urlilcupcake

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from the home of the arrogant, of course.

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    • read it.

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      On the 12th, I'm getting a new account. I wanted to, but I thought it would be rude to while I had my sponsorship since it was a gift from someone else. So if you actually read this, just leave a comment or something and I'll let you know what my new account name will be.

      Like fourty people watch me, so it'll be interesting to see how many of you actually read my journals.

      peace.
      -tofu.

    • bittersweet;

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      'sweet lady liberty, you are the lost though you are free and what hides beneath, can't tell the wolves from the sheep!'

      i can't get enough of those lines.
      and i was thinking, i'd rather be free and lost then captive and found.

      that song is about america. it's on alexisonfire's new album, but you probably didn't know that until i told you. it's called 'sons of privileged' and the vocals are so intoxicatingly bittersweet, i can almost taste the lyrics.

      anyway. it's a good song.

    • prick!

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      Well guess what, kemosabe? I finally have faith in something you can't take away from me or ruin. So do your fucking worst, asshole. Maybe she won't stand up for me, and maybe you'll scare off all my friends (and just forbid them from seeing me when they stick around), but I will always know I could be more mature than you. Oh, and there's the fact that you'll probably be reincarnated as one of those cows you pay to have SLAUGHTERED so you can barbeque them on your $400 grill. Or maybe you'll be a girl cow, and they'll hook you up to a machine and pump you all day long and take away your babies and underfeed you.

      Whereas I will get to be something much nicer, like a starfish, or a talented person.

      And well...nothing you say or sabotage will change that. ONE THING YOU CAN'T GET AT. And so, sorry to disappoint with the not crying and getting sent away bit. But your tactics don't work anymore, Sherlock.

      You're 55. Grow up.

    • i can gloat a little, right?

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      K, first. Does It Offend You, Yeah? is possibly the most awesomest band EVUR. Yeah. Check out Epic Last Song, which I currently have on repeat (to Ave's dismay...he likes 'em, but you know guys...) and I FREAKIN' LOVE. I could SO nerd out to this band. Like a fucking girl, for once.

      ANYWAYS! I also got Alexisonfire's new album. SO IN YOUR FACE, PRICKY MCPRICKSTER! I thought you mentioned them...WHO AM I KIDDING? YOU FUCKING WORSHIP THEM. And I beat you. Got it for 15 bucks too! Too bad you're such a prick or maybe I'd share...and Dunbar doesn't have Sonic Rainbow!

      BABY BABE I'VE LOVED YOU A LONG TIME, I TRY HARDER JUST TO KNOW YOU'RE ALL MINE!

      Yeah, maybe I'm a lil hyper.

    • well thanks a lot.

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      that's real good for my trust issues, and my faith in you.

      say you quit and then make excuses of why it was so hard to not get high when mary jane's the least addictive of all drugs and YOU PROMISED ME and giving into peer pressure is pathetic.

      and then who the fuck is telling the truth anyway? I TRUSTED YOU BOTH. and you know how i feel right now? do you even care how much this bothers me? BECAUSE I TOLD YOU!

      i'm so glad everyone listens to me only when it's too late and that we can't be true and honest to OUR BEST FRIENDS...

    • just so you know;

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      i feel like the only sane person here, more than sometimes. and i will not accept that i will never experience the hendrix experience or see marley perform buffalo soldier. i refuse to be ripped off.

      so now i will talk to my fellow barefooted friends, and also my fellow punk 'fuck the mainstream' friends (many of whom are both) as they are experts in the art of conspiracy theories and we will uncover the government's lies.

      sorry, but i'm a vegetarian buddhist punk hippie vampire who walks barefoot everywhere, would prefer not to wear clothes, wants to live on the beach and own a giraffe and paint for a living. what do you expect from me? to believe our government only has our best interest at heart? please. our own former president (and thank goodness for the former part!) kept secrets from the congress, which is part of the government. so imagine what they must be keeping from us!

      sorry, i just don't believe it.

    • i did it because;

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      i couldn't move on until someone stepped up and said 'i'm sorry, it was my fault.'

      i did it. even though you were the one that was wrong, you would never, ever say so. you never have. you're too ignorant to apologize. i'm sorry that's the case, but it's true. of course according to you, i probably made you that way, right?

      i said sorry a TRILLION times. every sentence started with that word and i meant it everytime, yet according to you, i'm the one who needed to do it. because i wanted an hour of your time and maybe a bit of your love.

      i'm pretty sure you hurt me worse, but if i hurt you, that's the only thing i'm taking the blame for after today. i really am sorry if i did, and you can be ignorant, but i never, ever wanted to hurt you and i never meant to, and i'm really sorry if you can't believe that because you didn't get to know me well enough to know that i've got an enormous heart and love to give away, but it's alright because i wouldn't believe you, either. not that you'll ever say it, anyway.

    • i don't like cowards.

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      i'm really all buddhist-y right now. so here's a thought beyond my years.

      only a coward will blame his mistakes on someone else. a decent person will admit that he made a mistake. a good person will admit it, apologize, and try to fix it or do better.

      i found out that there's a lot more cowards than decent people, and there's hardly any good ones at all.

      you probably do it without realizing it. think of the last argument you were in. did you take some of the blame, or was it the other person's fault, in your opinion?

      we all make mistakes. there's no shame in that; we're only human. the shame is in not taking the fall for our actions.

    • you love me but you don't know who i am;

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      WOAH! i had just enough space for that...divine, divine.

      anyways, that song gets me thinking. since maybe like, three people actually know me past level 3? it's look 'aw you're so cute when you do this or that, i love you baby.'

      god, seriously? go away. talk to me for an hour and my cuteness pretty much dissolves.

      i'm really complex. and i suppose that the challenge of getting to know ME and not the person i front, is just too much for a lot of people. it's like they dig the window display but are too scared to enter the shop, you know? oh well, it's pretty rewarding i'd say. i'm pretty interesting if you really...

      just a thought. if more people knew me...then i wouldn't have to talk so much because you'd already know. you definitely wouldn't be guaranteed understanding me, but at least you'd have the equasion, if not all the variables.

      see, i bet most of you don't even know what the book i've been working on for oh, three years is about. bet you didn't even know i was writing one, huh?

      go figure.

    • i never!;

      10 years ago

      urlilcupcake

      i'm coming out of my cage, and i've been doing just fine, thank you.

      here's a thought: let's agree to disagree.


      i need to paint. i'm not done and i can't write another word, for once. i'm not so great at drawing, and usually it's a pain in my ass anyway. it's not right for me to not have paints. 'it's not unusual to be loved by anyone' does anyone know what the fuck that means anyway? i need to talk to beth. i think some mindless girl chatter is in order.


      anyway (dare me to go a day without saying THAT word?) i'm tired. not like go to sleep tired, but tired like a couple that's been married for ten years and are close to divorce. aren't i wordy? god, i need some paint. paper and a brush are secondary concerns, because i can paint myself in a jam and i can do it the old fashioned way, and by that i mean like kindergarteners do. but jesus, do i need some paint.


      think you can handle me?

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  • Comments (39)

    • thatdood23

      5 years ago

      Hello.

    • seruko

      9 years ago

      im cleaning out my friends and if you want to stay on the list leave a message on my latest journal

    • perfectseven

      9 years ago

      The Killers Group has news for you, The Killers Hit the Big Screen
      thekillersposter.jpg
      Be sure to hit watch (if you haven't already) to keep in touch with the what nots. Enjoy LIfe.

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      wh...what?

    • WhenIDie7

      10 years ago

      I noticed you liked Stephen King. Did you ever read "Rage"?

    • zebrahead101

      10 years ago

      Nice

    • ZeroLegacy

      10 years ago

      man you must sleep all day

    • ZeroLegacy

      10 years ago

      what are you doin up so late?

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      yah me too lol

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      yah also cryin when your happy...that happened ot me the other day and...I wrote the best letter of my life then lol

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      but then again you dont always smile when your happy so people think you are down. I am always way happy now-a-days or maybe its the not sleeping situation lol....but I dont smile so its hard...you know? Most people just dont get it

    • Sexy_Latino

      10 years ago

      lol wow. Yeah. I'm getting a new phone so I don't have it yet. I'll text you soon!!!

    • Spider_Jonas

      10 years ago

      Okay.

    • zebrahead101

      10 years ago

      I've been good.

    • zebrahead101

      10 years ago

      Guess who it is?
      Tis Sam!

    • 666lette

      10 years ago

      woah is he going into the army or something?
      I dont like how they make you go wherever they want you to go whenever they feel like they want you to go. I hardly ever saw logan, but each time I saw him he was....different...every time...he was always different, more.....idk like he was having less heart each time, it was pretty sad for me and jess dude. My parents didnt even care, they just wanted him home.
      woo sorry....but then again dont we all want the best for everybody? maybe you should talk to him, tell him how you feel.....

    • ShotgunBoy

      10 years ago

      Cool, my girlfriend is going to the warped tour when it hits Arizona I think. She's going to America for 4 week, back to see her family for a while.

    • Zotaku87

      10 years ago

      Good! Glad to hear it. smiley1.gif

    • Zotaku87

      10 years ago

      I sent your posters in the mail yesterday, so they should be on their way. Thanks for the patience. Please let me know when you get them so I know they didn't get lost along the way. smiley1.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      smiley0.gif

    • miragenite1

      10 years ago

      yeah, but they look awesome and sparkly now! :D

      besides...ill grow up when i want >.<

    • Insaneoflex

      10 years ago

      haha its ok

    • Insaneoflex

      10 years ago

      Fine then....mean

    • Insaneoflex

      10 years ago

      Hello there!

    • Lockore

      10 years ago

      Very cool! Thanks for posting the links with a better view of them too. ^_^

    • MG9

      10 years ago

      Nothing it was the black and whiteness of the picture that was playing tricks on my mind.

    • beth03

      10 years ago

      oh that makes sense... because he has to color your world. haha. i love that.

    • pimpindacrib FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Agh that blows big time. Maybe soon you will get one. Idk what grade you are in but seeing by your age 14 (8th/9th) maybe you will get one for graduation.

    • pimpindacrib FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      So do you got an xbox?

    • pimpindacrib FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Hey I commented your journal so I followed those rules smiley0.gif

    • pimpindacrib FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I'm surprised that you accepted my request.

    • MG9

      10 years ago

      Same thing different dialect of english

    • Clipx

      10 years ago

      thats cool.

    • MG9

      10 years ago

      Well excuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse me, ill just use Indubitably

    • Clipx

      10 years ago

      hey watsup. I never thought there was a single 14 year old girl on this site , lol

    • MG9

      10 years ago

      Indeed it does look awesome now

    • BlackiceD

      10 years ago

      Thank you for the pic comment !

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      lol @ retarded friends.
      Wait... a couple of them are like my retarded friends too aren't they?
      Oops! Did I just say that? heh!

      We kid cause we care. smiley0.gif

    • urlilcupcake

      10 years ago

      All comments will be deleted eventually.

      I will always read comments first, and I'll usually reply, BUT, they will be deleted.
      If you have a problem with me deleting your comment, then don't leave a comment. Simple as that, but do not bitch to me about it.
      Thank you and have a wonderful day.

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