zaber324

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from Durham, CT

  • Activity

    • HHHHUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY

      6 years ago

      zaber324

      DONUT AND DOC!!!!! MY LIFE IS WHOLE AGAIN!!!!

    • Operation Make Toronto Work

      7 years ago

      zaber324

      Hey guys. I am hoping that i might find dome charity from you all. I am getting on the planning band wagon for TO late and I am hoping that some one will be nice to me. I can get there no matter what its finding a place to stay or roommates i need help with. All i need is some floor space. I can bring a pillow and a blanket. It would be most appreciated and i can pay a share of the room no problem. Let me know if you guys can help me out. I missed seeing you all last year and am REALLLY looking forward to it this year. =)

      Help me Obi-Wan Friends, you all are my only hope. =P

      -Matt

    • Toronto

      8 years ago

      zaber324

      What was once a pipe dream is not a reality. With the acquisition of a job and saving every penny i can get my hands on i will be there this year. However i still need to work out where i am staying and how I am getting there.

      If any one has some floor space or an open slot in their room PLEASE let me know I don't have whole lot of money and would rather avoid staying with strangers but if it comes to either that or not going i don't mind making new friends....

      As far as getting there i don't mind driving up alone but that was a long and lonely trip up last year. =\ I can use my vehicle if anyone wants to car pool from the CT area. I just like company and someone to split the absurd gas bills that are going to ensue this year. X( I am planning on leaving Thursday some time maybe late'ish say 630 if i have to work and coming home on Tuesday if the weather is remotely nice on Monday. I want to go see wonderland never had that option before. The departure times are negotiable if I have to.

      Anyway any helpful'ness my awesome RT friends can provide would be great.

      See you all there,

      Matt.
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    • heyo

      8 years ago

      zaber324

      I am so drunk someone coem cuddle with me im a lonely mother fucker.

    • Lyrics Journal.

      8 years ago

      zaber324

      Havent done one of these in awhile. SO here you go Roosterteeth. One of zaber324's patented lyrics journals. Check these guys out.

      Anything but Fine - ZOX

      If I could write you a song
      With all the right words,
      When would these black clouds begin to burn up
      The moment you heard?

      If I could make you a map,
      Would you find your way home?
      You know you can't keep me alive
      Leave me alone.

      Tell me I'm yours.
      Tell me you're mine.
      Tell me I'm anything but fine.
      Tell me a story.
      Tell me the time.
      Tell me a lie.

      If I could make you a tape
      With all the right noise,
      Would you smile when you listen and sigh
      Boys will be boys?

      If I could paint you a picture,
      I'd turn black into white.
      By now I'm not lookin' for love,
      Just lookin' for tonight.

      So tell me I'm yours.
      Tell me you're mine.
      Tell me I'm anything but fine.
      Tell me a story.
      Tell me the time.
      Tell me a lie.

      And tell me I'm yours.
      Tell me you're mine.
      Tell me I'm anything but fine.
      Tell me a story.
      Tell me the time.
      Tell me a lie.

      Tell me what I want to hear
      Tomorrow I will disappear,
      You won't ever have to see me again.

      And tell me I'm yours.
      Tell me you're mine.
      Tell me I'm anything but fine.
      Tell me a story.
      Tell me the time.
      Tell me a lie.

      You said that words can only get you so far,
      But I've got sentences that cover up all my scars.
      In the end I might forget where they are,
      Talk to me tonight.

      And if we started all over today,
      I think we know that we'd end up in the same place.
      Maybe you're right and we've got nothing to say,
      I want to hear it anyway.
      I want to hear it anyway.

      So much truth for me. So much pain. Thank you to Knives_kill for introducing me to this awesome band.

      -- Matt smiley12.gifsmiley13.gif

    • Sparadic lyrics journal

      8 years ago

      zaber324

      Here is a collection of lyrics that have been my life for the past 6 months or so.

      Your eyes
      the ones that took me by surprise
      the night you came into my life
      where there is moonlight
      i see your eyes
      Your Eyes - Rent



      Why does it feel the same
      To fall in love or break it off
      And if young love is just a game
      Then I must have missed the kick off
      Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything
      But I'd go through hell for you and

      I haven't been this scared in a long time
      And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine
      Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
      This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me

      Going Away to college - Blink 182


      Don't waste time getting to the point, cause I, I'm patiently waiting
      For your next phone call, your next excuse for losing sleep again
      Tell me what you think about being open,
      about being honest with yourself

      Cause things will never be the same.

      Honestly - Cartel


      Do you know that I think of you in bed
      And that sometimes I wish you were dead
      I'd be better off if you were gone
      But will it ever really be done

      I want you more
      More than I ever thought I would
      I want you more
      More than I ever should

      Cold Shower - Dance Hall Crashers


      Well i'd never want to see you unhappy
      I thought you?d want the same for me

      Goodbye my almost lover
      Goodbye my hopeless dream
      I'm trying not to think about you
      Can't you just let me be?

      So long my luckless romance
      My back is turned on you
      Should've known you'd bring me heartache
      Almost lovers always do

      Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy


      And I remember the sound of your November downtown
      And I remember the truth
      A warm December with you but I don't have to make this mistake
      And I don't have to stay this way
      If only I would wake

      Winter - Joshua Radin


      Well there's only one clock
      In this room and it's broken.
      Well there's only one heart
      In this room and it's stuck at one o'clock.
      Well there's one more year
      Till I'm out of here.

      One Clock - Julia Nunes


      Kafka in his letters to his lover Milena was alive
      But he was waiting for a love that never would arrive
      Their rendezvous was singular her husband was his friend
      She is a living fire she is a reason to live
      She is killing me burning only for him
      I'll spend my whole life loving her my heart exploding words
      Our love surpassed our love so fast
      Our love's all wrong our love goes on and on
      Our love became our love by name when I wrote it to you in a song

      Our Love - Rhett Miller


      Life is like a mean machine
      it made a mess out of me
      it left me caught between
      Like and angry dream i was stranded
      i was stranded

      Im steady but I'm starting to shake
      and i don't know how much more i can take

      this is it now
      everybody get down
      this is all i can take
      this is how a heart breaks

      This is How a Heart Breaks - Rob Thomas


      She's a pretty girl
      She's always falling down
      And I think I just fell in love with her
      But she won't ever remember, remember

      And she said, "I think we're running out of alcohol
      Tonight I hate this fucking town
      And all my best friends will be the death of me
      But they won't ever remember, remember

      So please take me far away
      Before I melt into the ground
      And all my words get used against me
      You sad and lonely girl

      The past is only the future with the lights on
      Quit crying your eyes out, baby

      Baby, come on - (+44)


      That is all i have right now but it pretty sums up the bulk of my music for the past few months at least if not longer.

      -Matt

    • 8 years ago

      zaber324
    • OMG OMG OMG OMG

      9 years ago

      zaber324

      YAY!!! SO EXCITED I CANT ALMOST BREATHE!!!! NE EP = AWESOME!!!!!!

    • job

      9 years ago

      zaber324

      so apparently i'm training for a job at subway.

      i wasn't even hired. nor did i get an interview. nor did i even apply.

      but yet, i'm hearing all the rules and helping complete the quizzes.

      go figure.

    • Lyrics of the day.

      9 years ago

      zaber324

      Here is a new instllment of zaber 324's patented lyrics of the the day journal.

      Today we have.

      Disease
      By: Matchbox 20

      Feels like you made a mistake,
      You made somebody's heart break.
      But now I have to let you go,
      I have to let you go.
      You left a stain
      On every one of my good days.
      But I am stronger than you know,
      I have to let you go.

      No ones ever turned you over,
      No ones tried
      To ever let you down.
      Beautiful Girl,
      Bless your heart.

      I got a disease
      Deep inside me,
      Makes me feel uneasy, baby.
      I can't live without you.
      Tell me, what I am supposed to do about it?!
      Keep your distance from it.
      Don't pay no attention to me,
      I got a disease!


      Feels like you're making a mess.
      You're hell on wheels in a black dress.
      You drove me to the fire
      And left me there to burn.
      Every little thing you do is tragic.
      All my life, oh- was magic.
      Beautiful Boy,
      I cant breathe!

      I got a disease
      Deep inside me,
      Makes me feel uneasy, baby.
      I can't live without you.
      Tell me, what I am supposed to do about it?!
      Keep your distance from it.
      Don't pay no attention to me,
      I got a disease!
      I think that I'm sick.
      But leave me be while my world is coming down on me.

      You taste like honey, honey.
      Tell me can I be your honey?
      Be, be strong.
      Keep telling myself it that wont take long till
      I'm free of my disease.
      Yeah, well, free of my disease.
      Free of my disease...

      I got a disease
      Deep inside me,
      Makes me feel uneasy, baby.
      I can't live without you.
      Tell me, what I am supposed to do about it?!
      Keep your distance from it.
      Don't pay no attention to me,
      I got a disease!
      I think that I'm sick.
      But leave me be while my world is coming down on me.

      You taste like honey, honey.
      Tell me can I be your honey?
      Be, be strong.
      Keep telling myself it that wont take long till
      I'm free of my disease.
      Yeah, well, free of my disease.
      Set me free of my disease!


      There you ahve it the long awaited lyrics journal.

      Hope al is well in your little part of the universe.

      --Matt smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

      P.S. Im sorry.

  • Comments (372)

    • Nevada

      6 years ago

      Oh I know! If anything this weekend has convinced me to come again to as many events as possible!

    • MarthaMarin FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      XXXXXXX

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    • karlibean

      8 years ago

      Happy Birthday, dude!

    • Knives_Kill

      9 years ago

      How about me, you, Phoenix, Amy and anyone else around does a RvB PRE:TO part 2?

    • Knives_Kill

      9 years ago

      I already miss you

    • Knives_Kill

      9 years ago

      wait are you not going to TO???

    • Spamman4587 KY Jew

      9 years ago

      Fuck YES!!!

      I figured build a Space marines army first cause they're pretty versatile, then branch out to other armies

    • Spamman4587 KY Jew

      9 years ago

      I do play Tau...I just don't have an army yet...

      I love that Hammerhead with that railgun

    • Knives_Kill

      9 years ago

      Now if only some people out there would mod that damn thing...

    • Knives_Kill

      9 years ago

      Thank you bro montana

    • zaber324

      9 years ago

      Yeah its like 6 and a half hours fomr where i go to school.

    • bi_pagan

      9 years ago

      I'm in Stewartstown, just south of York.

    • bi_pagan

      9 years ago

      It was great to be there ^_^

      Also you're in RI. How far are you from Pennsylvania?

    • queenspammy

      9 years ago

      Haha! Spam's and Christmas are both halfway in time and distance!

    • queenspammy

      9 years ago

      I'm thinking January is around the halfway point between TO's.

    • kalvaza

      9 years ago

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    • kalvaza

      9 years ago

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      Glad I didn't spew on you.

    • MildGrooveOn

      9 years ago

      YAY, you were here! I was all concered of your whereabouts and you didn't let me down!

      <3

    • queenspammy

      9 years ago

      I have it. I just need to find that paper. I don't know if it's in my suitcase, backpack, or purse....

    • queenspammy

      9 years ago

      Ah man. I've had 3 hours of sleep since yesterday! But I want to get back to Zumba! So I'm heading there soon. I need you put your number in my phone and send you a text!

    • queenspammy

      9 years ago

      In the last few pics there is one of the Grand Canyon from the plane on the way home and the others were of the trees that got blown over from the storm while I was gone.

      I'm gonna miss you!!!!

    • kalvaza

      10 years ago

      I'd love to say I learned my lesson and haven't puked on anybody since but...

      smiley5.gif

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      You need to get yo' self a girl over there

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      No one is around? Where is everyone?

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      I.... I have no idea

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      Thanks, pal.

    • MildGrooveOn

      10 years ago

      CABOOSESHEART.jpg

    • ChurchsWife

      10 years ago

      Hey, I'm not sure if you saw yesterday's Friend-Locked journal, but in it I talked about a Friends Cut.

      It's nothing that I have against you (or anyone else I'm deciding to remove), it's just that I'm going through a lot of stuff right now that I'm not comfortable spattering all over the internet; however, most of my close friends are people from this site.

      As such, my friends list is about to become a much more private place than previously and I just want you to know why you're being cut. It's not that I have any issue with you, I just have some stuff I'm dealing with that I'm not comfortable letting you in on.

      <3s,
      Ze.

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      Wait, you online?

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      Oh sweet, that would rock.

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      Ah man, Jackie suspected it might be. Okay, well thanks. smiley1.gif Let me know if we're gonna Ouran tonight or just do whatever. Buzz me phone. smiley0.gif

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      DO I EVER. Please. Need friends moar.

    • Degenerate89

      10 years ago

      I boycotted it a while ago. Everyone was obsessed about it at one point, and I was like, "Well fuck all of you, I'm not watching it." I did the same with The Dark Knight and several other popular internet fans.

    • Degenerate89

      10 years ago

      Yeah...Doherty told me about it last night. I finished watching the season today. Seeing as how Fecilia Day is so awesome, it almost makes me want to watch Dr. Horrible.

      Almost.

    • Degenerate89

      10 years ago

      God damn net crash.

      Post edited 12/07/08 10:01PM

    • Degenerate89

      10 years ago

      Something along the lines of this event.

      I don't know where I'll get such incriminating information...but I'll get around to finding it...one of these days...

    • Degenerate89

      10 years ago

      ...I will get my revenge.

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      Kiss kiss fall in love!

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      Sarah Chalke. Oh, and Jack Black/NHP. smiley0.gif

    • ott21

      10 years ago

      well... at least you wont have already started classes.... but that sucks all the same

    • Khalahd

      10 years ago

      Mhmm, yeah. I have plenty more I'm gonna want to get...though I'm not a huge fan of either Kroot or Vespids, so it'll likely be pure Tau. And yeah, Aun'Shi is pretty damn bad-assed. I've been playing with paper proxies once or twice a week for the last month or so, and only just got to start building, so I'm pretty psyched. I'd like it very much to skirmish ya! ::nods:: And I might just take you up on the paints offer...The citadel paints are all water based, so they should be still good, according to my friend at least...he mentioned that they never really go bad. And yeah it sure is expensive. Already spent 220 bucks...just glad my friends paid for most of it as the birthday present. ::nods:: They're glad to have another person to play with and build with.
      So yeah, that'd be cool to do at some point. ::nods::
      I'm off to bed for tonight, though...so talk to ya later! And I look forward to the pics. smiley1.gif

    • Khalahd

      10 years ago

      That sounds awesome! I look forward to getting to see them. ::nods:: ^_^
      I'm still toying with my final army composition...but I have two commanders, a normal crisis suit, a broadside, two FW squads, and a devilfish to build and paint. I can't wait until I can take pictures of my own!

    • Khalahd

      10 years ago

      That'd be cool, I'd be much interested in seeing them.
      Once more are painted, I'll be posting mine as well. ::nods::

    • Spamman4587 KY Jew

      10 years ago

      OH god, that is one hell of a Christmas dinner...

      Well...I know Im in Cincinnati...I can easily be in Lexington or Louisville...in about an hour!

    • Spamman4587 KY Jew

      10 years ago

      Soooo I heard you had family in and or near Kentucky....

      WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME!!!
      *cry*

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      Nice to hear like thoughts.

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      I just get worried/upset because the "middle class" people like Obama speak about, is not the "middle class" that commonly so self-identifies...

      in other words, most people who consider themselves "middle class" do not fit into Obama's or the Democrats (or really the Republicans') definition of "middle class."

      People hear the phrase, and forget to check what is actually meant by. It is a fact that Obama is not going to renew Bush's most recent income tax cuts which means, while there will be no NEW taxes for most people, anyone making more than 40,000 a year will see their taxes go up by default...

      I'm just concerned people stay as critical as they have been--I can already see complacency coming.

    • Knives_Kill

      10 years ago

      ZOMG my milestones. They came.

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      10 years ago

      AWESOME, thank you! smiley0.gif

    • ott21

      10 years ago

      Oh well, cant blame me for trying

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