zjrk

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from the flat side of the earth

  • Activity

    • VACATION

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      Hey, I'm going on vacation to Ocean City, Maryland. Not gonna have internet for the week. So, I'll miss you. :)

      Don't worry, Jen. I'll call. :p

      For all the updates on my life, check out my last journal.

    • Hey...

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      Been a while since I've had a journal, so here we go. :P

      I'm kinda having a good summer. Things have been up and down. Women have been leading me on this whole summer, but I've been getting my share of what I like. ;)

      Savannah just wants to be friends, and that's cool. She already slept with me. :P I'm just kidding, we're awesome friends. She's actually becoming one of my best friends.

      I also met a girl named Julie, who might be down to go down. ;) Yeah, I'm awful. I met her at a gard party, and she doesn't like relationships, so yeah, She's like me.

      Elizabeth might also. We've been talking about it for a little, but she's afraid of getting attached. So, I don't know. Other than that, not much is happening is going on with her.

      I've also finally beat every song on Guitar Hero 3 on Expert. I beat Through the Fire and Flames a long time ago, but I was having issues with The Devil went Down to Georgia. Not the boss fight, just the actual song.

      The Dark Knight is the BEST FUCKING MOVIE EVER (Caps make sentances more effective.) The Joker is probaly the best character ever. I need to learn his magic trick. :P He sent chills through my spine when he described how he got his scars the first time. Gave me wood. ;)

      Well, that and football (which is the same all the time) is my whole life right now. so, yeah. Have a good day.

    • What the hell

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      I don't understand why the fuck these fucking women (no, excuse me: bitches) don't respect me at all. Dakota, as I just found out, cheated on me three times. What the fuck? I treated that cunt like she was fucking angel, held her when she got yelled at by her stepdad (whose my favorite person now), and she treats me like that?

      Now, Elizabeth. She wanted me to kiss her. She fucking ASKED for it. Then, she says she doesn't like me? What? When did this world turn into this shit? God, I hate this shit.

    • Fuck yeah, Giants!

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      While my Steelers were sent packing by the Jags, someone still came through and beat the Patriots. And you know what I say to that?

      FUCK YEAH.

      I'm sorry, I haven't liked the Pats for a long time, but they still have my respect. Great game, see ya next year.

    • Abooscay had a fantastic question

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      "Who's Elizabeth?"

      Well, when I was with Dakota, I would say, I had a crush on Elizebeth and we flirted. So, when Dakota left me, I swore that I'd find a girl who is more beautiful (CHECK), skinnier (CHECK), and who I love more (PENDING). And I see that in Elizebeth. Now, my question is: Should I wait a week or something, or ask her to a movie like in the next two days. It's been two days since I've been done with Dakota, and I don't want it to seem like she's the rebound girl.

      She likes me though, so...

    • Dakota left me.

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      Fuck me, right?

      She said she was growing away me and blah blah blah. I don't fucking care. I don't fucking want her. She's hurt me so damn much. Ha, didn't even fuck me.

      I'm so tired of being nice. Why do assholes get what they want? Screw it, there's other girls. Elizebeth probaly wants to fuck me. I'll go date her.

      Well, that's what's up with me. If you give a shit anymore.

    • Happy Thanksgiving!

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      TURKEY!

      STUFFING!

      FOOTBALL!

      HALO!

      *sleep...*

    • No.

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      I'm not dead.

      Just... busy. Life's been hetic. Dakota, football, Dakota, school, Dakota, parents, Dakota. Yeah, I miss you.

      Forgive me for being gone for so long?

    • Halo 3

      11 years ago

      zjrk

      Can't wait. I plan to stay completely away the internet because of spoilers.

      I'm also sorry about not being on much. Been busy. I miss you people like crazy though!

      Bye!

  • About Me

  • Comments (508)

    • supergirl

      10 years ago

      Weirdo !!!

      I'm Having A Babay Girl!!

    • LordRaiden

      10 years ago

      coming back?

    • Jhunterqueen

      10 years ago

      I Lub You!


      and I lost your number since my phone crashed since the last time we talked.


      miss you!

    • STEELWOLF86

      10 years ago

      its me Fenhagen I've started a new account accept my friend request\

    • Macgunnny

      10 years ago

      yeah im thinking about quiting along with 50 others

    • Macgunnny

      10 years ago

      yeah im thinking about quiting along with 50 others

    • Macgunnny

      10 years ago

      sup zack

    • ShadowCat666

      10 years ago

      poke hey stranger

    • supergirl

      11 years ago

      LoL

      SIlly Whore Man

      How Things Change

      How Have You Been ??

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Thats cool!

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Whats your fav. songs?

    • supergirl

      11 years ago

      LoL I've Noticed

      Just Be Careful Mister =P

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Okay maybe in my spare time!

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Sorry never seem them.

    • Lopage

      11 years ago

      That's ok with me I like both men and women so it matters not to me how you fling but I still think you really good looking and I only wish I knew how to look that good. Sincerely, Lopage! ^-^

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Will I guess I could say I liked them all! Do you have any other favorite movies?

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      The 4th one was kind weird to!

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      I liked the first one the best!

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Thats cool what your fav. movie?

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      So what do you do for fun?

    • Shannon9

      11 years ago

      Thanks!

    • ItsBecca

      11 years ago

      yeahh

    • ItsBecca

      11 years ago

      haha oh yeah
      tons of fun being bored

    • ItsBecca

      11 years ago

      nothing really

    • ItsBecca

      11 years ago

      lol thanks
      so whats up?

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      yah cant let anyone see that you have a heart :O

      only I see that!

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      i know but thats ok I still like you :]

      buttttttt tonight I did get flowers at work :]

      someone likes me

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      no new boy toy... i mean to say im in love with running hah.

    • Macgunnny

      11 years ago

      its just been a great week for me. met a bunch of people

    • redblows42k

      11 years ago

      So how does it feel knowing it is your last football camp?

    • Macgunnny

      11 years ago

      feeling great actually

    • Macgunnny

      11 years ago

      hey sup zack

    • RedWhispers

      11 years ago

      I have.
      Crazy fools.

    • RedWhispers

      11 years ago

      haha.
      I believe it completely.
      I've given up on both sexes.

    • RedWhispers

      11 years ago

      wow.
      I like that it took me a week to respond to your last comment.
      Suh-low.
      Anyways.
      You're discussing gay guys because you secretly want to be one.
      KIDDING.
      haha

    • kaylasw91

      11 years ago

      ha ha, anytime

    • ShadowODST

      11 years ago

      do you smoke?

    • ShadowODST

      11 years ago

      how much steriods do u use?

    • ShadowODST

      11 years ago

      nice man tits

    • RedWhispers

      11 years ago

      True, buuuuut stillll. They have the same equipment as any straight guy (mostly).

    • RedWhispers

      11 years ago

      haha, most of my friends are guys. But they're gay, so, I guess that doesnt really count, haha.

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      "Hopefully, this guy is a total douche to you. Let me know if you need help. ;)"

      did you mean ISNT?

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      you missed it love muffin! I was featured user again.


      i was totally ass-raped by alerts... and random friend requests XD

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      get a life, stop talking about me, your plea falls on deaf ears, im done hearing peoples crap. As for hanging people out to dry Im 100% sure you're the only one who thinks that. My friends are MY FRIENDS because we care about each other, and we can have a legit discussion. You really should've taken your own advice and kept it to a PM instead of making yourself look completely bi-polar.

      zack call me sometime when you don't have football k <3

    • LordRaiden

      11 years ago

      Every decent guy has a good personality, what I meant was being a nice guy never cut the mustered with her. When she did leave most of her online buddies out to dry, she never gave me a good reason, because I was always nice then. One day she just stopped talking to me, after I got confused and complained, she just basically told me to go fuck myself and that she didn't have time for people on here anymore.

      and jenna, back then I was always there for you, I even liked to remind you of that when you were down. The least you could have done was at least told me that early on rather than ignore me and cause me to freak out. At least I tell people when and why I don't talk to em. you're right though, both of you, this isn't worth me, Jenna and I could never properly communicate without getting into a fight later. And no hun I was not bitching about you, I was carrying on a conversation he started with me in my journal. I know you dont want to listen to me, but I just have one last thing to say Jenna, I'm sorry I called you names you didn't deserve for interrupting me and gwen, I'm sorry that I laced the communicative ability to give you what you needed or wanted as a friend when we were. and I'm sorry I stuck to the fact that I loved you for so long. I try to do my best to be good and nice and genuine to those I interact with every day, but when hurt or attacked I never react well. I'm sorry for everything I ever was in your eyes, I just ask that if I ever enter your thoughts in your life for what ever reason, that you dont hate me. regardless of whether or not I deserve it. ok then I'm done with that. I'll stick to PM in the future.

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      hahahaha...... "because its obvious she just wants to jump your bones"

      Assumptions always make people look ridiculous. If they only knew that you really are one of my best friends, I mean who else would always pick up the phone no matter what they were doing to make you feel better. ME! I would, theres a reason why your one of my bests... and though we would make a pretty hot pair thats not why haha. I don;t expect many people to understand so its ok.

      I've had just about enough of people hypocrisy and i suggest you tell your friend to eat his words, because once again i don't pretend to know anything about him so he should do the same about me and just forget i exist, and stop whining about me to mutual friends.

    • LordRaiden

      11 years ago

      its a good approach to have, and I dont think its hard to be friends with her. its just we couldn't understand each other. If Jenna and I lived in the same town, things would be very different. I only mention sexual prowess here because its obvious she just wants to jump your bones, other than that, I cant really find a visible reason she sticks around you. the reason I'm not her friend anymore has nothing to do with her dislike of me back then, but rather because she doesn't have time for any people on-line she doesn't want to bang, she was simply moving on to spend more time with her local friends. I cant blame her though, even I have to admit you are quite an attractive specimen of the male side of the equation. Its not a rare thing though, Danielle did the same thing to me, taking the time to use an old excuse that was no longer valid to justify it. and gwen, well she wont date anyone unless they have cowboy boots or an army uniform. Its all good though, Resa had the best explanation for it though: they're in highschool, what did you expect?

      A person like you would probably make a good psychologist because of your approach to such things. You might want to look into that.

    • LordRaiden

      11 years ago

      you're right, but you are a bit off there, I know I don't need them and I already lost jenna ages ago. I just wanted to patch things up with gwen and I probably should have done it Via PM so jenna didn't have a chance to come in there and inturupt me. I never say something is bullshit to cheer someone up. The reason for that is because while I may succeed in my efforts, I may also hurt someone else at the same time, or be wrong entirely. however I may have just salvaged my old friendship with gwen. It's not like I need her yes, as you say, but you know how much it sucks to lose a friend, particularly an ex you've known for years over something trivial. Gwen is also right, apparently she enjoyed that fight jenna and I had, called us silly. cheered me up.

      I am pretty happy with myself actually, and I've got a woman who loves me no matter what happens. Jasmine and I may do dumb things but we never lose sight of the fact that we love eachother. I still occasionally think about people I used to love...me and jenna, well we are like a liberal and a neo-con, even when we tried and even loved for awhile we could just never get along. I'm just a stubborn mother fucker, I fight to keep slipping friends even if the only possible out come is making it worse. I'm not hooked on them, I just miss them...problem is doing that makes you forget what they've done to you some times. At least every time jenna confronts me, directly or indirectly, I learn something. and when she says she doesn't, she's lying to ya. smiley8.gif

      To be honest, before she got in the middle of gwen and I, I thought I'd never hear from her again. then again, If I were better at wording things, and she were better about not taking what I say out of context, maybe we'd still be friends. Now I suppose its just time for me to wait and see what happens. As for you, I'm amazed how neutral you have been when things get ugly and still manage to be my friend, just watch yourself around her, especially if you turn out to be bad in bed, that my friend is not a mine field you want to enter.

      Thanks for the advice though, brings good closure to things. This appears to be the last page in the jenna chapter of my life, perhaps gwen's too. I will say one last prayer for them, maybe if there is some sort of God out there he will listen, if not, well...

      Such is life

    • Jhunterqueen

      11 years ago

      im having a bad day :'(

    • bad_andy

      11 years ago

      her name is Aubrey, she graduated from a highschool like 10 minutes away from mine, the sucky thing is she goes to a college like 3 hours away which is crappy, but we are gonna try and make it work, we still have all summer anyway

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