good i found out that i passed my final in math

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      what up

    • beth03

      10 years ago

      it was PERSPIRATION drugs...

      and the doctor was recommended them since he was so depressed and he couldnt get out.

    • beth03

      10 years ago

      i watched it on the discovery channel to...

      and it said that in a 30 decades.. we the hand scape would be so much better..

      and global warming wouldn't happen...

      i dont know about you... but i would rather die and go to a dream world

      instead of all the polar bears not having a place to roam, or let alone have the polar bear be killed all together.

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      weird how

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      so whats up

    • umpalumpagrl

      10 years ago

      In reply to urlilcupcake, #-1:

      no. I never did. and I said I felt the same way so yeh... and no u just need to learn how to read

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      You added that after Alisha said the same thing as me, so don't even go there.
      And you said ONE thing about Alisha, the rest was about you.

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      yeah

    • LoveOrHate

      10 years ago

      hey will u comment my pics plz!?!?!?!?

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      im feelin better though

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      im sick

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      lol its alright i do that a lot

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      lol that seemed unnesisasary

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      i know the feeling

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      so anything else new

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      i didnt mean you i ment people at my school

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      it doesnt realy bother me but im tired of hearing everyone bitch about it its not that big of a deal

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      shit our schools are so poor they're shutting down the middle school and moving them up to the high school

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      so whats up

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      my favorite part is the tea party scene

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      it is strange

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      not much just watchin Alice in Wonderland

    • notanube581

      10 years ago

      what up

    • Spider_Jonas

      10 years ago

      uploading pictures that are to big of a file

    • 2sexy4u

      10 years ago

      cuz i snuck out and got a ticket for assult and battery lol

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