val

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    • MY MIND

      12 years ago

      val

      I once looked in the mirror of my bathroom while holding my gun to my head. I thought for a second what it would be like to be dead and free or so I thought it would be freedom instead containment. locked in the pits of hell no matter how much I would scream and shout there would be no help for me then, like now. I pictured the slide of my gun cocking back as the bullet spead out and through my brains left on my walls. I stopped for a second to think if you were wearth living for. I though of the time you said that you would be there for me like you are now. I hold my head up high as I look at you now. from a distance of which I keep for the sake of my own. I hold your hand when I say hello I Let go when I say Good bye. I have this feeling inside that there would be nothing left of me without you atleast my heart is still weak. I stopped to fight all your fears untill I was left beat, I blink my eyes to see you with the gun to head as I am begging on my knees. not for forgivness......A chance to be happy with you by me... so pull the trigger atleast I now were you stand in this life of my feelings that I use to survive through the days. I feel like I want to Die for every tear that falls is another bullet shot from my gun and through my brain......Valentine

    • Stupid Weekend

      12 years ago

      val

      Okey okey over the weekend me and a couple of my buddies (Shawn, David,two other dudes and DD) were out at shawns house messing around with shawns dirt bikes and all of a sudden my friend david got on one of the dirt bikes that we call "The Beast" really well he was doing some wheeles and then fell hardcore I meas a big wipout well he's fine but then he tried it again and hit the nabors fence btoke the fence ooh I was laughing so hard I had to see if he was okey he got up and was like what happend weres the bike shawn said "It's behind you". ooh it was crazy you should have been there ooh its a memory that will last a life time aww now just thinking about it makes me wanna laugh......................can't hold it.................................hahahahahahahahahahhah hehehahahaahahahahahahahahhahahwooowoowooowooowooowoowokeyokeyhahahahahahahahahahahhaha..............................hahahahahahahahaha...................alright done......................................hahahahlol for about 5 minutes woow that was funny I got the giggles lol.

    • just thoughts and words

      12 years ago

      val

      been with the one we love
      my life sucks I have court my family hates me my life just whent from bad to worse i feel so out of place that I just can't hope for the best I am nothing worse then a pest
      so come hold me tight squeez me till I'm out of life
      these are the thought and facts about me and my life
      if you think you had it rough then you don't kow pain
      if you take one look at me you can see the battle scares that my life has left on me not that you care about me you said you did but you didn't know what to do when i come at you from the grave beyond the thought of eternal peace with out suffering or pain
      some one take this off my chest I feel like the hulk
      living my life with out a cure but having that one girl there to help calm you down that can take the pain from you in just one stare
      seeing that you are just a hurt lil boy that can't express hiss feelings or ask how to say your name in one word i would say it out loud if you gave me that chance to be what i want to be I speak wit hmy heart and not my brain every thing is said so that you would enjoy my company of everlasting peace..........Valentine

    • Driving the nails

      in Forums > Driving the nails | Follow this topic

      val

      this is my band and i really need some help so can you peoplesl please vote
      thanks peace and rock on

      hey i need u to do me a favor i need u to vote for my band called DRIVING THE NAILS go here
      www.bodogmusic.com/
      when u are there where it say HOME ARTIST and all that shit then u click on Battel of the bands . ok so after that on the right side u are going to see WILD CARD VOTEING. CLICK on the bottom of that little think and it should take to the voteing area . NOW WHEN U ARE THERE go to the date where it says

      Wednesday, August 23, 2006 Curtain Club Dallas
      CLICK WHERE IT SAYS DETAILS
      AND VOTE FOR DRIVING THE NAILS now when u click vote its going to take u to this page where it says username/email ok u have to sign up frist so yeah u are going to look on ur right and it shoud say fan sign up and sign up and vote ok thanx and try to get as many ppl to vote for them ok thank you. YOU CAN VOTE WITH MORE THEN ONE EMAIL SO IF U HAVE LIKE 5 EMAILS VOTE FOR US WITH 5 EMAILS.

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    • Battle of the bands Please Vote

      12 years ago

      val

      hey i need u to do me a favor i need u to vote for my band called DRIVING THE NAILS go here
      www.bodogmusic.com/
      when u are there where it say HOME ARTIST and all that shit then u click on Battel of the bands . ok so after that on the right side u are going to see WILD CARD VOTEING. CLICK on the bottom of that little think and it should take to the voteing area . NOW WHEN U ARE THERE go to the date where it says

      Wednesday, August 23, 2006 Curtain Club Dallas
      CLICK WHERE IT SAYS DETAILS
      AND VOTE FOR DRIVING THE NAILS now when u click vote its going to take u to this page where it says username/email ok u have to sign up frist so yeah u are going to look on ur right and it shoud say fan sign up and sign up and vote ok thanx and try to get as many ppl to vote for them ok thank you. YOU CAN VOTE WITH MORE THEN ONE EMAIL SO IF U HAVE LIKE 5 EMAILS VOTE FOR US WITH 5 EMAILS.

    • funny story please read

      12 years ago

      val

      One evening, Mike went over to his friend, Terry`s, house to play cards
      with some friends. Mike sat directly across from Terry`s wife. Mike
      dropped a card on the floor and bent down to pick it up. When he looked
      across the table he saw that Terry`s wife had her legs wide open and no
      panties on. He sat up and was flushed. He went into the kitchen to get
      a drink of water. To his surprise, Terry`s wife had followed him into
      the kitchen and said "Did you like what you saw?" Mike said "Yes, I
      did!" Terry`s wife said "Well, you can get more than that but it will
      cost you $500." So Mike thought about his financial situation and said
      okay. She said "Come here tomorrow at 2:30 because Terry will be at
      work." Mike said "I` ll see you then." The next day Mike went over, they
      had sex, he paid her, then he left. Later Terry came home and asked "Has
      Mike been over here today?" Thinking she had been caught, she said "As a
      matter of fact, he did."

      Terry said "Good, because that fool came by my job this morning and
      asked to borrow $500 until this evening, and he said he would leave it
      with you."

    • A story about a girl and a guy....

      13 years ago

      val

      A guy calls a gurl and asks if she would be his girl friend
      ( keep in mind they have been friends for 5 years
      okey she says that she liked him two days before
      and is willing to date him and said that they were equal and perfect and all that good stuff )
      then when he asked her out she said no
      (keep in mind that the they never got into trouble only like twice and were never going to get into trouble ever agian for each other and there future)
      the boy then quitely hangs up..........
      the next day he sees her at school goes up to her and asks to talk to her
      she says okey
      the boy tells her how she feels and she stays quite...... thinking in her head about what her friend said how he was......tears fall from the boys eyes as he turns and walks away....... nearing the end of the day she calls him to appologise...... no boday answers.........the next she goes to school ready to see him........... the day is half done annd she has not seen him........ so she calls again............no answer..............finally she gets message in the mail a letter it said "I like you I love you I love every thing about you I like your smile I like the way you always try to be right even when your not I like the way you act even if it can be mean but what I love the most is wait go to a mirror.........look at it.........now give me a smile............look into your eyes..........you see that......that is what I like and love every thing about you inside and out..........." the rest of the letter is messing
      the next day she is all happy and can't wait to meet him she goes and asks his friends to see if he went to school
      they all said" HE IS DEAD HE KILLED HIMSELF BECAUSE OF SOME GURL who ever she is better be worth it because I know him very well and he dosn't fall for any one"
      she walks away and goes to the grave yard........... she reads his stone and it says "I will love you forever in my heart and in my soul forever in your grace...."she stays infront of his grave and desides to join him in the after life she decides to pull the trigger.......the gun shot is eccoude in the empty grave yard......

    • FORCE

      13 years ago

      val

      you've run through me with distructive force tearing down old feelings and problems as new ones accure out of my heart as I shout out in my world of loneliness "My heart is alive and these feelings are strong so hard to be ignored." Now what my heart wants is one chance to be with you with out a doubt in my mind that you will turn down my wish of mine. me and you in a happier place of life then live in this world ooh so ugly all I want to do is hold you towards the sky ooh so high but close in my arms of love and happiness all I can offer you is my love and hopfully that will be enough...Valentine

    • be honist with me

      13 years ago

      val

      Ok so i guess if theres anything you wanna get off your chest, heres a few chances to do it!

      1) Do you like me as a friend?


      2) Do you love me?


      3) Do you have a crush on me?


      4) Whats one good thing about me?


      5) Is there anything you want to tell me?


      6) If you had one wish for me, what would it be?


      7) Whats your best memory of me?


      8) Have I ever done anything nice for you?


      9) Have I ever affected your life for the good?


      10) Would you kiss me?


      11) Would you do me?


      12) Has there ever been a time you wanted to kiss me and didnt?


      13) On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the sexiest), what would you rate me as?


      14) Is there anything you'd like to change about our relationship?


      15) What are 3 words that you would use to best describe me?


      16) If you had me locked up in your room for 24 hours, what would you do to me?

    • I'll kill the mathafucker if they did

      13 years ago

      val

      young teenager

      about 13 or 14

      she thought this guy she adored

      was a harmless handsome prince that would never hurt her

      Jeff said he was 16

      he asked her out one night to go to a party

      she thought yesss finnaly a night with Jeff what more can i ask for

      he said its a long ride so we will be getting back late

      so you should tell ur parents u r sleeping over at ur friends house

      she told her parents and left ==it was 6:13PM

      ::::: 4 hours later 10:13pm:::::
      _Jeff is drunk and high he offered Bethany but she said no_

      beth: wow u r right this is a long ride

      Jeff: look i just want to let u know im 19 and we arent going to a
      party

      beth: (in a screaming way ) omg than where r we going

      Jeff: look i just wanted to have our own life together .. u know like
      run away u can lie about ur age get married have kids

      beth: MARRIED ?? KIDS?? O HELL NO .. stop this car

      jeff: nope ..

      _beth tried opening the door and window but they wouldnt open_

      jeff: child lock and window broke ... sorry baby

      _beth spit on jeff_

      beth: im not ur baby

      _jeff reached over and slapped her_

      jeff: i love you bitch

      beth: (crying) ur drunk and high

      _jeff stopped the car immediately ... he got out and opened the trunk ... he got out rope, tape, cocain, bottle water, large eye drop looking tube, knife, and a pipe ... _

      jeff: (yelling) get out ... lets go !!! ... go over there...

      beth: what did u get out of the trunk ??

      jeff: ull see

      _beth started screamming while jeff taped her mouth shut ..._

      jeff: i knew i would need that

      _jeff used the rope and tied beths legs to 2 different trees and
      her arms ... jeff raped beth and beth passed out ... _

      jeff: o you want to sleep now do ya maybe this will help u wake up ...

      _jeff opened the bottle of water and poured a quarter pound of cocain in it ... he shook up the bottle .... then he took the medicine dropper and sucked up some of the mixture ... then he injected the tube into beths vagina ... she woke up spazzing from the cocain ... jeff took the rusty 12 inch pipe and shoved it up her vagina till she bled pulled it back out then shoved it up her butt til he couldnt see it no more ... then he jumped in his car and left .. _


      bethany died from internal bleeding and drug over dose... if u have feelings for her and would never want this to happen to u then repost this story so you can let all the girls be alerted off who they choose and what they should be aware of ... please we need to be strong girls....we need to know what we're doing

      if your a girl repost this as "girls read this and boys dont ever do this...never"

      if your a guy repost this as "id kill a muthafucka who did this

  • Comments (242)

    • Blue_Fire

      12 years ago

      i dont have online ;_;

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      ya wutever freak

    • Blue_Fire

      12 years ago

      its not boring its just that its boring after you beat it

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      im not scared and u dont know me or were i live

    • Blue_Fire

      12 years ago

      surprisingly its Call of Duty 3

    • Blue_Fire

      12 years ago

      sooooo bored, and i just got a new game yesturday but i beat it already, not even 14 hours of game play =P

    • Misty_Rose

      12 years ago

      Okay.. Thank you?

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      dont be talking shit u dumb fuck, i will beat the shit out of u stupidfuck

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      ya wutever

    • Misty_Rose

      12 years ago

      One eyed poker?
      What the....??

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      im not scared of u fagit

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      u seem like the stocker type of person

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      ya u r realy stupid

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      yeah i do, iflookscoodkilll

    • OneEyedPoker

      12 years ago

      i dont know who u r, i dont like ur gf u dumbass y would i like a girl that i dont know that well at all stupid ass

    • DaisyBoy

      12 years ago

      Just curios, I saw your conversation with Oneeyedpoker and was wonder what had happened. contact me

    • ReokuHimura

      12 years ago

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      Have A Wonderful Turkey Stuffing Holiday!

      Love,
      ReokuHimura

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      haha yes they are : ]
      yeahh mann

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      whoo whoo
      yes as a matter of fact i am dressing up
      i am going to be J-Dog from the band Hollywood undead[the picture in my current journal]
      J-Dog is the one with the mask that has a dollar bill as the moth and red dripping down my friend is being the producer i am mucho excited for halloween

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      eh well same
      just sorting of getting ready for halloween and so on
      laughing like it is my job you know

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      heyy i have been pretty good how about yourself?

    • Maidenscurse

      12 years ago

      Are you serious?! They're putting bleach on Adult Swim?????

    • Maidenscurse

      12 years ago

      the family is doing good.. my daughter is enjoying school (she's n K-4) and My son is now self-proclaimed "SuperGabe" (He's wearing his Superman Shirt lol

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      haha i suppose : ]

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      i dunno haha i just know that it is a lodge for sleeping but it has not heat and cooking is outside and bathrooms and such

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      ahha cool cool
      music makes the world go round

      i am going camping : ]
      and it is gonna be freezing

    • singdasorrow

      12 years ago

      yes but oh well i survive so the most part that is : ]

      uhm nothing really that i can think of
      how about you?

    • Maidenscurse

      12 years ago

      HEY! Im ok.. I don't have internet at home so I am not on RVB too much anymore *sigh* How've you been?

    • Maidenscurse

      12 years ago

      Puertorican (sp?) Yeah.. I was pissed there are marks on my car that indicate that her door was open atLEAST 5 inches maybe 6...
      Chris is doing good.. he's supposed to be home in a couple weeks smiley0.gif I wish i could actually see him when he gets back.. but thats unlikely.

    • Finding_Emo

      12 years ago

      And you think I could give a flying fuck what you think of me?

    • paranoidduh

      12 years ago

      yo dude what up?

    • Lered_rich

      12 years ago

      True.
      try this!

      your instincts has


      its



      advantages



      all



      the



      time...



      This is freaky as anything...DO NOT



      CHEAT



      (You'll



      will kick yourself later) I was a little



      skeptical trying this, but if you follow the



      instructions to the "t" you'll be

      surprised!!!!



      All of my answers were accurate. We'll see



      tomorrow if the wish comes true. I'll let



      you



      know. Take 3 minutes and try this...it will



      freak



      you out! The person who sent it to me



      said



      her



      wish came true 10 minutes after they read



      the



      mail. BUT NO CHEATING! This game



      has



      a



      funny/spooky outcome.



      Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It



      takes



      about three minutes...it's worth a try



      First..get a pen and paper. When you



      actually



      choose names, make sure it's people you



      actually



      know and go with your first instinct.



      Scroll down one line at a time...and don't



      read



      ahead or you'll ruin it!



      1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in



      a



      column.



      2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write



      down any



      two numbers you want.



      3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the



      names



      of



      members of the opposite sex.



      NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT



      WON"T



      TURN OUT RIGHT!



      4. Write anyone's name (like friends or



      family....) in the 4th, 5th,



      and 6th spots.



      5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10,



      and



      11.



      GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!



      6. Finally, make a wish.



      And now the key for the game.....



      1. You must tell (the number in space 2)



      people



      about this game.



      2. The person in space 3 is the one that



      you



      love.



      3. The person in 7 is one you like but



      can't



      work



      out.



      4. You care most about the person you



      put in



      4.



      5. The person you name in number 5 is



      the



      one



      who



      knows you very well.



      6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky



      star.



      7. The song in 8 is the song that matches



      with



      the person in number 3.



      8. The title in 9 is the song for the person



      in



      7.



      9. The tenth space is the song that tells



      you



      most about YOUR mind.



      10. and 11 is the song telling you how



      you



      feel



      about life



      this is so accurate



      NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within



      the



      hour... IF you do..



      your wish will come true...



      If you don't it will become the opposite

    • paranoidduh

      12 years ago

      HEY SEXI!

    • paranoidduh

      13 years ago

      hey love

    • Darth_Blind

      13 years ago

      The address is at the bottom right of the text.

    • paranoidduh

      13 years ago

      jello!

    • Kasimoto

      13 years ago

      hey dude

    • Maidenscurse

      13 years ago

      No prob. we writers gotta stick together right? smiley0.gif besides that I just like to read other peoples work. it intrigues me smiley0.gif

    • Drizztd44 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      I'm about 5 Books behind. When does Drizzt bite it?

    • big_texan_69

      13 years ago

      hey, just droppin in to tell u that ur invited to my 35mod contest

      check my journal

      hope to see u there

    • Drizztd44 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      ?

    • Maidenscurse

      13 years ago

      The first tag I got was from that other guy... Sorry hun.

    • Maidenscurse

      13 years ago

      haha I was tagged before... Check my Journals a couple days back... smiley0.gif

    • omo

      13 years ago

      it's goin good.. how u doin?

    • Shortspork

      13 years ago

      Hey, thanks for the banner! I put it up on my profile. smiley1.gif

    • Zoidberg13

      13 years ago

      tag, list 10 things about yourself

      lol got u!^_^

    • cutless

      13 years ago

      why thank you your site is tight as well

    • Maidenscurse

      13 years ago

      not bad... just collecting anime haha... serioously.. perhaps I have a problem.. anyway... how've you been?

    • spero

      13 years ago

      thanks

    • Booke

      13 years ago

      ur cool

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