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    • do people actually read this

      13 years ago


      if I write a journal do people actually read what I write
      or wrote ?
      if you do please be more than happy to comment
      but if you just read and not write at least you read what I write.......

    • Bike Ride

      13 years ago


      Yesterday after my best friend
      called me
      I went out and wanted to try and ride a bike
      so i did I RODE A BIKE omg
      that was all bad
      I fell like once =)
      and ran into my sister in laws car
      and almost fell
      so I can ride a bike and you know what
      I'm ganna go out a ride again =)

      Ooh yeah this shout out is for the girl of my dreams my best friend
      thank you for making me feel better for incouraging me to not stop or give up
      forever I am poems will not stop =)........

    • My Song

      13 years ago


      Name Less
      I can’t handle this
      Today is a new day but can’t handle this

      I tried to change my life
      once wished I died
      Tired of living to day
      Tried to make it my day
      Tried to make it your day

      All I am is just a infection
      I crushed my hopes and dreams
      My future is just a mear blur to me

      Walked out on my own spent time behind bars
      If I go back….. I will die

      I will die

      For you I did cry
      For you I did fall
      For you I will crawl

      Didn’t think it happen
      Now I’m alone
      By my self alone

      So I guess this is good bye
      So I guess this is good bye

      Valentine Contreras

    • us before you

      13 years ago


      ( Fill all the we's, us and our’s with I's and that is how I feel )

      for those that you love
      you can't stop thinking of them
      you have nothing to do but just love them
      the only word that can explain them is lovely
      no matter how much you both had been through there is nothing that you both can't do on your own

      you ladies make us think
      before you all we could do was just not give a dam about life
      before you we would smoke and drink
      before you we were stupid and we still are but not as much
      before you we were empty
      before you all we would do was live for our selves not caring who we hurt and could care less
      before you I was suicidal

      now with you in the picture
      we think of how to please you
      we stop doing crazy things
      we stop drinking
      we give up the unimportant things just to be with you
      we would stay home and talk to you on the phone instead of going to a party
      we will and have traveled great distances to be with you
      we will answer the phone at any time from 1-12 24-7 360 all year round
      we will always be thinking of you
      you inspire us to write poems of love for you
      you mean the world to us
      we gave up our dreams of being alone so that your dream of a family would come true
      Baby we love you
      we break our heads over you
      we go the extra mile for that smile
      even if we break down
      we will always stay pure for you
      we will always feel the same
      we will never leave you alone
      we hope you want to spend time in our arms
      We just can’t stop thinking of how we can live for you

      always love you
      tired of living alone
      tired of dieing away
      never thought that I would say this
      this way but
      I fell so in love for the very first time
      I meet you in the hall
      we should just try to work things out
      you are the best thing that happend

      I need you right here right now
      so come and take me away
      baby please just help me out

      tired of living alone
      tired of dieing away
      never thought that I would say this
      this way but
      I fell in love with you
      while we were hanging out

      I saw that smile that took me hell-a-high
      I saw the tiers of pain
      so I made that promist
      I will never leave your side.....

      we wrote this while we was thinking of you
      I wrote this because I love you and I'm to scared to tell and show you again...VALENTINE

      so tell me should I stop writting my peoms or continue on ?
      am I really a new bred of poetry a new kind of poet?

    • Seether ft. Ammy Lee - Broken

      13 years ago


      I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
      I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
      I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
      I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
      ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
      And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
      ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
      And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
      The worst is over now and we can breathe again
      I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
      There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
      I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
      ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
      And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
      ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
      And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
      ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
      And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
      ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
      And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away.

      ( This is the song that we share
      this is what in playing in my mp3 player
      and all I can do is think of her my family and futur along with my friends
      and if you don't care that's okey
      Becasue I know that Go will always be there...)

    • I wanted this for my b-day

      13 years ago


      As I’m on my way home I get a chance to gaze at the sky
      I hear a plane not once but twice
      And it reminded me of how you left

      It would be nice if it
      Were you that were getting off
      That plane

      Running into my arms just to
      Say Happy Birth Day
      And saying for ever you will stay
      So that maybe one day
      My dream would be more real
      Than day….VALENTINE

    • Dianida this is for you

      13 years ago


      You're Beauty
      Your long black hair
      The way it floats in the air
      Your smile
      And the way it makes me feel agile
      Your luscious lips
      And I can't forget those wonderful hips
      Your eyes are so cute
      I don't think anyone would dispute
      Your cheerful cheeks
      Make me where I can't even speak
      Your beauty
      Is truly like no other
      That's why I want you
      And no other ….VALENTINE

    • My Poems For You

      13 years ago


      A Moon

      As I walk home through this cold night
      The only thing that keeps me worm is you
      Like the moon light

      I’m so close but yet so far away
      I stare at the moon because it’s so dam beautiful
      Just like you

      I hope when you look at the moon you think of me
      When I see the moon I always think of you looking back at me
      I can’t help but think of you when I look at the moon
      All I can do is pray for the day I see you get off the plane

      As I walk to you and give you that special hug
      My arms rapped around you
      Hoping that will convince you that my
      Love is real…VALENTINE

      Time For You
      Tick tock tick tock
      Is the sound of my clock
      I can hear the time slowly
      Passing away

      Can’t help but think of you
      I was that knight in shinning armor
      That was there when you were weeping
      At you locker

      I was there in front of you staring down at you
      And you gazed up at me the thought that ran through
      My head was how some one so beautiful
      Be so blue

      At that moment in time it felt like time
      Had stopped I gazed into your eyes
      I made up my mind I want to be by your
      Side till the end of time….VALENTINE

      Fifth Period

      I went to fifth period
      The period that we shared
      I waited fifteen minutes hoping for a stare

      I glance at the door to notice you weren’t there
      I look at your chair but your not there

      I close my eyes and my mind begins to wander and think
      It shows me all of my fondest memories
      I open my eyes with a smile and look at your to notice you weren’t there

      I look at the ceiling and wish you were here
      I wish you were here instead of over there

      Please come back
      I need you here….VALENTINE

      Not Important
      My cars, my close, my games, can change
      But not the feelings I have for you

      My cars will rust
      My close will fade
      My games will brake

      But the love I have for you
      Will never change….VALENTINE

      That Girl
      Your voice is so beautiful
      I can listen to it all day
      It just sounds so wonderful
      I don't know what to say
      I feel calm
      I feel warm
      I even feel your love
      As I hear that voice
      I wish I could see you now
      And hear that elegant voice
      To feel your comfort
      To feel your ease
      I would marry you so quickly
      And sweep you off your feet
      You are that girl
      That can't be beat….VALENTINE


      Today I went to class
      I did nothing but stare and wonder
      About all my toil and timber
      I thought about what you did to me
      I thought about how it came to be
      I felt so lonely at the time
      I felt like I didn't have a dime
      Now I'm musing what to do
      Knowing I will always think of you ….VALENTINE

      Wanting You

      You are so amazing
      When I look into your eyes
      I feel nothing but cravings
      You make me feel so ecstatic
      Chills rush down my spine
      My heart beats fast
      I feel warmth throughout my body
      All I hope for is just one kiss
      Your sweet lips against mine
      My arms around you
      Holding you until the end of time….VALENTINE

      Without You
      My tears are flowing for you
      As my mind wonders and heart beats
      My body is nothing without you
      And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry
      And my thoughts weaken and try to forget
      I feel like nothing without you
      The beats within my chest were real,
      Something that no one will ever steal
      When there is nothing without you
      But as I try to forget you more and more
      My body grows weaker and begins to wear
      Mind floats, rises to react
      I know I'm nothing without you... VALENTINE

      What I Would Do For You

      If one day you feel like crying call me.
      I don’t promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with you.

      If one day u want to run away
      Don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask u to stop but I can run with you.

      If one day you don’t want to listen to anyone call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet.

      But one day if you call and there is no answer
      Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you…..Dianida

      Thinking About You

      When I ate today at noon
      All I could think about was you
      Wishing you were here to do what you do
      Wishing I could feed you with my spoon
      Hoping someday I'll see your smile again
      I don't know if I can take all this pain
      Knowing that I am here and you are there
      Thinking about the times we had and will not have
      You are the best there ever was and will be
      There is nothing to explain you, but lovely
      Even when I was sad you made me happy
      I just don't know what to do
      I just hope one day, I get to see you ……Valentine

      Why I Love You

      I've never seen you
      Or touched your skin
      I've never felt your lips
      Or held you tight
      But I know I love you
      Not because of the way you look
      Or because of that sexy voice
      Not because of the things you say
      But because of whom you are
      When we meet I will kiss you
      And hold you all night
      I love everything about you
      Because it's you …VALENTINE

      The Extra Mile

      Here I lay thinking of you
      Making my heart beat
      My palms sweat
      You are more than I ever hoped for
      Your voice
      Your humor
      Your sexy body
      The scent of a cherry
      The voice of a goddess
      The mind of a genius
      and skin of a child
      You make me laugh
      You make me smile
      For you
      I will go the extra mile…VALENTINE


      Don’t change because
      I fell in love with you the
      First time I laid my eyes on you
      On you

      I feel in love with that friendly hug
      I feel in love with that Gentile tug

      The first time I made you smile
      Was the first time that I felt someone’s ease

      Don’t change because it’s you
      That I fell in love with

      Like the time I made you laugh
      When our heads clashed in the hall
      I felt your peace
      You called me clumbsey I called
      You beautiful but your laugh was
      Loud and my voice was to low

      I can’t wait for that day I see that
      Smile again or hear your kind hearted laugh
      That will let me be at ease and fill our peace….VALENTINE

      Feeling your love caress my heart
      Feeling your light touch my soul
      Feeling like the golden sun
      Feeling the way you move me
      Feeling your mind touch my life
      Knowing I can't lose you
      For you are my lif


      13 years ago


      So as you know my Birthday is to day Febuary 14
      I'm 18 years old

    • A FRIEND

      13 years ago


      It's okay to be angry and never let go,
      it only gets harder the more you know,
      when you get lonely if no one is around,
      you'll know that I'll catch you when your falling down,
      we came together, but your leaving alone,
      I know how it feels like to walk out on your own maybe someday I'll see you again and you'll look me in the eyes and call me a friend....
      dedicated to Dianida

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