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Female
from a small town in, Louisiana

  • Activity

    • I'm growing up...

      8 years ago

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      and I don't like it.

      Tomorrow is moving day.
      College, here I come.
      Honestly, I am nervous.
      But I am starting to feel okay about everything.
      Hopefully it will be fun.

      In really happy news,
      I will probably be going to Baton Rouge next weekend.
      Yay! :)

      That is all.
      For now.
      :P

    • Heartless Moon.

      8 years ago

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      Some things are too complicated to explain to others.
      And some things are too painful to explain to yourself.

      I move to Ruston in exactly two weeks from tomorrow.
      Everyone asks if I am excited.
      Truthfully, I am anything but excited .
      I feel a little heartbroken.
      I'm not even sure why.
      I know it'll be good for me.
      I guess I just can't see it yet.
      I've never really been one to like change.
      And things have definitely been changing lately.
      Waaay too fast for my liking.
      I moved my best friend into her dorm the other day.
      I basically ruined my relationship with my...well, no longer boyfriend.
      Everyone around me has started school or starts tomorrow.
      And I am just here thinking about life after these two weeks are over.
      Nothing feels right anymore.



      Seriously, every time I post on here now I sound like a total whiner.
      But I was happy at one time.

      It hasn't always been this way.
      I haven't always been this way...

    • 8 years ago

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    • Try.

      9 years ago

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      Looks like I am single again.
      That is just sounds so weird to me.
      Anyway, it was mutual I guess.
      We just didn't think it would once I got to school.
      It's pretty tough though.
      We are still going to try to be good friends.
      I hope we can be.

      I have orientation at Tech in two weeks.
      I am pretty much dreading it.
      I really don't want to go to school.
      Not that school anyway.
      I know I should've gotten over that by now.
      But I haven't.

      I miss everyone.
      I want to hang out with people.
      Soon.

      That is all.
      =/

    • 9 years ago

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    • California, here we come.

      9 years ago

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      Time for another update.
      Summer has been going pretty well.
      Haven't been doing much except hanging out with Taylor and a few other friends, and doing some babysitting.
      I don't think I've ever enjoyed being out of school this much.
      Thankfully I don't start Tech until September.
      So I have an extra long summer. Woo!

      Next week, I'm going to San Diego!
      I am super excited.
      I'm going to stay with some of my family that lives there.
      I'm a little nervous about flying by myself.
      But I'm sure it'll be fine. :)
      I want to go to the zoo, and Sea World, and maybe drive up to L.A. one day.
      It's going to be amazing...! xD

      Also, I got a new camera.
      It's pretty rad.
      It's a Nikon Coolpix L110.
      It takes really good pics.
      It's definitely the best camera I've ever had.

      Well, not much else to say.
      Hope everyone is doing well!
      Adios. :)

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  • Comments (1705)

    • Risen

      8 years ago

      Not quite sure yet.. If I do, you'll see me down there. :D

    • Risen

      8 years ago

      I gotcha.. Are you going to graduation this weekend?

    • Risen

      8 years ago

      Same goes for you.
      I'm in Monroe every day. Just holler at me if you want to come down.

    • Vip

      8 years ago

      I have things to do here x.x

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      Oh dang.
      I was going to say you could come
      to my graduation, which is September 11th. -_-
      It's on a Saturday.

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      I'll most likely text you or something soon.
      I will be back on the 26th! :) When do you
      start school?

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      Yeah, Being single definitely feels like the better choice.
      I miss you too!
      That was the best prank call EVAR!
      Good times, Good times.

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      I have nothing better to do on my Monday nights.
      So i'll most likely keep up with it. <_< lol

    • bosecker

      9 years ago

      Hey baby. You've been great to me these past few years.

      I can hardly wait for us to go to college and get married.

      (it doesn't have to be in that order)

    • Hootard

      9 years ago

      Lol neither am I =P.

      Ehh, the whole friends thing.
      It made me start recollecting old memories of hanging with everybody my senior year, mainly the start =P.
      Good times, good times, I miss themmmm =[.

      So, what's up?

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      Yeah, a lot has went on. xD
      I hope your head doesn't explode, lol.
      It does feel like forever and I really miss you too!

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      I actually have bought more for people than any other year.
      xD

      I've bought my sister a lot. Even though it wasn't really for Christmas.

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      I bought all my Christmas presents so it definitely doesn't feel like Christmas for me either.

    • AFYN_13

      9 years ago

      Thank you, Carrie. I've been praying about it so much lately and just hoping that things get better. Just please pray for me.
      <3 you.

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      Oh man, super lame !

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      Sweet !
      Well totally let me know and stuff
      and I'll go meet up with ya'll.

      No problem :)

    • blackautumn

      9 years ago

      General Studies atm. Definitely switching it to music.

    • iamcaboose90

      9 years ago

      Yeah, I'm not looking forward to going to those funerals.

      We Should totally meet up :)

    • RVBclan

      9 years ago

      Hey, been a while =D How are your Carrie? =3

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      Wow, there sure are alot of people online tonight.

    • Hootard

      9 years ago

      =[
      You'll talk to him sooner, so please tell him I said I'm sorry to hear that, and that I'm praying for his grandma.

    • RVBclan

      9 years ago

      Long time, no login =D

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      I was about to ask you if I missed anything in band today, but then, I remembered I'm not in band anymore.

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      Carrieeee!
      I missed you today.

    • Vip

      10 years ago

      you'll see
      I think
      I have no idea what's going on
      silence

    • blackautumn

      10 years ago

      I've never seen her before in my life. O_O

    • iamcaboose90

      10 years ago

      Who was it ?
      That's pretty intense.
      I miss you too !
      Sorry I didn't answer on MSN.
      I was installing a printer.
      I hope to see you soon.

    • blackautumn

      10 years ago

      Um wut?

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      Alright, I'll post some on here and on MySpace.
      I may bring the ones I'm drawing by hand to practice to work on them.

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      I'm making a banner or two for your cousin's band.

      And Ryan wants me to make some for his. smiley0.gif

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      I would probably go crazy if I didn't have you, Stetson, Ethan, or Katie.

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      I know, I miss you like <---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> this much!
      The only reason I stayed(am staying) in band this year is because I didn't want to leave you in there with a bunch of goofy people. =p
      I probably won't play next year. It's not fun anymore.

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

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    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      Fine by me!

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      Yeah, I'd be pretty sad if it started tomorrow. But I guess Tuesday is okay. I'm so not ready for school to start, but yet I am. I'm so ready to get it over with and out of the way.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      10 years ago

      Doh! Wrong person.
      Sorry.

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      Tuesday, lol I got mixed up.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      10 years ago

      Nice song. Yours?

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      10 years ago

      Did ya hear 'bout Finch? smiley2.gif

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      10 years ago

      0_0

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      10 years ago

      I'm just wondering, do you play teh XBOX often?

    • Vip

      10 years ago

      well
      not many people have passed mine smiley6.gif
      or anyone at all smiley4.gif

      and I terribly failed your's smiley2.gif

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      :]

    • JoeBuckBob

      10 years ago

      Miss Carrie!!

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      We should. :]

    • AFYN_13

      10 years ago

      I miss you, too, dear! smiley12.gif

    • DocAgent17

      10 years ago

      Heh, I wish
      =/ I have one whole week of exams and then to top it off I have SATs next saturday

      I don't want to sound stressed or a bit nervous, but I'm gonna shave my head just to prevent pulling my hair out!
      smiley3.gifsmiley7.gif

    • Vip

      10 years ago

      orite
      we go back the last week ov august smiley2.gif

    • DocAgent17

      10 years ago

      oh but of course! ^_^
      <3

    • Vip

      10 years ago

      school out incredibly soon. smiley6.gif

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