wonderwall

Female
from Chi-Town

  • Activity

    • Speckles.

      9 years ago

      wonderwall

      Last night I had a pretty horrible bout with insomnia.
      How do I know, well because I was insanely tired ... but that sleep thing just was not coming.
      I think some how I accumulated about 6 hours of sleep.
      Yes.

      Anyways. I decided to go out to my living room and fall asleep on the couch.
      I learned some things.
      A trick of mine is to put on the history channel ... I find historian voices incredibly soothing.
      I love history, am actually considering a minor in it ... But watching this channel is a fool proof plan to sleepies!

      Okay:

      1. Mark Summers hosts a show called History IQ. I MUST BE ON THIS SHOW.
      2. Black holes are really scary. Supermassive black holes are 23819381209x scarier.
      3. During the Vietnam war people lived in tunnels.
      4. Commercials are fucking weird.
      5. No seriously, when did commercials get so effing weird?
      6. There is a show called Super Robot Monkey Time.



      Have an excellent Saturday. I will!

    • Lean with it.

      9 years ago

      wonderwall

      Yo!

      Long time no update I suppose.
      I am not completely leaving this site as I love lots of you too much to do so.
      How have I been doing?
      Well... I have been well.
      :D

      I am learning a lot everyday.
      It is vitally important for me for me to take the lessons of life.
      I guess the one I just need to really work on is ...
      Rolling with the tide.
      I need to learn to appreciate everything awesome I have ...
      I need to learn that things will and will not change on their own accord.
      And that basically life is as it is for a reason.

      Perhaps I am a little lonely right now.
      I guess this is probably because I have never really learned to overcome being lonely before.
      We have to learn how to be okay with us by ourselves.
      I am pretty excellent.

      Outside of cryptic shit?

      School sucked this week.
      BUT! I will make a triumphant return in Week 9.
      My journalism professor actually pulled me aside today to comment on how impressed he was with the difficult subject matter I choose for my weekly beat. This reassured me that I was in over my head, but that a challenge is on the only way to get anywhere.
      He also talked today about how we can only think of one thing at a time.
      I need to make sure I am generally thinking about the right things. :)

      So yeah.
      Buying some plane tickets.
      Exploring the infinite abyss.
      LIVING life, not trying to shape it into what I think it should be.

      WATCH OUT.

    • Contact Info.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      Hey everyone.

      I just wanted to have some contact info on those who want to keep in touch.

      So. Take that with whatever you might.

    • I broke them all for you.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      I suppose it is almost Valentine's Day.
      I hardly noticed.
      Even though I am in love.


      Today I had a wonderful Valentine's suprise from my friend Whitney.
      She brought me cupcakes, they are kind of like our thing.
      I actually had Tim go get her a Valentine cupcake last night, but I forgot it.
      I am thinking I might be a creeper and get it to her tomorrow!
      ANYWAYS!
      Besides the cupcakes she made me a CD.
      The cover being a valentine that said "You'll find me very dePANDAable ... so be my valentine."
      The CD has all the songs I listen to at work, so it was a pretty thoughtful thing she did.
      She always tries really hard to lift me. I love her soo much for that!
      There are a lot of people like that in my life.

    • A Roid.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      I am watching the interview for probably the 20th time.

      I could probably tell you the next words that are going to come out of his mouth.

      You can ask Timothy, I did actually cry.
      It is not because I am a huge fan of Mr. Alex...
      Rather because I am the un-fan of Barry Bonds.

      I wanted that record to be clean.

      So. Here is to next year.

      Let's go Yankees.



    • All of the good.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      Today at work is free yogurt day.
      What does this mean for Manda Panda?
      HELL!

      No seriously.

      But whatev.
      As I told my coworker yesterday ... whether I have a bad attitude or not 7 o'clock will not come any sooner.
      And if I have a bad attitude it is just going to make that day haunt me longer.
      I plan on showing the world (AKA my bosses) what a beacon/star/lighthouse my store can be!

      WE ARE HOPE!
      WE ARE HAPPY!

      I will admit that yesterday I was pretty down on myself.
      Tim and Nicole can both tell you, when I am down there is nothing to do but hug me.
      Do not tell me to get over it, or tell me that I am being stubborn.
      In time it will pass. It has. Today is a new day!

      I am off to American Politics now.
      Since it is my Wednesday class that means it is time for me to do my weekly schedule and grade myself on how much I got down last week.

      70% last week.
      It was my personal list of things to do that got me.
      I have to remember I am just important as any paper or yogurt!

      Have a wonderful Wednesday.
      I bet you didn't know this, but Wednesday has been my favorite day since I was in third grade and learned how to spell it!

      <3

    • It just makes me feel.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      Today I have journalism, for some reason this brings an aura of negativity to me.

      I have thrown up twice.
      I had dreams all night about receiving grades from my professor.

      I just wish he would hand back the assignments.
      Either legitimize my nightmares, or give me hope.

      I just watched a girl cry.
      That was hard.

      ....

      He just told me he is having a 10 minute meeting with me.
      A "midterm conference."

      Fuck me.
      </3

      I will update on how this goes.

      Update:// C+ and a B.
      C+ would have been an A if I hadn't made one stupid error.
      This made me feel better.

      He told me I was doing "a lot" of things right.
      This is definitely progress.
      And there is always next week.

    • Boss Nicknames and All.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      Today was spectacular.
      As I had hoped, this week has thus far been 101010198213x better then last.

      As we all know I was having a rough time with school things.
      But!
      I successfully dropped my class this morning, and am more then in the clear financial aide wise.
      That means I am taking 12 credit hours, which is still full time - but will let me relax a little more ... WHICH I NEED!
      Also I made lots of contact with my group for a project today, AND THEN!
      Then my professor canceled class for tomorrow giving me a two day extension.
      Best thing ever.

      What else?
      Work went well.
      I actually got a text from my boss apologizing for forgetting to this one survey for me.
      I told him it was no problem, and that if he would just do it at any point would be fine .. and probably usable!
      Then I said I owed him one, and that if he needed anything I to let me know.
      Then he called me AB.

      This is only a big deal because he calls our marketing director MC .. and he seems to really like her.

      Did not talk to my other boss at all today.

      ANYWAYS!

      Tomorrow is journalism, so around 1:30, think some really positive thoughts about me!
      <3

    • W.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      I may have to take my first W in school.
      Not bad for a junior.

      I am just frustrated that it might not even be my fault.
      I had this "quiz" in my Human and Computer Interaction class.
      I signed up for a time, and then realized I couldnt make it on that day.
      I cancelled my appt. online, and then emailed the people who administer the test to reschedule.
      No response.
      Then I emailed them the next day.
      Nothing.
      So that is Tuesday, Wednesday.
      Thursday I just wait on it...
      Friday I email my online professor ...
      No response.
      Today.
      NO RESPONSE.

      GIVE ME A BREAK.
      This counts for 10% of my final grade.
      If I just dont take the stupid thing I have already pretty much sacrificed my A.
      Fuck that.

      I am very frustrated by this whole thing.

      Meanwhile I have a group project due on Tuesday ...
      AND NO ONE IN MY GROUP WITH MAKE CONTACT WITH ME?!

      Then of course fucking journalism.
      Sigh.
      I need this next week to be a good one.
      I NEED IT SO BAD.

      I am so sick of crying.
      I am frustrated with school, friends and work.

      Can I withdraw from life?

    • I will not cry today.

      10 years ago

      wonderwall

      IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT YOU DO.
      I WILL NOT BE BROKEN.



      BRING IT ON.

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  • Comments (1525)

    • Hamstar

      9 years ago

      wow sounds crazy!!

    • Hamstar

      9 years ago

      yeah... you're ahead of me...

      so what are you looking at for your next?

    • PennyCo

      9 years ago

      Love Love Love Baseball!!!

    • Cerberus_

      9 years ago

      I wasn't looking for an arguement.

      Post edited 3/06/09 12:33AM

    • Cerberus_

      9 years ago

      I'm not hating. I just think it's bordering on absurdity.

      Though I guess they'll need those extra players since A-Rod's out for a while.

    • Gummo

      9 years ago

      Feel better, and go to sleep as much as you can.

    • Trev

      9 years ago

      I'm close to just doing that same thing at this wedding. But maybe make it a lot more theatrical.

    • Alexicoff FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      haha boy does that sound ever fun :P
      But neither does having 5 physics courses next semester :(

    • Trev

      9 years ago

      Hahaha, awesome. Those are some excellent detective skills you got there!

    • Gen

      9 years ago

      Thank you for sharing your info with me bigsmile.png

    • Gummo

      10 years ago

      Thanks for coming in to say goodnight.

      </3

    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      10 years ago

      I look about 5 years younger without it.

    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      10 years ago

      Dropping a class is not the end of the world. I think, before I was done, I ended up dropping 6 classes.

      It took me exactly 5 years from start to finish to graduate, but I did.

      And you will, too. Without having to drop nearly as many classes!

    • Gummo

      10 years ago

      I love you.

      So much.

    • NO_YES

      10 years ago

      Read this!

    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      10 years ago

      Yes. Warm Krispy Kreme glazed is the way to go. But those are small.

      I'm talking 6 jelly/creme donuts.

    • lefty

      10 years ago

      You are not an American.

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      Yes, yes she is.

    • ringo6483

      10 years ago

      Haha, that's great!!

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      I wish we could gym together. I need a gym buddy.

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      It's always a pleasure to talk with you. And I'm glad you feel better!

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      Well, when all three of us lose weight we'll be SO FREAKIN' SEXY!!!

      Even more sexy than we are currently.

    • NO_YES

      10 years ago

      Don't be jealous.

      Think of it this way: You and yours will have a place to stay when you go to Yankees games.

    • NO_YES

      10 years ago

      I'm doing it.

      It's in the works.

    • Retrac

      10 years ago

      Then I'm going to buy the DVD tomorrow and you can tell me who it is.

    • Gen

      10 years ago

      Christmas.JPG

    • MustyMung

      10 years ago

      I worked for an internet company. I now am applying for an arts administration degree.

    • MustyMung

      10 years ago

      hot damn. Must be the busy season. What establishment of frozen dairy treats do you hawk your wares?

    • MustyMung

      10 years ago

      Well hello from down the street. I'm all kinds of awesome. Being unemployed has only upped my awesomeness.

    • trinaag

      10 years ago

      souper cute.
      that is funny. :)

      silly girl

    • Gatsby42

      10 years ago

      That's a super-long break. I have just over 3 weeks.

    • Gatsby42

      10 years ago

      Yeah, you are hard on yourself. Those are very strong grades. Way better than mine. What do you want to study in grad?

      Enjoy your winter break.

    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      10 years ago

      Didn't say it was a perfect dream.

    • Hamstar

      10 years ago

      You work very hard, and juggle what most cannot. Add in the fact that you not only do both... but you manage to keep both your grades and work performance up!

      That's pretty dammn amazing!

      You should give yourself a pat on the back... or at the very least, have Tim give you a back rub!

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      At least you get loving. I get none.

    • Mavs_girl

      10 years ago

      Yeah.. I wonder if me and Jenga are just being stupid for counting down to a wedding that is never happening..

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      I know you're busy, love. I think of you a lot too. =)

    • dragonmanweb FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold What's this?

      10 years ago

      Bummer. I'd hoped for you that a good night's sleep would help you feel better. Try to take it easy, then. smiley1.gif

    • dragonmanweb FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold What's this?

      10 years ago

      Hey fancy pants. How's the ankle? And the throat?

    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      10 years ago

      then lrn2soupmoar!

    • Gummo

      10 years ago

      Love you.

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      Course you were.

    • Gummo

      10 years ago

      Why you hatin on me?

    • trinaag

      10 years ago

      :)
      my journals have been like the more you know commercials lately..
      i just haven't had the energy to write

    • Hamstar

      10 years ago

      You've been quiet lately...

      everything alright?

    • KittensMcGee

      10 years ago

      If you ever come visit me, I'll take you to a great frozen yogurt place. It has taro flavored yogurt and it is DELICIOUS!

    • Gummo

      10 years ago

      Are you still talking to your mom?

    • Gummo

      10 years ago

      I really. Really. Really miss you. Bad.

    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      10 years ago

      Hm...intriguing. I'll see what I can do.

    • warmsox Sports Forum Moderator

      10 years ago

      You commented on me?

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